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Why I'm an Atheist

Introduction

   I would like to state, right off the bat, that the purpose of this page is not to proselytize.  I am a realist; I recognize that if you are religious, you will in all likelyhood still be as religious after reading this.  And if you're already atheist, then this is what they call, "Preaching to the choir," though you may well find it an interesting read nonetheless.  Most people are quite set in their personal beliefs, regardless of how open-minded they may consider themselves, and that's fine by me.  The purpose of this paper is not to provide you with the atheists' take on Answers to All of Life's Questions.  Rather, it is as the title suggests:  Why I have chosen to reject religious faith in favor of reason, skeptical inquiry, and the scientific method of knowledge.
   I sometimes wonder if I've ever believed in a god.  My parents didn't take me to church too often, though I do remember attending Sunday school.  But even when I was just a kid in my single digits, I would wonder, "Why do I need to go to church?  If God knows what's in our hearts and minds, why do we have to go to a special building and sing praises out loud to Him?"  Later, I entertained myself with the popular paradoxes such as, "Can God make a stone so heavy that even He can't lift it?"  In my teen years I came to the conclusion that I was an agnostic; I was no longer sure there was a god.  In retrospect I think I was an atheist even then.  I called myself an agnostic because I was not ready to admit to anyone, even myself, that I was a nonbeliever.  The culture of religion made me uncomfortable, but more than that, theology raised questions, questions which would not and could not be answered.  The more I looked at it the less sense it made.  Before you classify me as simply a "wayward soul," I ask that you please hear me out.  I will present some of those questions here, as well as what it means to be an atheist, and why I became an atheist.  I'll begin with that last one, but first I would like you to know a couple of the reasons why I'm not an atheist, or more precisely, reasons that had nothing to do with my becoming an atheist.
   I seldom attended church past childhood.  Lack of continuing church attendance did not make me "go astray" to atheism.  If anything, it postponed my acceptance of atheism.  Had I continued to attend church through my teen years, I think not only would I have become an atheist at an earlier age, I probably would have become vehemently anti-religion as well.  Instead I am firm in my atheism, yet I tolerate and accept religion in our society.  (At least to the degree that religion tolerates and accepts me.)  Some people need religion.  I'm not one of them.
   Was I "converted" to atheism?  The only one who converted me to atheism was me.  I certainly was not raised an atheist, nor was atheism taught to me in school, nor was I converted by an atheism web site or book.  However I did have a few teachers who, while not atheists themselves, taught us to question dogma and to think for ourselves.  The teacher who recommended me for the gifted program in grade school; the gifted program teacher; the high school humanities teacher who would pose philosophical questions that would force us to think and reevaluate our world and beliefs; the chemistry teacher who made learning science fun; and others who in their own way taught us not by molding our minds, but by exercising them.
   What does it mean to be an atheist?  The bottom half of this web page used to be a compilation of atheist-related quotes.  The collection has since swelled to such a size that I decided to give it its own separate page.

Meanings

What's the difference between an atheist and an agnostic?  Here are three main definitions:

There are some related definitions, like freethinker, materialist, secular humanist and incognitivist, but I will not go into those here as they are tangential.  So in short, the agnostic is not sure if there is a god, the weak atheist has no reason to believe in a god, and the strong atheist says there is definitely no god.  I would fall in between a weak and strong atheist.
   It is not really fair to call agnostics undecided between theism and atheism.  It is more accurate to say that they are reserving judgment because such theological matters are unknowable.  In general though they do not rule out the possibility of the existence of gods or supernatural phenomena completely.  A weak atheist, by comparison, would require strong, testable, explainable, and repeatable evidence before conceding a possibility, and assumes that in light of the current evidence (or lack thereof), there are no gods.  A strong atheist holds that in all likelihood, no such evidence can or ever will be produced.
   Next I'll present a short list of questions and misperceptions that many theists hold about atheists, and my answers to them.  (Please keep in mind that atheists are such a diverse bunch that not all of my answers are shared by all atheists, in particular the political answers.)

Misconceptions?

