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Poetry or Nowhere LandShades of Pain;
Unfulfilled Wishes
I wished upon a falling star
that the world would wake up and see me,
that someone would turn to me and say,
"I love you."
I wished on an eyelash
that someone would hug me close,
would kiss my forehead or cheek,
would tell me that I am special.
I wished on everything
that passed my vision,
that someday soon
someone would see me, for me.
That someone would realize who I really am,
would love me and cherish me,
and hold me close in the night
when I am afraid.
I wished that someone would look at me,
would listen to my hopes and dreams,
and instead of laughter
I'd hear loving words of encouragement.
I made my wishes,
which are a form of devilish enchantment,
promising things that I don't have,
just so someone will even look at me.
I wish everyday and every night,
dreaming dreams that never come true,
of someone, anyone, hugging me, loving me,
cherishing me, hoping for me, fighting for me, you.