by SJ
I may not always be that way.
Call me Smiley because I smiled.
This may be my last day.
Call me Huggable because I hugged a lot of people.
I do that a lot, you know.
Call me Teary because I cried.
You never know when I may go.
Call me Love because I told you I love you.
You may be the last person I love.
Call me Sad because I was.
I hate the thought I'm thinking of.
Call me Depressed because that's what I've been.
You never know what I'll do next.
Call me the Screw-Up because that's what I did.
I've been thinking a lot more that is what I do best.
Call me Suicidal because that's what I've been thinking of.
You can never understand what has happened to me.
Call me Dead because that's what I am now.
And again in this world, I will never be.