If you're an atheist you must not have any morals.
   Absolutely not true.  It is absurd to think that one can only learn good morality from the church.  Indeed, the bible has been used to justify the Crusades, the Spanish Inquisition, the Holocaust and other genocides, slavery, homophobia, child sacrifice, denial of equal rights to women, etc.  Why are atheists good?  Because it's the right thing to do.  Atheists do not need the bribery of heaven or the threat of hell to do good.  Although atheists make up around 8-10% of the American population, they are only 1% of the prison population.  Where do atheists get their morals from?  Like many others, from our parents, society, and through an innate sense of right and wrong.  For more on this, feel free to read my article, Why I'm a Moral Relativist.
Do you worship the devil?
   No more than your average Christian worships Zeus.  Atheists do not believe in the existence of Satan or devils any more than we do gods, so why should we worship them?  The Religious Right is fond of equating atheists with devil worshippers, but we're two entirely different things.  This could stem from the anti-Christianity streak seen in both, but more often it's just a form of religious opportunism.
Are you a communist?
   Many (most?) communists are atheists by virtue of having been raised in a strictly anti-religious environment.  But the reverse is certainly not true!  Most atheists in America and other western nations are far removed from communism, and often see parallels between communism and the institution of the church.  Atheists despise having others' morals forced upon them, whether by governments or churches.  Atheism is having the ability to think freely and draw your own conclusions.  Both the church and communism are about thinking in ways that "higher-up" authority figures want you to think.
Are you a new-ager?
   Nope.  Actually a lot of new-agers are theists, just not Christians.  Paganism and Wiccanism are some of the more popular alternative religions practiced by new-agers.
Are you a liberal?
   There is a common stereotype in America equating conservatism with piousness and liberalism with, well, "that other stuff."  I actually consider myself a libertarian, i.e. socially liberal but economically conservative.  A good number of other atheists I've spoken with also call themselves libertarians (and vice versa).  Libertarianism, like atheism, is opposed to anyone or any institution (especially govt.) forcing their set of beliefs down anyone else's throat.  Live and let live.
If you don't believe in an afterlife, and there's nothing to strive for in the hereafter, why don't you just off yourself now?
   This question was once asked to me by one of my friends during one of our late-night philosophy discussions.  (Hi Mike!)  I returned the question with, "If you think you're going to heaven, why don't you off yourself now?"  The truth is that most atheists hold life to be at least as precious as theists do.  That's because we know that the life we're living now is all there is, so we need to make the most of it.  There's no reincarnation, no afterlife to look forward to.  Depressing?  No.  If anything, it's all the more reason to live the best life you can.
Were you converted to atheism?  Who did it?
   As I said above, I was not "converted" to atheism by anyone but myself.  I came to it through years of education and self-contemplation.  Also, being converted implies that I previously held differing views.  My views with regard to religion have changed, and I've continued to refine them over the years, but there was never a "Eureka!" phase change in my beliefs.  Many other Americans also came into atheism on their own.  There is no atheist evangelical movement, no atheist "agenda," no Evil Atheist Conspiracies.
Do you believe in Jesus Christ?
   This is a common yet very loaded question.  Theists often say "believe in" when they mean "have faith in."  They equate believing in the existence of Jesus with accepting him as your savior, having faith in him, adhering to his teachings, and all that other emotional baggage.  (And don't get me started on how selective theists can be in following Jesus' teachings!)  I do not accept Jesus, Buddha, the Pope, or anyone else but me as my "savior."  Do I believe there was ever a historical figure named Jesus Christ?  To that specific question I am agnostic.  Do I believe Jesus performed supernatural "miracles" like healing by touch?  Not a one.
Atheists are un-American; our Founding Fathers wanted this to be a Christian country!
   Bzzzt.  For one thing, most of the settlers of this country were fleeing religious persecution and theocratic governments, not looking to set one up.  Nowhere in the Constitution or Bill of Rights is Christianity given any special status.  In fact, our First Amendment explicitly states that this is not to be a Christian nation.  (Separation of church & state, remember that?)  Furthermore, many of our founding fathers (James Madison, Thomas Jefferson, John Adams, Abe Lincoln, and especially Thomas Paine; see my quotes page and this other page) are on record as being opposed to the mingling of govt. and church affairs.  They realize the horrible potential, supported by history, of persecution, and that govt. endorsement of religion only dilutes and further corrupts it.  As for the appearance of God on our currency ("In God We Trust") and in the Pledge of Allegiance (One nation, under God...), both were inserted rather recently in our history, during the McCarthyist 1950's when politicians felt compelled to prove they weren't Godless Commies.
It's better to believe than not to, even if there is no evidence of a God.  Ever hear of Pascal's wager?
   Blaise Pascal (see quotes page again), an otherwise bright fellow for his time a few centuries ago, set up this table to counter arguments that there is no evidence for god and therefore no reason to believe.
 

Pascal's Wager
 If:
And: 
 There is a God.  There is no God.
 You believe in God.  You go to heaven.  Nothing lost.
 You don't believe in God.  You go to hell.  Nothing gained.

