1. MY FIRST PRAYER I REMEMBER SAYING WAS AT THE AGE OF2 AND & IT WAS FOR A LITTLE SISTER NAMED MISSTI. WELL MY BIOLOGICAL MOTHER NEVER HAD ANY OTHER CHILDREN, BUT WHEN I MET MY BIOLIOGAL FATHERS FAMILY FOR THE 1ST TIME ON CHRISTMAS 1985 , MY PRAYER WAS ANSWERED I I HAVE A LITTLE SISTER NAMED MISSTI. 2. ALL THE GOALS OR DREAMS I HAVE EVER HAD ,WOULD SUCCED AS LONG AS I PRAYED. INCLUDING BECOMING THE MISS TEXAS HIGH SCHOOL RODEO QUEEN 1987. 3. AT A DARK TIME IN MY LIFE I WAS READY TO GIVE UP AND I ASKED THE LORD TO SEND SOMEONE WHO GAVE A F*#@ ABOUT ME SINCE MY BLOOD RELATIVES DID NOT CARE ABOUT WHAT SHAPE I WAS IN MENTALLY AND TO PLEASE HELP ME BEFORE I KILLED MYSELF. WELL IN LESS TIME THSAN I COULD ACTUALLY CUT MY THROAT, A KNOCK WAS AT THE DOOR .AND GUESS WHO IT WAS....THE DEVIL IN DISGUISE. AND HE ONLY CARED ABOUT ONE THING THE EXPLITIVE THAT I *@%& OUT. AFTER 7 YEARS OF TRIBULATION WITH THIS MAN IAM NOW FREE. THE ODD THING ABOUT IT WAS I HAD PHYSICALY MARRIED THIS MAN BUT NEVER SPIRTIUAL, I TOLD HIM SOON AFTER THE DAY I AM SPEAKING OF THAT I WAS MARRIED TO THE LORD JESUS CHRIST, IN MY HEART MY MIND, AND MY SOUL \ AND THAT NO MAN COULD EVER COME BEFORE THE LORD IN MY EYES. EVEN THO THE DEVIL TRIED MANY TIMES TO KILL ME , HURT ME, AND DISHONOR ME, EVEN HE ADMITTED THAT HE COULD PERSONALY CUT MY THROAT AND THAT I WOULD STILL BE ALIVE. IRONY....* 3. I WOULD LIKE TO SPEAK ABOUT 9-11-01 THERE WERE NO TRERRIOST UNLESS YOU WANT TO CALL AN ANSWERED PRAYER A TERRIOST. IN MY HEART I KNEW THAT THE PERSON I LIVED WITH AT THE TIME WAS IN ANOTHER COUNRTY WITH ANOTHER WOMAN, BUT HE HAD LIED TO ME AND SAID HE WAS AT A convention IN ARIZONA. THE STENCH HE TRIED TO PULL OFF WENT ALL THE WAY TO HEAVEN AND I HAD TO GET ON M,Y KNEES AT 6.00 AM, AND I PRAYED...IF W&^%9 WAS IN ANOTHER COUNTRY WITH ANOTHER WOMAN ,TO PLEASE NOT LET HIM COME HOME THE WAY HE LEFT, AND I KNEW HE LEFT BY PLANE. I DIDNT FIND OUT ABOUT THE INCIDENT UNTIL 3PM THAT AFTERNOON. I CRIED FOR THE VICTIMS, AND I WAS SCARED ABOUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED. BUT I KNEW THAT THE lLORD HAD VERY PERSONALY ANSWERED THE PRAYER. THAT DAY, I HAD GOTTEN A RENTAL CAR AND A CUSTOMER AT THE COUNTER WAS FREAKED OUT ABOUT THE WHOLE THING AND MY ONLY REPLY WAS THAT I WOULD BE GETTING ON MY KNEES AND PRAYING. I AM FEARFUL OF MY LORD, BUT ALSO VERY THANKFUL FOR EACH BREATH HE TAKES IN ME,. I AM TRULY SORRY FOR THOSE WHO WERE HURT, BUT ONCE AGAIN THIS WAS ABOUT A PRORHSY OF A GIRL AND THE TOWERS HMMMM.....next page................. .. |