BY SJ
Evil………. Watching over me
Controlling me to start
Telling me to do it
Do it once and for all
Kill myself before I take another fall
One half of me is reasonable
And the other doesn't fit
The other half is telling me that my life is full of shit
I am two people
Yet I cannot stand to let them show
I try to cover it up with a smile, and pretend that I'm not low
One of these days I am going to………..
Going to just snap!
One second I'll be here
The next I'll be gone, Just like that
It's gonna happen soon
And when it does I want you to know
I love you with every inch of my heart
Even if it doesn't show
My one last wish before
I am consumed……. Before I die
My final wish on this day
Is to have my last cry.