   As others have pointed out, there are fallacies with Pascal's wager.  First, it presumes that there is a god, a Christian God, who is spiteful and egotistical enough to demand belief under threat of eternal damnation even though He provides no evidence of His existence nor reason for demanding belief.  Also, the wager presumes that there is no cost to believing.  But there is--not just in the tithes you pay to the church, but in the lifestyle it demands of you, the teachings you must learn, the time you must spend in church, and the loss of some of your freedom of thought and action.
   There are a good many problems I have with religion that prevent me from adopting one.  I would like to state again that I am not explicitly anti-Christian; I recognize that Christianity does teach some good morals, and it's good that so many Christians are as charitable as they are.  But since Christianity is the dominant religion in the U.S., some of my reasons may well appear targeted at Christians.  But none of them should be construed as personal attacks.

A Matter of Faith

   First, religion is a belief system.  God does not show Himself to everyone.  There is no scientific evidence for the existence of a god or gods.  Belief in religion requires faith.  I do not have "faith" that the sun will rise tomorrow; I know it will, based on sound and proven principles of physics.  By its very nature, faith is a belief in the unprovable.  I can not have faith in something for which there is no evidence.  That is one of the key differences between theists and atheists.
   Why not "just have faith?"  ("Trust in JEEZUS," as some might say.)  Well, in addition to the various costs and restrictions associated with doing so, there's also Occam's razor.  Occam's razor states that given two equally satisfactory and accurate explanations, the simpler one wins.  For instance, why does a feather fall more slowly than a metal pellet, even if they both weigh the same?

Now anyone with a modern education would pick the first explanation easily.  It is simple, consistent, and can be applied to other objects and situations.  Explanation two requires you to explain what a bird spirit is (along with its properties), prove that there are bird spirits, and fails when you substitute a sheet of paper for the feather.  It is not consistent and opens up more unanswerable questions.  Religion and deities are the same way.  Science has done a pretty darn good job of explaining the world around us in a rational and consistent matter without relying on unprovables.
   Another obvious reason not to "just have faith:"  How do you know that your faith is in the right deity?  Is the Bible all the evidence you need of a Christian God?  Then what about the other holy books of other religions?  I shudder to use a quote from this man, but as Homer Simpson once said, "How do you know you're worshipping the right god?  You could just be making him madder and madder!"  Let's face it, most peoples' religious convictions are a result of the time and place of their birth.  If you're a Christian do you still think you'd be one if you were born in mostly-Hindu India?  Or born anywhere 3,000 years ago before Christianity even existed?  Every religion is convinced that it's the "right" one, but none can prove it.  It's a matter of faith, and yes, circumstance.

Dishing up the Evidence:  Miracles and Creationism

   Religious scholars sometimes attempt to conjure up "proof" of god's existence.  The two biggest pieces of "evidence" of god's existence are miracles and creationism.  The Vatican has a department for investigating miracles, and a number of Baptist colleges offer studies in creationism.  Miracles, however, can be explained away with a variety of reasons.  Many miracles are unquestioned hearsay.  They are all invariably irreproducible.  Many more are not miracles at all but plain old science or human perseverance.  Someone's cancer going into remission is not a miracle.  It's a biological process, often aided by modern medicine, and it happens all the time.  A weeping statue is not a miracle either.  Sometimes it's a natural buildup of condensation, usually it's the work of human intervention (i.e. a hoax) for the purpose of attracting followers and, of course, their money.
   Some "miracles" are just probabilities at work.  For example let's say a woman prays to god asking for help in winning the lottery.  Some numbers pop into her head and lo and behold, the next day she wins!  Disregarding the question of why god would assist someone in winning a gamble (or a sports event, or a war...) you can look at this from a purely statistical point of view.  First of all, for every person that prays for--and receives--all the winning numbers, there's got to be hundreds more who prayed and got a few of the numbers, and thousands who prayed and got none or maybe one correct number.  Consider what percentage of the population prays, and what percentage plays the lottery.  Even if just 1% of the population who prays and plays the lotto were to include in their prayers a request for assistance in winning the lotto, and given the number of people who win lotteries every day, it's almost a miracle you don't hear much more often about people winning "with God's help."
   Then there's creationism.  I know of no other subject (aside from the necessity of pork in the federal budget) where people have spent so much time and effort trying to prove the unprovable.  The idea of evolution, and the conclusion that humans evolved from lower, stupider apes is so offensive to some that they are willing to go to great strides to dismiss it as "just a theory," and to have their biblical substitute taught instead.  Of course there are a few large, gaping holes in creationism.  First, how do the creationists explain the fossil record?  Did god make a mistake with the dinosaurs, or does he just enjoy carving mythical creatures in stone?  Second, if Earth is only 6,000-something years old, how are we seeing light from stars billions of light-years away?  Did god decide to slow down the speed of light once humans came on the scene?  And what about evolution?  Is it really "just a theory" (implying it's unproven)?  No, it's more than that.  Evolution is reproducible in the lab and observable in the field.  It is at the base of nearly all of biology.  Humans have been doing their own evolution projects for centuries--it's called farming.  Every time you breed a more productive cow, a faster horse or a more durable crop plant, that's evolution.  (Genetics, really, but evolution is just nature's slower version of genetics.)
   Creationism is not an "alternative theory" to evolution, it is flat-out pseudoscience.  There is no debate in the scientific community; evolution is the accepted standard.  All the "evidence" I've seen of creationism consists of circular logic, faulty reasoning, misinformation, bad science, and "facts" which you will not find anywhere outside of creationist studies.  (No doubt suppressed by the Evolutionist Mafia.)  Creationists begin with a proposition, that a God created the universe and/or life, then seek and invent proof to justify it.  This is the opposite of the scientific process, which uses observation and experimentation to build theories, rather than the other way around.

