We wanted to have a baby for quite some time and to our surprise we
learned we could not get pregnant on our own and our only hope of
having a baby was through IVF. The first IVF failed. The second IVF worked, we were pregnant and we were so thrilled!!! We thought all our hopes and dreams were going to come true. We thought we had beaten the infertility world. That was devastingly not the case. Our baby was dieing right there inside of me all along but we just didn't know it until I was so far along. He wasn't growing and his body was shutting down and there was no way to save him. He was only 12 ounces. We let him pass a peaceful death within me, for they told me that was the kindest thing to do for him. Nine days of heartbeat checks and then came the day he was no longer with us, a day I will never forget. John Peter may not be with us here on earth but he is in every breathe we take and nestled forever in our hearts. We will hold him again one day, until then our hearts will!!
We Love You John Peter!! |
