A Bit of Context

ALL THESE ISSUES IN MY LITTLE STORY

1st, 4th & 5th US Amendments, also 11th & 14th, related 13th & 16th; incarceration and punishment for suicidal ideation, rapee anger, existential despair- and environmental enthusiasm; police tyranny; named employer sexual abuse and every other issue (except Presidential) in Hill/Thomas, Jones, Willey AND Lewinsky; psychiatric malpractice and drug abuse; taxation of & benefits to the working poor; malfeasance in higher education administration; possible CIA mental hospital experiments of 50's/60's on my mother; sexism, racism (black, white & maybe anti-semitic) & classism; news media reality choke !!!

THEY SAY YOU SHOULDN'T COMPARE YOURSELF TO OTHERS, BUT...

OTHER MIDDLE-AGED WOMEN go back to school and get a life, liberation and a career---
I was stymied, called a freak, and told I was endangering my own future!
OTHER WOMEN cry rape and are supported by friends, family and therapists---
I was disbelieved, denied, discarded, and myself blamed!
OTHER STUDENTS with LESSER GPA's are awarded honors, fast-tracked, cultivated, and invited places---
MY academic achievement was regarded as a neurotic and dangerous contrivance!
OTHER more daring ENVIRONMENTALISTS are idolised---
I was demonised and institutionalised!
OTHER CRUSADERS threaten suicide in public and get a million dollars for their cause---
I sought a challenging job with enough pay to live on and a little sympathy from the community, but instead I got more cause for suicide!
OTHER PLAINTIFFS, assisted and pro se, are empowered to victory---
I have been mocked, abandoned and even threatened with more police action by legal pros who seem to have less understanding of my rights than I!
ANOTHER AMERICAN WOMAN offered in public to make love to Saddam Hussein---
I wrote to a leading anti-drug crusader I would clean up his old age shit for him, but I had the police and the phone company sicced on me as an answer!

QUESTION

??? CAN anyone BE TAKEN FROM THEIR HOME OR EVERYDAY BUSINESS TO BE INCARCERATED AND TREATED FOR A POLICE-DIAGNOSED ILLNESS? OR JUST POOR MIDDLE-AGED EMPLOYER-ABUSED WOMEN WITH 4.0 GRADE-POINT-AVERAGES?

??? IF I WAS RAPED BY A BLACK MALE, DO I HAVE THE RIGHT TO CALL HIM A NIGGER ? IF A WHITE MALE GETS MAD AT ME FOR TELLING HIM A BLACK MALE RAPED ME, DOES HE HAVE THE RIGHT TO CALL THE GUY A NIGGER? WHICH OF US SHOULD BE THROWN IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL ???

??? WHY IS IT THAT I HAVE NATIONAL BROADCASTERS* AS MAJOR MATERIAL WITNESSES IN MY CASE TOO, BUT I CAN'T GET ANY JUSTICE, OR A BROADCAST, OR EVEN A DISCUSSION ???

??? WHY ARE SOME PROFESSIONALS REQUIRED TO CALL THE POLICE ON SOMEONE WHO MENTIONS SUICIDE, BUT NOT REQUIRED TO ADMIT TO THE PERSON THAT IT WAS THEY WHO CALLED THE POLICE, OR TO DISCUSS ANYTHING AT ALL WITH THE PERSON ???

??? HOW MUCH POWER should THE MEDIA HAVE OVER THE FIRST AMENDMENT (AND OTHER) RIGHTS OF THE PEOPLE ???

??? WHY ARE MY PHONE MESSAGES AND EVEN RECEIPT-SIGNED LETTERS TO A MENTAL HEALTH ADVOCATE CONSIDERED HARASSMENT, BUT HIS POSSIBLE ANONYMOUS HANGUPS ON MY ANSWERER ARE "NOT ILLEGAL" ???

??? SHOULD COUNTY AND STATE EMPLOYEES AND AGENCIES BE ABLE TO GET AWAY WITH SOMETHING LIKE WHAT LAPD COULD NOT? SHOULD THAT INCLUDE FASCIST REPRESSION, AS LONG AS THEY HAVE NO PRESTATED POLICY OF FASCIST REPRESSION ???

??? IS REPRESSION STILL REPRESSION WHEN THE LIBERALS DO IT? HOW ABOUT WHEN THEY DO IT TO THEIR OWN KIND? IS THAT FASCIST REPRESSION OR TOTALITARIAN REPRESSION ???

??? HOW DID AMERICA BECOME A TOTALITARIAN BUREAUCRACY WORSE THAN OLD COMMUNIST RUSSIA ???

??? CAN THE INTERNET SAVE DEMOCRACY-- IN AMERICA ???

??? HOW WOULD YOU ALL BRING BACK DEMOCRACY AND PROTECT YOUR FIRST, FOURTH AND FIFTH AMENDMENT RIGHTS -- WITHOUT ME ???

??? 'S YOUR PHONE OFF THE HOOK TOO ???

*(besides the local TV station mentioned by name in the Complaint, and as major and more material than Stephanopoulos.)

AM I THE ONLY...?

