He's standing there...in a hotel room...waiting... the dishevelment is because of a long night waiting up for you... hair is messed... the darkness under the eyes... raking his fingers through it, cause he's nervous.. couldn't sleep- thinking about you... rubbing his neck because it's been in one position too long... propped on a pillow, staring at the ceiling... thinking about you.

He's leaning against the wall...because he wants to be closer to the door...closer to you.... as soon as you knock- he'll be there, arms open wide, waiting to embrace you, hold you so close to him, wanting you to melt into him...

His eyes clouded over with worry...since you were flying...he was nervous because he didn't want anything to happen to you before you got in his arms...where he could keep you safe. God, could it take any longer for you to get here? he should have gone to the airport, should have been there himself, to see you coming into the terminal, wanting to see only him..

He hears the knock on the door...his lips start to curve into that sexy smirk. You're there... you're close. His heart is pounding. he opens to door to see your smiling face. He opens his arms wide, drawing you into a hug so tight you can barely breath. But that's the way you want it, to feel him around you, holding you close, never letting you go.

You nuzzle your head into his shoulder...inhaling his scent...he smells so damn good...he's kissing your temple...whispering how much he has missed you...and how glad he is to have you in his arms...just holding you tight. You can hardly find words to tell him how you feel right now, right there, close to him, so close to him, you've wanted to feel like this for so long, and now you do... You pull your head away from his shoulder...to look into his eyes...they are no longer clouded with worry...now they are clear and crystal blue...shining with love for you...you feel like you are staring into his soul...his heart is still pounding...you rest your hand against the rhythm in his chest...he leans in to give you the sweetest, most gentle kiss...

You sigh against his lips, how can one person make you feel so many wonderful things at once, and all he's really done is look at you, but that's how it is with him, your Nicky, you love him, you know you do...

The kiss begins to get deeper...with more feeling...though with that sweet kiss you felt the love radiating through his lips...now his tongue has pushed past your lips...to consume your entire mouth...he pulls you closer, if that's possible...your tongues are now dueling with fevered passion...he tastes so good...like all good things in the world...you don't want it to end...

You could kiss him forever, just holding him, being held, but you want to look at him, look in those eyes, and hope that they'll let you see what it is you're looking for- his real feelings for you, the love that you're sure you feel- from him and for him... you break the kiss and peer into his soul... how far beyond that deep blue does his heart lie?

As you are staring into those eyes...he sighs...like the weight of the world has just been lifted off of his shoulders...he pulls you completely into the room and shuts the door...envelopes you into his arms again...and rests his forehead against yours...he closes his eyes... He hopes you can see everything he wants to tell you but doesn't know how to say... god, he wants to tell you so many things, he loves you, he wants you, you're everything ... how can he tell you all those things?

You feel him squeeze you a little tighter, your arms find their way around his waist, and return his hug full force, letting everything you both want to say but aren't sure how flow through the embrace...

You completely open your heart...hoping he's finding all of his answers in your eyes...that you love him, want him and that he means the world to you... his eyes are open now...they start to crinkle at the corners...his mouth turns up in that irrestible grin...he leans down to take your mouth again...you comply...opening your mouth to receive his tongue...wrapped around each other...you start heading backwards into the room...

Before you really even have time to think about it, your hands are at his waist, grabbing for the hem of his shirt, sliding it up his body, lightly brushing your hands against his chest, he shudders...

Oh god, you're touching him.. he's imagined your hands so many times, wanted nothing more than to feel your skin against his, and here you are and there he is, and ohmygod, his dreams are coming true... you know he's excited, hell, you are too, you've wanted this for so long...

You step out of his embrace for just a second...that's all you can bear...and even that is hard...you pull the shirt over his head...running your fingers through his messed hair...the shirt falls to the floor...he pulls you into another kiss...this one leaving you completely breathless...his hands slowly slip under your sweatshirt to feel your warm skin...you're so soft...he runs his hands around your tummy...he massages your lower back and leaves his hands at your hips...his mouth is demanding...forcefully pushing his tongue past your lips to meet with your tongue...he tastes everything in your mouth...he runs his tongue over your teeth...you find that such a turn on...as he leaves your mouth...you finally get to take a breath...inhaling his scent, which has been multiplied by the closeness and the heat between your bodies...his hands move up your body...to gently take the sweatshirt up and over your head...

