| I know it's rare for someone to like everything about themselves. But tell me how often is it that you hate more than you like? This little rambling session is kind of a like a "sequel" if you will to Hating The Seemingly Unchangeable. There's plenty of thing I don't like about myself. I'm not going to sit here and name them off and explain. This is eccentric rambling-therefore i ramble vaguely and oddly and for some reason, you read it. I hate when I feel so terribly about who I am. I seem to hurt people by being myself. It makes me wonder if I really want to be an individual. I mean, at least when I act like someone else-I'm nice. Even when I'm not trying to be mean or trying to be annoying I seem to hurt people or annoy them or both. I don't get why, or how I do it-I just do. There must be something in me. Something that I don't want in me. Like a virus or something. Something's just a part of me, that I don't really want to be. |
