by SJ
Dreaming dreams of sweet joyful delight
I wake up sweaty, scared and cold
Forced on smile, feeling old
Smile; your lucky, loved and wanted
So why the hell do I feel so haunted?
Laugh; you were born and bred a winner
And bitterness made me a sinner
Let's grow old and loosed all passion
Youth has just out dated fashion
I burned out slowly in October
Did I have fun? I cant remember
I was old and now im dead
No more nightmares in my head