You pull your arms out of the shirt and immediately wrap them around him again... you never imagined you'd actually be so close... his hands tug at your bra clasp until finally it's undone, you pull away just to slip it off, look at his eyes as they fall on your exposed breasts... he pulls you to him again.. skin to skin... you can feel his erection pressing against your hip, you want that, too... but right now, you just want to memorize how he feels his chest breathing deeply against yours...

He rains small, sweet kisses across your face...adoring each plane and texture that he finds...you smell so good...like a girl should...he kisses your eyelids...your eyes are closed to get the entire effect...all you can do is feel his lips moving over your skin...his lips are so soft and warm...they work towards your ear...he slips his tongue inside and you moan "Nicky..."...he traces the outline with his tongue and moves down your collarbone...he gently sucks at your neck...tasting your skin...it tastes so good...just like it should...his hands are roaming across your back....

He gently pushes you back towards the bed, supporting you, leaning you back onto the soft mattress. Your hands grasp his shoulders pulling him down onto you. He kisses you deeply once more, then moves down your body, amazed at what he's seeing... he knew you were beautiful, but god, he could never have imagined this... his warm hands slide across your chest, cupping your breasts, he kisses your nipples, before moving on down- across your abs, down to your stomach... his hands go to the button of your jeans, then the zipper, you take a deep breath.. oh god...

As he releases the button...your stomach clenches in anticipation...god...you never thought it would be like this...he's worshipping your entire body...he moves the zipper down...reaches his hand inside the now-opened jeans...his hand gently massages the top of your mound through your hunter green silk panties...his eyes meet yours...his lips curve into that smile again...he pulls his hand out of your jeans...lifts your hips...and pulls the jeans down your thighs...leaving the panties on...he sets your hips back on the mattress...and moves down to your feet...he pulls your shoes untied...and throws each on the floor behind him...he then pulls your feet free of your socks...and begins to massage your feet...he then pulls the jeans completely off of your body...

His hands slide up your legs, caressing every inch of you he has access to, he reaches your inner thighs, he sees that you're wearing his favorite color, he loves that you thought of him, he leans down, kissing right below your belly button, then kissing down, over your panties... he pushes your knees apart, and slowly draws his tongue across you... electric shocks race through your body.. god that felt good.. even through the fabric, but you want it off... "taste me" you whisper, so softly even you barely hear it, but he did... he eases your panties down over your hips, down your legs, until you kick them off.. he brings his face back between your legs.. he looks up at you- your face flushed with excitement, already gripping the comforter in anticipation.. he leans down to you, inhaling your scent...making his mind reel, he wants so badly to please you, to make you feel heaven...

He moves the discarded silky material to the side...leaving you bare to his smoky eyes...they are no longer clear...they are a darker shade...he moves in closer...drawing your legs farther apart...with infinite tenderness he glides one finger over you...barely touching but yet sending a shock that makes you scream out his name...he quickly looks up at you...wanting to make sure that you are alright...praying that he hasn't hurt you...because he hasn't done this before...he's had sex...but he's never made love before...he wants you to be his and his only...he sees that your eyes are closed in ecstasy...he focuses his attention once again on your most secret place...he trails his finger over you again...just to see your reaction...you moan out his name...he smiles...and begins to become more confident in what he is doing...he decides to be daring...and slips one long finger inside your wetness...your walls encase his finger...he can't believe how tight you are...your hips gently buck...and he begins to dart his finger in and out of you...your hands clench at the bedcovers...your head is thrashing back and forth...you almost can't bear the intense feeling...your hips match his rhythm...his eyes are on you...he's watching your facial expressions...almost trying to memorize this exact moment...

He's the one that's made you feel that way... and that makes him feel incredible... he wants to love you like no one else ever has.. or ever will... because you will be his... You reach for him, grabbing at his head, you want to feel him again -- all over you, but he resists, he's not stopping until you've had your release... he leans down to you... gently holding you apart with his fingers as his tongue glides over you.. ohmygod... any thought you may have had has left, your only awareness is him and the way he's making you feel...

