3 A.M. and I can't sleep
So many things going through my head
Trying to find my purpose in life
But at the same time wishing I were dead
Sitting here on the staircase
Writing my feelings through a pen
Thinking about all the things I've done
And all the places I've been
Then I put my life into perspective
All I do is sit back and look
While life passes me by
I'm just reading it like a book
The reason I say I'm reading it like a book
Is because there's no interaction at all
Everyone is out having fun
While I'm leaning against a wall
I want to get up and leave the wall
But I have so many fears
What if I don’t have a good time
Or I'm not accepted by my peers
I have so much anxiety
I have so much pain
3:00 A.M. and I can't sleep
'Cause my life is so full of rain
