#021 - USS ANUBIS: Serenna: Day 2 - 1040 ("Operational Consultation")

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" Operational Consultation "
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Stardate: 60314.1040
Setting: USS ANUBIS, Corridor

Walking down the corridor, the Romulan/Terran hybrid thought's lingered on the information she had been reading a few moments ago back on the bridge. The Intel file on Sevaal had been very detailed about her professional exploits but the COO could not help in feeling that there had been a great deal of information missing from it, especially in the area of the Tal'Shiar agent's personal life and the way she interacted with others.

Being secretive was a way of life for any and all Intel operatives, the ANUBIS' ILO being the most visible example of this unwritten rule that agents abided to regardless of which organization they belonged to. Dealing in information meant that any knowledge could be used against someone, and to avoid being compromised personal aspects of an agent's work had to be kept as deeply hidden as possible. Thinking of Enaii, the Romulan/Terran hybrid could only imagine how few people actually knew of Talia's existence and parentage, as the girl would certainly be the one true weakness the ILO had, or at least would ever admit to in her dying breath.

Portraying a Tal'Shiar operative would require the COO to slip into a role that she knew well enough to despise, as and much as the Romulan/Terran hybrid might have disliked the general idea, the chance to discover a more personal side of the Romulan Intel Agency had been one that could not be ignored. Having read all that Starfleet had on that subject, the Ops officer concluded that there had been only one last source of information for her to consult to insure that her portrayal of Sevaal was accurate; so she would have to speak to Enaii.

Thinking it best to understand her own emotions and feelings about this role she had been handed, the Romulan/Terran hybrid thought it best to pay the Cns a visit before seeing the ILO, something that wouldn't happen for a while since the Intel Operative had still involved in her debriefing and might not even be reassigned to the ANUBIS given the outcome of the process.

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Stardate: 60314.1045
Setting: USS ANUBIS, Counsellor's Office

Stepping into Ens. Mei's office, the senses of the COO were assaulted by the sights and smells of a different world which the Romulan/Terran hybrid had not expected to find.

Kneeling in front of a Bajoran altar, Ens. Mei seemed preoccupied by the candle lit symbol of that race's faith. Recalling from the list of assignments that she had quickly scanned, the Romulan/Terran quickly deduced that the Cns was performing some sort of research into her new role, something similar to what the COO had done. Approaching the occupied woman, the Ops officer thought that Mei had been given an interesting assignment that would not have suited the hybrid in any way, shape or form.

Having suddenly become aware of the COO's presence in the room, Ens. Mei jumped to her feet and greeted the unexpected visitor. "Lt. Serenna, how may I be of assistance?"

Looking at the woman who had been Human the last time they had seen each other, the COO weakly smiled as she silently congratulated the aCMO's work in the transformation that stood before her. "Being a Bajoran suits you well."

Susan was about to smile when she was overtaken by a fit of coughing followed by sneezing. She waved a hand in front of her face and cleared her throat, "Obviously not that well. I still have to get a hang of this incense."

Susan gave one last choke on the fragrant fumes before kneeling down and extinguishing the incense sticks in a small pot of water she had beside the altar, "just in case." she explained as she did this. "Fire hazard." She gestured to the candles.

The Operation's officer looked slightly alarmed at this.

"I assure you that the ANUBIS is sufficiently capable of extinguishing any fires as soon as they arise."

Susan nodded, "All the same, can't be too careful. How can I help you?"

"I... I wish to speak with you about the role I shall be playing."

"Me?" Susan stood up and dusted her hands off, "I thought Ensign Summers would be the one to consult."

"It's more of a ... psychological consultation."

Understanding dawned, "Oh. Oh, yes. Of course." She waved her hand in front of her face again and gestured to the door, "But perhaps we'd be better off talking about this outside. Somewhere were we can breathe?"

The two of them fled the fumes of the Counseling suite and escaped into the corridor. "I apologize for this. Not very professional." Susan said as they exited. "I wasn't expecting to see anyone until Lieutenant Dawson tomorrow. If you like, I found a lovely place on NEW ALEXANDRIA where we can sit and talk..."

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Stardate: 60314.1100
Setting: NEW ALEXANDRIA

The restaurant was as quiet as it had been the night before. Susan was happy to see that the tired waitress had gone off-duty though to be replaced by an energetic and friendly young man who introduced himself as "Derrik" and seemed prepared to talk about the exact reason there were two 'r's in his name until Susan persuaded him (tactfully) that she'd leave him a bigger tip if he left them in peace. Sensing that they had something secretive to discuss (they were a part of Starfleet Intelligence after all), Derrik led them to a table in a dark corner, took their orders and then left them in peace.

"So." Susan began, "What's eating you?"

Serenna appeared to contemplate this, then announced, "I am... concerned about appearing as an agent for the Tal'Shiar."

Susan nodded wisely, "I read about your assignment. It seemed like the perfect job for you... why the concern?"

Thinking back to the morning and at the way she had felt, the Romulan/Terran hybrid hesitated only for a fraction of a second before opening up to the Cns. "I am sure that you have read my file and are aware of my dislike for all things Romulan, or more to the point all things dealing with the Tal'Shiar. I have no problem taking on the role that I was assigned, but the emotions that I experienced earlier this morning as I looked at the baner of the Tal'Shiar hanging over my desk are troubling me."

Gasping at the news that the COO had the flag of the Romulan Intel Agency hanging on her wall made Ens. Mei take a few seconds to offer her comment on what had been so far said. "You have the Tal'Shair's flag openly displayed in your quarters?"

