Lying From You

When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like the you I wanted to see
When I pretend I forget about the criminal I am
stealing second after second just cause I know I can
But I cant pretend this is the way it will stay
I'm just (tryign to feel the truth)
I cant pretend I'm who you want me to be so I'm (lying away from you)
(No, no turning back now)
I wanna be close inside so let me go
(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I'd rather fight all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own
Cuz I can't say
(no, no turning back)
Cuz everyone's fighting it
as me
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condacending talk of who I ought to be
Remember questioning the all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was me again
And now you think this person really is me
And I'm (Trying to feel the truth)
The more I push the more I pull it away
Cuz I'm (Lying my way from you)
>(No, no turning back now)
I wanna be close inside so let me go
(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I'd rather fight all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own
Cuz I can't say
(no, no turning back)
Cuz everyone's fighting it
as me
Cuz everyone's fighting it
This is what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
would have you running from me