It's that simple! That's how I invited Jesus into my life when I was alone in my room at 14 years old. Since young, I was afraid of death, not knowing what I would become, where I will go. Suddenly life seems so insignificant that with the passing of a human life, it all amounts to zero. Zilch. What then is the purpose of our survival? What is the meaning of all our achievements? Things we strive so hard for? At the end of the day, what purpose do they serve? Zilch. Surely we have a purpose somehow?
I had been introduced to Jesus many times but each time I rejected Him, believing I can live my own life. But how often are things within our control? Doesn't everyone have some sort of fear and uncertainty? Come on, be human and admit it. As I read about all that Jesus claims Himself to be, and all He has to offer, these were more than enough to answer all the questions I pondered above. The stark truth was - I needed Jesus in my life.
I was clearing my table when I stumbled upon the small booklet. After reading the contents, I was convinced that I needed Jesus and that He is the solution to all my anxieties and doubts. I followed the prayer. But nothing happened.To be sure, I prayed again. That seemed like the biggest decision I ever made. To give your life to someone and trusting Him to take lordship over your life. What next? I asked.
2 days later I received a phonecall. It was one of those people who tried to tell me about Jesus on the street. I must have given hermy contact no. But this time I did not treat her with annoyance. In fact I was full of excitement! I proudly proclaimed that I had become a Christian. Sharing my joy, she offered to give me a Bible as a gift. The Word of GOD! I was elated.
Now for some more of God's wondrous deeds. That weekend, my friend Sophie invited me to her church. (No, I didn't tell anyone else that I accepted Jesus into my life.) She brought me to Grace and that became my spiritual home. I prayed for someone to guide me and my friend's follow-up teacher called me up.
All these happened because God is real. He had sent these people into my path after I asked Him what's next. My parents were furious to learn about my new found faith. Esp my father. He threw a big fuss that terrified the whole family. I didn't know where I found my courage but I stood firm. Praying for my parents became something I do incessantly. I saw how God has opened my parents' hearts. They were willing to discuss with me about God instead of treating it as an abomination. They even defended me when one of their distant relatives criticised my faith. They started to attend the dinners and concerts that I invited them to. From the bottom of my heart, I thank God. |
