Should I ever, speaking through
this body, this pen,
say I have lived, loved and lavished
in this life?
Call me a liar, say the truth is not in me,
for naked came my heart
from my mother's womb, and cold
it has grown with each exposure.
I die with each sunset and am born
on the morrow.
Hid within my shell, strong within
my fort,
I face the present.
Peering from my ramparts,
I seldom venture
to open those iron gates
and let loose my heart
to ramble.
I am old, the future hides
and I mourn the past.
A dirge plays in my heart.
I search from my watchtower,
lonely,
condemned to mortality.