Am I the only adult American woman who may be raped with impunity and who is not allowed to be angry about it or even tell about it?
Am I the only U.S. citizen who has no freedom of no religious category?
Am I the only U.S. citizen who cannot feel completely secure in her papers, letters, stove or toilet?
Am I the only person in America who may be imprisoned for a crime without planning or executing it?
Am I the only individual whose life is in danger who is not afforded legal representation?
Am I the only degree candidate whose self-esteem must always be officially rated at least 2 points lower than her grade-point-average (which can never be good enough)? Or am I allowed the third degree- ONLY?
Am I the only healthy sane American adult who is at THIS time, for all PRACTICAL purposes, allowed and even given the incentive to suicide?
Am I the only good person ever sent to Hell, or was I born here? Or am I the only middle-aged American never to be naturalized, even though I WAS born here?
Am I the lowest-paid Story-of- the- Century reporter of this century?
Am I the onlybody who has the onlything Barbara Walters doesn't know how to talk to about? Am I the only victim with a slightly Jewish last name whom Jane Pauley doesn't care about? Am I the only story Leslie Stahl is permanently stahled on??
Are YOU too basic American unchallenged to understand my basically UN-Americanly challenged story?

SUPPOSE...

Suppose when Monica Lewinsky, Paula Jones, Kathleen Willey or Prof Anita Hill told their academic & professional associates about the sexual harassment and stuff they experienced, that they had them watched by police AND then thrown in a mental hospital AND kicked off their careers AND prevented from testifying!

Suppose Diana had been punished even more severely for criticizing her job in the patriarchy? Suppose, when Diana had finally freed herself from her bad personal relationships and embarked on a humanitarian career, that she had been thrown in a mental hospital and called crazy and kicked off her career? Suppose Diana had wanted to talk with an eminent and supposedly humanitarian psychiatrist about the emotional upset caused by her unique family situation, but suppose HE had refused to have anything to do with her? Suppose Diana had lived through her ordeal and requested an investigation herself, but nobody would investigate? Suppose she had asked about the details of the media involvment in her ordeal, but nobody would answer her questions, or let her on the air? Suppose Diana had taken her own pictures of her ordeal, but the police and the media weren't interested?

ON THAT Presidential CRISIS

Some might think it unwise to "politicize" my matter but it is already much more political than it appears on the surface.

The impeachers are trying to criminalize and punish Bill Clinton's thought processes and communications the way that Acid Rain Community College, the police and hospitals tried to crazyize and imprison mine.

The President's "perjury" and "obstruction" etc., even if provable, do not amount to high crimes and misdemeanors or abuse of Presidential power.

Moreover, if the President is successfully impeached, this would open up ALL consensual-sex witnesses in sexual harassment and related cases to EXPOSURE, and might lead to rampant sexual fascism and political blackmail, in high places and in the neighborhood workplace. The President would perhaps best serve the American people by offering a Fourth Amendment defense!

I believe the issue of materiality of consensual-sex witnesses in sexual harassment and discrimination cases should be RECONSIDERED. What matters is how the alleged sexual harasser has treated the alleged victim. The impeachers are making a mockery of sexual harassment/discrimination victims such as myself and Paula Jones, whether she realizes it or not. If I were enabled to pursue my cases against the Bombarock Gas & Electric Co. et al and/or Acid Rain Community College et al, I am sure that consensual-sex witnesses would never be badgered the way Clinton and Lewinsky have been badgered; indeed, I would be ashamed if that happened and would try to prevent it. I really wish that my bosses had treated me as nicely as Clinton treated his female employees, even the ones he arguably sexually harassed, and then allowed a large financial compensation.

By the way, I committed perjury, knowingly, willfully, and materially, at the mental hospital hearing on February 23, 1993 when the administrative law judge asked me if I was still thinking of suicide. I replied "No" because I knew if I told the truth, my incarceration for thought-crime would be continued. Since then I have considered suicide every day, but I'm staying alive for spite.

On a "separate" issue: I do NOT approve of the bombing of Iraq, because it was not provoked by active Iraqi aggression. It is ironic that some of the same phrases used against Clinton by impeachers and against me by captor doctors, were used by Clinton himself to condemn Saddam Hussein's responses to UNSCOM. I think the timing of the latest bombing DID have something to do with impeachment. So then Bill said I was not a serious person, but- hey, the Pope has already called me an abominable criminal, and my father and the Army drove my mother crazy, threw her in a mental hospital, and killed her, and may have had something to do with trying the same on me. So I'm used to this shit, but I don't appreciate it, and please don't bomb me.

Neither Bill Clinton nor Paula Jones nor her lawyers nor Anita Hill nor several members of Congress have answered my communications to them concerning my Constitutional matter.

Whatever its motivation, the impeachment attack is a blessing compared to the hideous crime of repression which my own community has committed against me, and which some of the nation's leading civil rights and news media figures (ESPECIALLY the material witnesses) are condoning by ignoring that it ever happened at all. If Bill Clinton is guilty of obstruction of justice, it's a jaywalk compared to the obstruction I suspect has been taking place in the handling of my evidentiary letters and other documents by the Defendants in my matter-- which will probably be blamed on ME!


Already prolly more than visitors to this Context page.

Go back to My Index Page with WARNING and The Complaint which tells the story of what was done to me.
My Letter to the Co-op Ed guy, filed in court as an attachment to the Complaint.
Official Ban from the Dean, also filed as a Complaint attachment.

Disraely Hapend, December 1998.
This bit of context added December 23, 1998. (c) 1998. Prolly around visitors so far.