He thought back- to just hours before- remembering thinking his heart was going to explode from the intensity of the emotions he was feeling. The love, happiness and sheer, pure ecstasy at knowing he was going to spend the rest of his life with the beauty dressed in white walking down the aisle towards him.
He knew he'd never forget how she looked- the radiant smile on her beautiful face, framed by the flowing veil and ringlets of curls, her small hands gripping the bouquet of red and white roses, the way her dress made her look like she was floating as she walked, the rise of her breasts beneath the satin fabric...
He smiled at the thought- he knew tonight was going to be worth the wait. Receiving the most precious gift she could give him- herself... to be wholly his.
When they'd begun dating she made it clear to him immediately that she believed true love waited and the only man she'd ever give herself entirely to was going to be her husband.
He looked down at his left hand- the gold band glinting in the soft glow of the candlelight that surrounded him. He was that man- the one she loved and trusted enough to become one with...
She took a deep breath and glanced in the mirror one more time. She was nervous. She'd been waiting her whole life for this night- to surrender herself completely to the man she wanted to spend forever with. She truly believed with all her heart she'd found him, and he was waiting for her- just on the other side of the door. She smiled at her reflection, turned the lights off and reached for the doorknob.
He heard the door open and looked up at her- across the room from where he was sitting in the chair waiting for her. He felt his breath catch in his throat and his heart skipped a beat. She was so beautiful... light brown hair falling down around her shoulders, wearing a dark blue negliee that matched her eyes and clung to her body- gracefully accentuating her curves. He stood up, unable to take his eyes off her and began to cross the room, wanting to take her in his arms and never let her go.
She watched him moving towards her as her heart began to pound. He approached her and looked deeply into her eyes, she felt like she could see forever in those eyes- their future together, everything she could ever want or need was standing there before her.
~ Every time our eyes meet, this feeling inside me, is almost more than I can take. Baby, when you touch me, I can feel how much you love me, and it just blows me away. I've never been this close to anyone, I can hear your thoughts, I can see your dreams.~
He stepped closer to her, slipping his arm around her waist and drawing her body against his. He bent his head to kiss her tenderly and eagerly- igniting the long building passion of waiting love. His tongue slipped in her mouth, slowly gliding over hers. He felt her hands wandering across his back and he immediately began wishing he was feeling her fingertips on his bare skin. He pulled away from her and swept a few stray strands of hair out of her face. "I love you so much, Trin."
She smiled up at him, "I love you, too, Nickolas." She let go of him to look around the room. He'd been busy while she'd been getting ready. Candles burning, their flickering lights casting dancing shadows on the wall. Soft music floating through the air, rose petals scattered around. She bit her lip as she took in the sight of it all. He'd told her tonight would be perfect- she knew he was right.
~I don't know how you do what you do, I'm so in love with you- it just keeps getting better. I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side, forever and ever. Every little thing that you do, baby, I'm amazed by you.~
Nick took her hands in his, and brought them to his lips, kissing the wedding band he'd placed on her finger earlier that day. "This has been the best day of my life, angel. I can't believe that I get to spend forever with you." He wrapped his arms around her and held her tight.
Trinity pressed her ear against his chest, listening to his heart beat. She felt completely content there- being held in his strong embrace, and would have gladly stayed there forever. but tonight, she had other things in mind. He'd looked so sexy today- dressed in his tux, his smile lighting up her world. Her hands slid around his back, pulling his shirt up over his head.
He smiled at her move- she was as ready for this as he was. He watched her as she leaned toward him, her lips skimming over his collarbone and down his chest. He let out a shaky sigh, wondering how just the lightest touch could make him feel so good.
~The smell of your skin, the taste of your lips, the way you whisper in the dark. Baby, you surround me, touch every place in my heart. I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes.~
Her hands met at his waist and she slowly tugged down his pants, unsure of herself. She didn't know what to do, how to touch him- and was afraid of doing something he wouldn't like.
Nick reached down, cupping her face in his hands, and whispered, "I love you. I love feeling your hands on me. You just do what you want to, okay?"
She relaxed a little, and grinned at him. She loved the way he knew just what to say to her right when she needed it. She hooked her fingers under the waistband of his boxer shorts and slid them down, her eyes darting over his naked form. She knelt in front of him, helping him step out out of his clothes. Unable to resist any longer, she let her eyes fall on his cock, already twitching with excitement. She reached out timidly to touch him, lightly wrapping her fingers around him.
Nick whimpered, sucking in a breath. He'd wondered so many times how it would feel to have her hands on him like this. He didn't want to force her to do anything but he didn't want her to stop either.
Trinity trailed her fingernail lightly from the base of his cock to the tip, watching as he became harder under her gaze. She was shocked when Nick reached out for her, slipping his hands under her arms and pulling her up.
"This is your night, angel. Let me make you feel good." he said softly, scooping her up and carrying her to the bed. He set her down on the floor by the edge of the bed, and put his hands on her hips, slowing gathering the silky material up. His hands moved up her body, sliding lightly over her breasts, causing her to shiver. He leaned in to kiss her softly before pulling the nightie up over her head and tossing it to the side. A smile spread across his face as he studied her nearly naked body... perfect breasts, tight stomach. His hands went back to her hips and he carefully removed her panties. His hands slid up her legs, over her calves, to her inner thighs. He moved his hands to her back, and leaned her down onto the bed.
~I don't know how you do want you do, I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better. I wanna spend the rest of my life, with you by my side, forever and ever. Every little thing that you do, baby, I'm amazed by you. ~
She watched him carefully, paying attention to his movements, his touch. He was gentle, loving- everything he'd said he'd be. Her eyes widened as he pushed her knees apart, and settled himself between her legs. He glanced up at her, giving her a reassuring smile, and kissed the inside of her thighs. She layed back in the pillows and closed her eyes, waiting for what he'd do next.
