"Maybe"

Three words
I can never really get out my mouth
You take 'em before I say 'em
Before they even get out
"I Love You"
Yeah, they may just three words
But along with the words come weight
Not something you can simply use
On the very first date
I can't say that I love you
But I can't stop thinking of you
I pass off all rumors and insults
Because I care so much about you
I've lost a good friend or two
Because they didn't wanna bother with me
They didn't want me even messing with you
Because of things that happened previously
We got into it and we haven't
Exactly talked as much as we did
One of 'em I even knew
Since this player was just a kid
But he couldn't give me the respect
That I rightfully deserved
He said was a dumbass
And that's the last that I've heard
A dumbass for being with you
After that thing with Rodriguez
After all of the shit
After all that was done and said
And I see why he was mad
Yet concerned on how I was
We used to be best friends
That guy was like my cuz
But now we don't speak
And I've had all I could take
I no longer laugh about it
It's like I'm finally awake
They don't give a shit about me
About you or about what we have
All they care about is some
Some gossip that'll make their friends laugh
So I say fuck the world
I don't need they shit
I'll what I feel in my heart
That's bottom-line, that's it
I didn't give a fuck
For the longest time really
But it finally got to me
Just recently
Because as soon as more news
Leaked about me skipping with you
They were all over me
Like some eager news crews
They already thought in their minds
Exactly what we did
And instead of being just a rumor
They don't know how right they is
But the haters mean nothing to me
And that is not a lie
I care about you babygirl
To the point sometimes that I cry
But I wipe my tears and move on
With you by my side as friends
No matter what lies ahead
I hope that lasts and never ends
I know you better than most
And you know me like the back of your hand
You know inside this player
Is a true gentleman
That has enough love
To last forever more
Yet eager to explore
Whatever may be in store
I cannot say I've met
Any girl that comes close
Because as long as I've known you
It's you that I care for the most
If I were the bright sun
And you were just soft snow
I'd never shine over you
Cause I wouldn't want you to go
I find myself sometimes
Getting emotional out of the blue
Maybe I'm kinda fruity
Or maybe I still love you….