You feel his warm breath...his tongue slips inside of your folds...exploring...tasting...wanting more...your movements are wild...you moan his name repeatedly...as his tongue darts inside to taste all of you...he begins to suck your clit...drawing it into his mouth...pulling at it...his fingers work towards your center...one moves inside you with that known rhythm he's established...his eyes move up your body...resting on your closed eyes...open mouth and exposed neck. His fingers move faster...he sucks harder...

You begin to shake... no one has ever made you feel like that.. not even you- on those nights you lie alone thinking of Nick... wishing it were his hands roaming over your body... the familiar warmth of an impending orgasm begins to wash over your body, oh god, you moan... you're so close... you fight against yourself.. don't move, don't move... you don't want to do anything to make him stop what he's doing right now.. oh god... you see white, the world stops... your muscles contract around his fingers.. over and over.. oh god... don't ever let this feeling end...

A euphoric bliss washes over you...you scream his name one last time...and you feel your juices flow from your body onto his fingers and into his mouth...his movements slow...bringing you down gently...he's still rubbing you...just not so intensly...he laps up your escaping juices...and washes his fingers with his tongue...he looks up at you...you are lying passively on the mattress...your face emotionless...you can't feel anything except that high...he smiles...he can't believe he just made you feel like that...he begins to move back up your body to rest his forehead against yours...you feel a roughness against your lower body...you realize that he still has his jeans on...your eyes focus on his...he's smiling and looking so adorable...his facial expression is priceless...an outpouring of love is showing through his eyes...you raise your hand...it feels like it weighs a ton...you rest it on his jean-clad hip...you move your hand to the front...where the button is...his hand immediately covers yours...he shakes his head....

"Nicky, I wanna see you..." you whisper. He smiles. He's only too happy to oblige. He wants nothing more than to make you happy... and if that's him being naked, so be it. He stands before you, his eyes never leaving yours and slowly unbuttons and unzips his jeans, letting them drop to the floor. ohh, he's got those boxer-briefs on that you love so much.. black.. sexy... he very slowly pushes them down.. revealing himself to you... oh god... everything about him is impressive... very impressive... your only thought becomes how badly you want him to be inside of you... he watches your expressions carefully as he undresses, loving the look of delight as he became completely naked in front of you. he'd hoped you'd smile just like that... want him as much as he does you...

You open your arms invitingly...pleading with him to come back into your embrace...he slowly crawls up the bed to meet you in your arms...he takes your face in his hands and places butterfly kisses around your face again...you feel his erection pressing hard against your thigh...you know where it wants to be...you want it so bad...nicky looks at you...silently asking your permission to go ahead...you nod...suddenly shy...he notices your uneasiness...he cups your face in his hands...and gives you the most loving kiss you've received...everything in his kiss relaxes you...it's telling you to not be afraid...that he'll never hurt you...and that he loves you...your eyes gaze into his...he begins to work his way between your legs without losing contact with your lips...he's now between your legs...

You trust him completely, love him with all you are, but realize that this changes everything... you feel his hand brush across your stomach, he guides himself to you, you can feel him gently pressing against your opening, you whole body is crying out, please.. please.. he slowly beging to push himself into you, gliding easily in, you're wet... ready for him.. for this... he watches your eyes for any sign.. good or bad... all he wants is for this to be perfect for you... he feels so incredible... filling you completely... your body accepts him, wanting him... needing him inside you like this... he's completely inside you.. surrounded by the warm, tight, wetness... he doesn't move.. but you can feel him throbbing inside you.... nothing can be better than this feeling.. so close together...

Your eyes are locked on one another...nothing else in the world existed outside of the two of you and what you are feeling...it's incredible...he's so filling...nothing has ever or will ever feel this good...you know that in your heart...he begins to move...slowly at first...you strive to match his pace...you see the sweat on his forehead and above his lip...you are sweating too...suddenly the undersides of your breasts are moist and you feel sweat rolling down the side of your face...you want to be closer to him than you already are...in your mind you want to be holding his hands...as if you spoke it aloud...his hands move to hold yours next to your head...he smiles at you...giving you the confidence you so desparately need...you gain it...you start to match his faster thrusts...

