I NEED YOU ~ a poem about my Self Harm - if you are a Self Harmer, this MAY TRIGGER ~ I lie awake thinking of you, needing you, more than ever ~ like a torture. I can't sleep at night. I need you ~ I lie dreaming of you, night and day. Missing you. Part of my soul is tearing itself up. I need you ~ I hear you, my Razer Blade, day and night, calling out my name. I cry,"Stop, I can't", I try and stop myself... I need you ~ So you win. I slice my flesh. My bleeding pleasures warm my tortured soul. My pain is my strengh. I need you ~ "Just one cut", I say. But Oh, how you have power over me. I cut again. I've missed you so. I need you ~ My friend ~ your always there, you make the internal pain go away, and you never let me down ~ My scared body ~ Needing you more and more. ###################################################### GOTHIC VAMPYRESS 2002 ##################################################### Back to Poems ~ Back to Poems Index Back to Scripts of a Vampyress ~