The wait was short, Nick slowly drew his finger across her pussy, and listened for her reaction... a soft moan escaped her lips and he continued to touch her. He carefully slipped a finger inside her- almost shocked by the tightness surrounding him. She whimpered as he moved his finger within her. He wanted to make sure she was completely comfortable, and ready for him. She was wet, but he wanted her to relax, be able to enjoy what he wanted to do to her. "Baby, are you okay?"
Trinity's answer of 'yes' was almost inaudible. She wanted only to concentrate on the new sensations his motions were causing her.
Nick looked up at her again, her face becoming flushed already. He inserted another finger into her, and began to thrust them gently, causing her to gasp. He leaned down, inhaling her scent, as he quickly flicked his tongue across her clit.
Trinity shrieked in surprise, unconsciously raised her hips a little. Her breathing was becoming heavier in anticipation of Nick's next touch.
He continued the easy movements of his fingers as his tongue traced over and around her clit repeatedly. He was listening intently to her, happy that her reactions had been those of pleasure.
She had begun to wiggle down closer to him as a prickly heat started to spread through her body. Her heart pounded in her chest as the feeling grew stronger and within seconds her muscles her contracting around his fingers as her body tensed and she moaned Nick's name. She gasped for air, trying to catch her breath- startled by the suddenness and intensity of her reaction to his attention.
Nick kissed her clit and trailed light dry kisses up her body to her breasts. He cupped her breasts in his hands and rubbed his thumbs over her nipples. He bent his head to take the bud into his mouth, encouraged by feeling Trinity's nails skidding lightly across his back.
Trinity mumbled "don't stop" between shaky breaths as her back arched off the bed, her whole body aching for anything he might do.
Nick ravaged both breasts with mouth and tongue before moving further up to suck and nip lightly on her neck, one of the few actions he was acquainted with that he knew she loved. He heard her whispering his name and stopped to ask what she'd like.
"Nicky, I want you to be inside of me, please." she said quietly.
He didn't have to be asked again. He postioned himself over her, letting his full weight rest on her body. He reached between her legs, guiding himself into her, stopping before he actually get inside. "Are you ready, baby?"
She took a deep breath, and nodded. "I love you."
"I love you, too." He kissed her softly on the lips and thrust gently, carefully working himself all the way inside her. He didn't move, allowing her to get used to the feeling, as he savored her wet, tight walls enveloping him. He looked down at her, this woman that he loved, his wife, his soul mate, everything good in his life and felt the most intense regret of his life.
Trinity looked at him, instantly concerned when she saw tears forming in his beautiful blue eyes. "Nicky?"
"I'm so sorry..." His voice was low and quiet.
"Sorry for what?" She was getting scared, something obviously wasn't right.
Nick's eyes wouldn't meet Trinity's as he spoke, "I didn't wait for you... oh god...I should have. If I'd have known, that I'd love someone this much... I never would have done it..."
Trinity could feel her heart break at his words. They'd talked about this before, and it had made her nervous, wondering if his past experiences would affect what they would have together. She put her hand to the side of his face, gently carressing his cheek. "Nicky, it's over... we can't change the past. I know what you did, and I may not like it, but I love you, and that's what matters to me. I just want you to promise me one thing..."
"Anything, babygirl." he said quickly, his eyes finally locking with hers.
"Promise me that you'll be thinking of me. I just want to know that you know who you're with."
He nuzzled against her palm, "I"m always thinking of you, Trin. There's no one else I want to think of being with ever again."
She smiled at him and brushed her fingertips across his cheek and down over his lips. "Make love to me, Nicky."
He didn't feel any less sorry for what he'd done, but he was relieved- if she wasn't going to worry about it neither should he. He brought his lips to meet hers in a slow passionate kiss- their tongues sensuously dueling, vying for entry into each other's mouths. He began to move- thrusting gently against her, as he slipped his arms underneath her, bringing her closer to him.
Trinity held tight to him, and wrapped her legs around his waist, willing herself not to wince at the initial pain. Quickly the temporary discomfort was eclipsed by the more pleasurable sensation of him gliding slowly in and out of her. She put her hand on the back of his neck, bringing his face next to hers, holding him there, cheek to cheek with her. She listened to him breathe, his warm breath blowing over her ear. She sighed contentedly, immensely satisfied with her decision to hold out in favor of being truly amazed by an attentive lover that genuinely cared about her.
"I love you" he said again, before nibbling lightly on her earlobe. He could feel his climax building rapidly, and he began to move faster, thrusting a little harder. He was still pleasantly surprised when Trinity not only accepted the change of pace but encouraged him by raising her hips slightly to meet his thrusts. "Baby... I'm gonna cum..." he moaned.
"Look at me, Nickolas."
He brought his head up quickly, locking eyes with Trinity just as he came, came inside her for the first time.
Trinity hugged him tightly, breathing heavily underneath him. She closed her eyes, running her hands over his back. 'That is exactly why you waited, Trin' she told herself.
"Are you okay, baby?" he asked, before kissing across her collarbone.
"So perfect, Nicky" she replied softly, already imaging a lifetime of lazy afternoons spent in bed and long nights of wild sex.
"I already knew that." he said, smiling. "Thank you... for letting me love you."
"You do it so well, how could I not?" She raised her head to press her lips against his.
Nick cautiously rolled off her, and pulled her to lay on top of him, hugging her to him. "Every little thing that you do, I'm so in love you with, it just keeps getting better. I wanna spend the rest of my life, with you by my side, forever and ever. Every little thing that you do, baby, I'm amazed by you" he sang softly to her as she snuggled against his chest, repeating the words to the first song they'd dance together as husband and wife.