You feel as though you're being drawn into him.. truly becoming one person... your gaze never leaves his as you continue to meet his movements thrust for thrust... his chest rubbing against your nipples is driving you crazy in the best way... your hands grip his tightly before letting go... you run your hands up his arms, across his shoulders.. down his back.. you can feel all his muscles flex as he moves inside you.. touching hot spots you didn't know you had... there were so many things you didn't know before to tonight, and you're glad, glad you learned them with Nicky... the one you truly love... he leans down to kiss you again... he's feeling like never before.. possessed... taken into you in everyway- some he could never imagine... this isn't sex... this is making love... entwining souls... passion and love...

You feel the tension building between you...it's getting so close...his eyes lock on yours...the rush begins...his thrusts are almost brutal...you throw your head back and scream his name...."NICKYYYYY"...you don't care if anyone else hears you...as far as you're concerned...there is no one else other than you and nicky...his breathing is so labored...you think he might pass out...he leans down again to take your mouth in his...he thrusts his tongue inside at the same pace as he's thrusting inside you...you try to keep up with him...but it's nearly impossible...he is truly possessed...in his eyes is a fire so hot and raging...you know that it's mirrored in your own...as he thrusts faster and faster...bringing you closer...your stomach starts to clench as the upcoming orgasm approaches...he begings moaning your name...it's a deep guttoral groan....from deep inside...his muscles tense...he heaves on top of you...you both scream each others name as your orgasm's hit at the exact same time...your muscles contract around him as he cums hard and fast inside of you...he keeps pumping feverishly ...not slowing down...and thrusts one last time....

He collapses on your chest, still inside you... you take his weight, welcoming it, loving the pressure of his body on yours... he gently rolls you over, bringing you with him, you whimper as you feel him slide out of your body.. but you snuggle against him, your head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat begin to slow down... he kisses the top of your head, and whispers softly, 'babygirl, I love you... more than anything... everything... and I've needed to say that for so long..." you raise your head to look at him. You knew it all along. Just like you knew what you felt for him, though you tried to deny it... but lying there in his arms, you realize there's no other place for you.. than with him....

Lying there...against his chest...listening to his heartbeat as he slowly drifts of to dreamland...you know that this is where you belong...where you were meant to be...no one else ever made you feel like this...you know that the two of you are destined to be together...from that first meeting...it was fate. Your bodies are still moist in the aftermath of lovemaking...you begin to feel the chill in the room. you involuntarily shiver...trying to get closer to Nicky...you realize now that you made love on top of the bedcovers and that you two are laying on top of them. you reach behind you to grab some of the blankets and cover yourself and Nicky with them. he moans...tightens his grip on you...and you fall contently asleep.

The next morning... you awaken, in the same position you fell asleep in, tangled up with him. He's still sleeping, breathing deeply... he's so precious... vulnerable.... your heart warms thinking about him.. him.. last night.. nothing could ever compare.. that's what love.. real love... feels like... you never want to know that with another person... you're his... and his alone... you squeeze him a little tighter, and he stirs.. his eyes fluttering open.. "Babygirl.. I love you." that's how it should be.. the first thing you hear in the morning.. the last thing you hear at night..."I love you, too, Nicky." he hugs you tightly... loving the feeling of waking up to you by his side...

He throws the covers off of the two of you...you look at him quizically...he just grins that sexy grin...and picks you up...you are now cradled in his strong arms...you squeal...you hadn't expected that...he walks you into the bathroom...sets your feet on the floor...and reaches into the shower to turn the water on and to the correct temperature...while he's waiting for the water to heat...he can't wait any longer to touch, caress and adore your body...his hands slip through your hair...resting on your neck...he pulls you near for an earth-shattering kiss...all the while the room is heating up with a fog not necessarily caused completely by the shower...he looks you in your eyes...

You smile, you know he can see everything he needs to in your eyes- the love, the trust, the willingness to be wherever he is and wants you to be.. and by god if that's the shower.. you're more than ready for it...