Conflicts of Interest

   As an atheist I do not simply dismiss the notion of a god; I dismiss the notion of anything supernatural.  This includes faith healing, auras, ESP, angels, ghosts, telekinesis, souls, spirits, curses, superstitions, and fiscally-responsible Democrats.  (OK, I made that last one up. :-)  Supernatural phenomena, including gods, are constructs of the human imagination and perpetuated by hopes, ignorance, societal traditions & peer pressure, and a need to believe in something greater than yourself.  Religion is used to preserve the power structure of authorities.  It is used to explain that which science has not yet explained.  It gives comfort during times of grief.
   Unfortunately, people can be stubborn and will continue to cling to beliefs even in the face of contradictory evidence.  This has caused numerous unfortunate confrontations between science and religion.  Science has the upper hand in logic and rationale, but religion has typically had the upper hand in power.  Thus you get Galileo being forced to renounce his own discoveries, teachers being prosecuted for teaching evolution (remember Clarence Darrow?), and countless unrecorded instances of scientists and scholars being silenced, persecuted and even killed when their theories or discoveries clash with official dogma.
   Religion not only curtails intellectual freedom but general freedoms as well.  Christians can point to groups like fundamentalist Muslims (e.g. the Taliban) who severely and ruthlessly punish people for silly things like trimming your beard (men) or not covering yourself completely (women).  But no religion is immune from extremism, the desire to prove to your god that you are the most loyal.  Christianity has only risen above such behavior in recent history.  Even today, how would a Christian feel about questioning the authority of his pastor or priest?  A number of religions prohibit you from eating certain foods, some on certain days, some always.  Most religions discriminate against homosexuals--which is ironic considering how many allow bigamy.  Nearly all religions ask that you give some of your time to worshipping in special buildings (temples, churches, mosques, etc.), time which especially in harder times would be better spent resting or tending to crops or other necessary work.
   And religions are partisan and divisive.  How many wars in history were religious?  The Muslims even have a word for it:  jihad, or Holy War.  Christians hate Muslims, Hindus hate Buddhists, Muslims hate Hindus, and it seems every religion hates Jews.  You don't even need to be a different religion!  Just look at the conflicts between Protestants and Catholics in Ireland.

Meat & Potatoes:  How Can a God Exist?

   Then there's all the logical problems with the concept of gods.  If a god is omnipotent (all-powerful) and omnipresent (existing everywhere), why have we seen no indication of him actually doing something?  Gravity is omnipotent (e.g. black holes) and omnipresent, and we have no problem detecting it.  Why does god want to hide from us, even though he supposedly knows everything we're thinking?
   I'm still waiting for an answer to the question, "Can God make a stone so heavy that even He can't lift it?"  The only answers I've seen at all just skirt the issue by claiming that such matters are not for our consideration, or are irrelevant because god would not want to do such a thing anyway.
   Is god omniscient?  Can god see through the Heisenberg uncertainty that exists at the quantum level?  The Heisenberg uncertainty principle, in its simplest form, states that you can only know the position and momentum of a particle (atom, electron, photon, etc.) to a certain degree of accuracy.  The more accurately you know one, the less accurately you know the other.  This is the wavelike nature found at the quantum level.  It is not a limitation of technology; we are not merely too primitive to know.  But can god know both the absolute position and the absolute momentum of a particle at the same time?  If he can't, then he isn't really omniscient.  If he can, then quantum mechanics, which has passed every test available with flying colors, is 180° wrong.  What's more, it would mean that we live in a deterministic (predictable) universe, thus free will is an illusion and we are not really responsible for our actions.  In that case god has no business sending anyone to hell.
   Is god omnipresent?  Well, there's this little thing called the Pauli exclusion principle which states that no two particles can occupy the same space at the same time.  They don't even need to be the same kind of particle.  If god is in the same place as a particle at the same time, he can not interact with the particle in any way--in essence, he would have to be outside the universe.  And such a god would then have no influence whatsoever over the universe, and thus also would not be omnipotent.