Looking a little shocked by the surprise shown by the Cns, the Romulan/Terran hybrid elaborated on the reason why she had selected such an odd piece to adorn her wall. "The flag is meant as a reminder of the types of people who are out there, trying to enforce their ways on others. I make a point to look at it each and every day to remind myself of what we have to be on the lookout for. The Federation enlists worlds and offers them as little or as much assistance as they wish, but the Romulan Star Empire conquers worlds and subjugates their population to their rules. What the flag is meanly meant to remind me of is that the Romulans, unlike the Klingons or even the Cardassians, have a habit of doing a great deal of such work behind the scenes and under the protection of the shadows of the Intel world."

Having been made to understand a little better that part of the situation, the Cns decided to meet the directness of the COO's openness with the same and jump right away onto the question that Ens. Mei figured was at the heart of the hybrid's visit. "What happened this morning? You looked onto that flag and failed to feel the hatred that you had become so accustomed to experience?"

Looking a lot more hesitant, the COO took a little longer to reply this time around. "Actually, what I felt this morning would be better described as a heart felt understanding, maybe even acceptance in the way the Romulan Star Empire goes about enlisting new worlds into their ranks or undermining those who might pose a threaten this ways, such as the Federation."

Derrik chose that minute to arrive and with a flourish he presented them with their drinks and a big grin, "Can I get you ladies anything else?"

Susan, who had been startled by his sudden appearance, merely shook her head and Derrik seemed to sense he'd arrived at a tense moment. He threw his smile to Serenna and said, "I apologize for interrupting" and disappeared again. Susan eyed Serenna over her hot chocolate for a minute before stating.

"There's no harm in what you felt, Serenna. If anything, it means that you will be more convincing in your role of a Tal'Shiar agent."

Serenna looked down at her own drink, "I am afraid that you may be mistaken. I fear that there could be great harm in reaching that understanding."

"Why's that?" Susan took a sip.

The Romulan/Terran hybrid endeavored to explain her meaning, "I... I have relied on that feeling of hatred to... strengthen my resolve. So that I knew what I was doing was right. Even when my job required me to do the undesirable. I would persist because I was working towards something. Towards preventing the enemies of the Federation from infiltrating it or threatening it. Does that make any sense?"

Susan nodded and placed her mug on the table, "Perfect sense."

The Romulan/Terran hybrid looked surprised and Susan continued. "How's your EARTH history, Serenna?"

The COO gave a weak smile to the Cns as the answer formed in her mind. "Aside from what we learned at the Academy I have to admit that my knowledge of history tends to be more focussed on ROMULUS and REMUS, but I do know about the major events that helped shaped EARTH and lead it to become a founding member of the Federation."

Susan nodded figuring that the Romulan/Terran hybrid had likely covered the subject that she would be mentioning next. "There was once a dictator on EARTH called Adolf Hitler. He was the world's first real idea of a dictator. He was brutal. But he came to power not by coup or heritage, but through democracy. People voted him into power. Why? Because he gave them an enemy: someone to be afraid of. He used that fear to convince them that they needed him. By giving people an enemy to fight, he gave himself power."

Susan paused and took a sip of her hot chocolate, "Now, by putting up the Tal'Shiar flag in your room, you are doing the same thing to yourself. I'm not calling you a dictator, but you're rallying up your own mind the way he rallied up his people. Giving them something to be frightened of and something to fight."

"Do you need anything?" Derrik again. Susan frowned this time and said, "No thank you Derrik. We'll signal when we need something." She thought she saw his shoulders droop slightly. No doubt he was keen on overhearing some of this interesting Starfleet Intelligence conversation. However, he faded into the background again and Susan returned to her 'patient.'

"Now, back to the dictator. People rallied around him to support him, children turned against their families, over six million people were killed for no reason. No reason other than he had driven fear into these people and made them hate other people. Other human beings just like themselves. Their neighbors and friends. Hate. Blind hate. Blind hate killed all those people and ruined that society."

Susan paused meaningfully, finding herself lecturing again and hoping that Serenna was following, before coming to the point, "The fact that you have reached that understanding means that your hate is not blind. It is well-founded. And" she smiled wanly, "You're not about to follow Starfleet blindly. Knowing where you're going is not half as important as knowing why you're going there."

Serenna looked a little taken aback by that barrage of information and Susan sighed, "I'm sorry, I'm not making much sense am I?"

The Romulan/Terran hybrid once again gave the Cns a weak smile, bringing the Ensign at the top of the score list of people who had seen the COO smile multiple times in their lifetime. "On the contrary, you have made a great deal of sense and have helped me in ways that I had not expected. Thank you."

Looking at the COO, Ens. Mei felt surprise and exhilaration in having crossed a bridge that she had expected to be an almost impassable one, that of reaching out to the Romulan/Terran hybrid without her putting up a barrier that could never be broken. Grinning from ear to ear, the Cns thought that this might be a good moment to expend this little meeting beyond the limits of professionalism. Thinking that they would likely be working together on many more missions following this one, Ens. Mei could only see benefits in being able to call Serenna a friend.

Looking down for a moment to gather her thoughts and courage, the Cns did not notice that the COO had left without saying anything more, leaving the Ensign to find herself alone at the table while Derrik watched on from afar. Feeling a little disappointed, Susan sighed her reply to the hybrid's earlier 'thank you', "Glad I could help."

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Serena Switt {serena1141@yahoo.com.au}

Lieutenant Serenna
Chief of Operations / Second Officer
USS ANUBIS

and

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Tallulah Habib {thabib@eject.co.za}
Ensign Susan Mei
Head Counselor
USS ANUBIS
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"Life is mostly froth and bubble,
Two things stand like stone,
Kindness in another's trouble,
Courage in your own." - Adam Lindsay Gordon

2005 post #133


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