-She Won't Be Mine-

 

AUTHOR: dru's bitch <lovesbitch7@angelmailbox.com>

website: http://www.oocities.org/kyddo1119

DISCLAIMER: All characters are not mine, they belong to Joss. "You Won't Be Mine" from Matchbox 20.

RATING: R (for a couple naughty words and kissing)

PAIRING: Angel/?

SPOILERS: season 2 Angel and To Shanshu in LA

DEDICATION: my one and only muse dru

FEEDBACK: YES PLEASE THIS IS MY FIRST FIC!

NOTES: This is my first fic ever! Send me FEEDBACK!

 

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Take your head around the world

See what you get

From your mind

Write your soul down word for word

See who's your friend

Who is kind

It's almost like a disease

 

 

The music coursed through the room, people swaying and moving against each other.  It as a welcome break from the heavy dancing they had been up to all night.  He watched her intensely, her blonde hair flowing around her small face. Angel sighed, he missed her.  That girl possessed him, mind body and yes, even soul.  He hated to admit it, and he would never let her know, but even his soul loved her.  It had been so long since he had seen her, smelled her, tasted her and now here she was...dancing in his very city.  All he wanted to do was walk home.  That last demon had been tough, hard to take down, but he had done it and now he was looking forward to a hot shower and a good book.  But instead he caught her scent, soft and subtle, and he almost missed it - she had changed so much since the last time he had seen her.  But he found her, less than two blocks from his home...and in another's arms.

 

I know soon you will be

Over the lies, you'll be strong

You'll be rich in love and you will carry on

But no - Oh no

No you won't be mine

 

She was HIS, what the hell was she doing in his town pressed up against this joker?  She had her head nestled into his chest the way she used to when he held her.  She used to lift her head and gaze into his eyes in a way that drove straight to his core, he could never help but kiss her.  His lips would meet hers and she would let out the sweetest sigh as he would push his tongue into her mouth.  Sometimes she would play innocent, but there were other times when she would come out and play with the demon that was always inside.  She would bite at his tongue and sometimes do it hard enough to draw blood, and she would drink whatever he gave - that drove him wild.  And now here she was, suckling on this jerk's lip while he had his arms snaked around nearly every part of her body.  His mind traveled back to their times together, out under the moon. He got hard just with the idea of watching her kill, she always said it was our duty to get  rid of them, but I know she liked it.  She loved the hunt, she didn't know that sometimes when she went out alone, that he would follow her - just to watch her hunt and stalk her prey.  She was at her sexiest just before she dove in for the kill, her muscles would flex and her face would become a stoic mask of death.  She was the best at what she did, and he wanted to run across the restaurant and take her right on the dance floor - to hell with monkey boy, he could watch if he so desired!

 

Take your straight line for a curve

Make it stretch, the same old line

Try to find if it was worth what you spent

Why you're guilty for the way

You're feeling now

It's almost like being free

And I know soon you will be

 

He was aching for her, begging for her to glance around and see him and feel the same way.  Would she?  He had often thought of what would happen if on the remote chance in hell, he ran into her.  Could he go over to her...no, she'd just freak out.  She was just here to have a good time, she didn't know he had moved here, it had been nearly four years since they had last spoken and they did not part on good terms.  She was infinitely mad at him and he couldn't blame her, they had shared so much and he just wanted to walk away and forget.  But still, he couldn't take his eyes off of her, she was even more beautiful than he remembered - older, sexier.  The way she carried herself, she was different and he liked it.  He desperately wanted to see if she was truly sexier...grab her and throw her to the floor and dive between her legs.  He wanted to caress her thighs and run his tongue inside her as she screamed his name.  Or would she want to dominate him, shove him on his back and ride him hard...all the options swimming in his mind were appealing.  But were any of them worth walking up to her?  He had no idea what she would say,  he didn't want to start another fight.  She seemed over him now.

 

I know soon you will be

Over the lies, you'll be strong

You'll be rich in love and you will carry on

But no - Oh no

No you won't be mine

 

But there was something else about her.  He seemed powerless to figure it out, but she was different.  There was simply something about her, but the club was so busy and wrought with mortal emotion that he couldn't get a lock on her. Angel decided he would leave her alone, she wasn't in the city to harm him, and she looked happy - the soul decided it was time to go home and get to that book.  But he just couldn't leave, he missed her so much.  Something deep inside of him called out to her, begged to be near her, and here she was fulfilling that need.  She lifted her head and glanced around the room, he ducked behind some greenery to avoid her gaze, but oh how he wanted to stand out in plain sight - to have her come to him again.  He had to admit though, his first reaction was to duck, and he needed to let her be, to finally have some peace.

 

Take yourself out to the curb

Sit and wait

A fool for life

It's almost like a disease

I know soon you will be

 

He stood up and looked out to the floor to see her one last time, she was gone.  He knew he had precious moments left before she spotted him, she always knew when he was close and now she was on to him.  He looked for the nearest door and tried to walk deftly towards it - he didn't want to upset her - PLEASE let me get to the door, he silently prayed.  He was almost there, almost out of her life...

 

 

I know soon you will be

Over the lies, you'll be strong

You'll be rich in love and you will carry on

But no - Oh no

No you won't be mine

 

He reached for the handle, he felt the cool metal in his hand, but then he felt it, heard it - something he had NEVER heard before and it scared him.  He felt a hot hand close over his wrist and spin him around, moist warm lips crashed into his and he felt her tongue searching for his unexposed fangs.  She released him and he simply stared at her... "Angelus, my dear boy, we have a lot of catching up to do."

 

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