A Little Tongue-in-Cheek

   Is god (Christian God, Muslim Allah, whatever) the embodiment of peace, love, forgiveness, and mercy?  If so then why the outbursts of wrath?  Destroying whole cities, sending plagues, sending souls to hell for eternity, and smiting his enemies doesn't sound very good to me.  Sounds more like what Satan would do.  In fact, here's a little theory of mine, which will no doubt get me branded a devil-worshipper:  God is really Satan and vice versa.  Think about it.  "God" is egomaniacal and requires you to worship Him under threat of eternal damnation.  Good or evil?  "God" says "Take no other gods before me" under threat of eternal damnation.  If He is really so great then there should be no harm in allowing people to try out other religions, right?  "God" claims to be all-powerful, yet regularly lets His followers down in battles and in their prayers, and doesn't visibly intervene in world affairs.  Heaven, when you really look at it, is an authoritarian place where for all eternity you forgo "sinful" activities like sex, drinking, and rock music, and instead do nothing but sing praises to Him.  Hell is where you get sent for having fun.  Remember, Satan was cast out of Heaven for questioning God's authority.  After that, all the bad things you hear about Hell come from...you guessed it, God.

More Unanswered Questions

   Here are some more questions, pertaining mainly to the Christian version of god, and many from Atheists.org's Coming Out of the Other Closet page.

Conclusion

   At its core, religion was invented to explain the unexplainable.  Primitive peoples explained fire, wind, etc. with spirits.  Afterlives were offered as a comfort against death, and later as a reward/punishment system.  Knowledge has always been power, and those who "knew" the most about the gods were elevated to positions of power because of the belief that they were somehow closer to the gods.  The blending of religion and politics was inevitable as leaders realized that religion could be used to keep people in line and to justify otherwise questionable deeds (like wars).  Atheists see this and recognize religion for what it is:  mythos given the power of authority through peer pressure, exclusivity, and tradition.  In his fiction novel "Contact," Carl Sagan refers to the bible as "half barbarian history, half fairy tales."  Christians may be incensed by such insensitivity toward their holy book, but should ask themselves how much sensitivity they have for other religions' holy books.  Indeed, they should read of the gross insensitivity (to put it mildly) contained in their own cherished bible.
   I hope that after reading all this you don't think I hate Christians.  I don't.  In fact, some of my best friends are Christians.  :-)  I've often thought I'd make a good politician, in part because I know I could treat all religious beliefs equally.  I'm not beholden to Jerry Falwell, the Pope, or any other religious special interest.  I would not seek to have your children worship my god in their schools.  I do have a disregard for fundamentalists, evangelicals, and other intolerant nutcases.  I'll bow my head if someone says a mealtime prayer.  I have no qualms about attending religious weddings and wakes in churches.  But I will not and can not accept Christianity or any other religion as a part of my beliefs.


A Sampling of Atheist Web Sites

Here are a few atheist web sites, on the off-chance that I've stoked your curiosity:

Please visit my mondo-big Page of Atheist Quotes!  This collection provides some very interesting food for thought for theists and atheists alike.
Here's a couple big sites:  The Infidels and Atheists.org.
For famous atheists check out No-God.org.  It has both historical and contemporary atheists.  More atheist celebs and their takes on religion can be found here and especially here.
Bible contradictions:  Atheists.org has a good page on some of them.  Or, go to the Infidels search engine and enter the search word "contradiction" for a longer list.  Yet more divine contradictions can be found here.
Here is a philosophical discussion on the problems with immortality and the afterlife.
Take a look at "recreational xtianity".  Dangerous stuff.  ;-)
Links to miscellaneous yet relevant atheist text files.
For all you cynical and/or militant atheists out there, here's an anti-Christian pamphlet to hand back to those evangelists who come a' knockin'.
Some people go around "witnessing" god's glory.  Maybe they should witness some ex-Christian testimonials.
A good humanist organization, the Freedom From Religion Foundation.
Here's a page debunking creationist assertions of a "young Earth".
The Church of Freethought, a north Texas group with lots of good resources.
Atheist persecution?  What atheist persecution?
Finally, if you are an atheist and also of a libertarian nature, then you are cordially invited to join Topica's libertarian-atheist email list.


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