
The
Silent Battle
By
Lisa Ann Sorlie

In
today’s world of Technology, One
would think that all battle cries could be
heard. Prior
to its results ending in devastation.
The
Silent Battle, my friends is A
war that is so fierce and exhausting it
drains its opponent from
every
zest of life. That
what was once known to the individual. It
creeps its way into the soul to demise all the
faith once
one had valued.
It
is a war of inner peace. Its pain is so intense every
waking moment and breath is a struggle to
survive
The
Silent Battle
knows no discrimination
nor does it hold any precedence for
specific individuals. The
rage of its force drains every ounce of spirit out
of ones soul..
Though
the battle is silent,
its pain is intense to the mind, heart soul and
body. One’s
inner sense of being, Purpose
in life is no longer visible Dreams
are demolished careers are destroyed.
Yet
no one on the outside cares to hear the cry
for help from The Silent Battle Depression.
Yes,
correct, it is a silent battle that
Rages
through ones most inner sense of self Leaving
behind.
A
soul who is devastated, hopeless and
visionless. Longing
for a sense of even a tiny zest of life. Its
victim does not receive any
compassion for its wounds:
Rather society casts a judgmental eye
upon these victims and
classifies them has weak,
individual unwilling to
carry on with life
despite its injuries.
My response to them is this:
Take heed and count
your blessings
that you have yet to feel
the turmoil of The Silent Battle.
As you know not what it is
to lose your sense of purpose
your vision
your dreams of achievement.
The lose of your career
that was your essence of Life.
having been robbed
of faith in High Power.
To wake the soul
from fear of committing
the most unthinkable act of suicide.
You say that is not an option,
but my friend sometimes
it is a way of ending all the pain.
I say that suicide
is part of the constant Silent Battle.
To lie in bed in a darken room
crying ones soul for just some peace
within my midst.
Yet, despite my actions,
I am no longer who I was
nor do I think I ever will be.
As
I am a victim of
The Silent Battle.
It is a battle
that I do not declare defeat,
but please do not tell me
it is my mindset
for if you do
you are no friend of mine.
You say how can I speak
of suicide so freely,
this is how I have to speak
in order to continue my battle.
No One has really
heard my cries,
they responded
to their fears instead.
Its silent rage
is what is so terrifying, as
I appear to comprehend
the world around me and
respond to it by the way it
excepts me to.
Despite this ability,
my soul is yearning for peace
from within.
I lack the energy
to celebrate Life.
No one speaks of my battle as
it is not socially acceptable.
It is as though
due to its Silence
It warrants not to speak
of its injuries
as they will disappear in time.
My friends that is false
this Silent Battle
is more alive today
than at any other time.
It has even taken opponents
as young as 12
to its battlefield.
In closing, The Silent Battle for me has become away of
living. There are times like now I want to declare defeat,
yet I know if I do not tell of its story no one would.
So please society listen carefully and attentively for the Cries from The Silent Battle before it totally deprives the universe perhaps of some of the most wonderful people in the world.
I shall close now, with words from a young victim whom I
have grown close to. These Are the words that those engaged in The Silent Battle need to hear.
Remember that I love you, Even when the words are not there. Or if I seem preoccupied, know that I still care. Remember that I would be so lost in life if it were not for you. So if you ever need someone, To Love and understand. Don’t hesitate to come to me and hold me by the hand.
This poem was written in two parts while recovering from
serve awakens of terror, anxiety, and fear of suicide. It
is my hope that this reaches to society at large some day for if it does then The Silent Battle was not a war in vain. The color of this poem signifies how the blood of life has been drawn out from my inner being.

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