Some say a virus is something that has no energy of its own. It has no ability to reproduce itself so it needs to find same sort of complimentary host to survive.. .thus. .. it goes into something like your body.
 A virus doesn't want to kill anyone, it does not want to even harm anything. But it wants to do more than just survive, it wants to change.
 It wants that part of itself that is missing. It wants to become something else.
So when I look at my virus as a symbol, I se that it is like the consciousness that has become a big part of our lives these days.

We're all trying to become something more . We strive to understand the greatest truth. So many baby boomers are hitting that age where they're saying, "What am I going to do with my life now ..?? something is missing in me.."    We still want to evolve. Perhaps we've worked our entire lives to succeed at something, raise families, having relationships, and so forth, but we haven't found fulfillment. So in wanting to become something else, to find the missing piece, isn't that symbolically just like a virus??
We're both virus and the host that feeds the virus. We're only like a virus, because we have limited awareness. We aren't true to ourselves. Maybe that's what we're supposed to discover, that our limitation is not something inside that we have to discover. Maybe what we're supposed to discover is that the frequency that we are at has got to be raised.
 If that is in fact, the case, how do we do that? With mediation? With ceremony? With what? Perhaps it's in your feelings then, in your heart, in your soul.
I suppose that is how you would approach transition or finding the missing host like a virus does. That 's how you manifest change.

Basically I think that we are a thought that becomes manifested. As you are spiritually, so you become physically. Talk goes on of  looking outside,  yearning for thatwholeness. But looking outside is to look into distractions. Think of the kingdom of god is within, of raising your state of mind. Synchronically, raising the rate of bliss in your being, which would raise your frequency and kill disease
In other words, saying whatever disease exists in your body would all of a sudden have no more food. If you raised your frequency bodily, it would have to disappear and wash our of the body through the blood.
 Even with true prayer, you would move into a different vibrational field.
 When you're ill, you know there's something in your point of view that needs to be shifted.. Many people are afraid and they stay the same.
If you stay looking, you're just looking. so you need to stop looking and you need to shift but how?How to measure yourself so you don't become static and locked into attitudes that don't serve you.. You must find a spiritual yardstick? Continue to test yourself, so you don't become static

My personal fight with the Dragon Virus is not over. I have been on combo tx.
I have tried so many of the "alternative cures" all over this internet, and health food stores.
Which I do plan to expose for the only benefit that I could find and that is if you think having less money is a benefit. ...
I spent thousands on herbs, vitamins, etc. all the alkalize your system cures, . the super duper milk thistle. the THYMUS cure the MICROHYDRIN cure!!! I may as well have flushed my money right down the toilet.. I went from a viral load of 17,000 to over 6,000,000 after these WONDER CURES!!! I have labs and the whole story!
All will be told in following pages.
stay tuned.................................................... I'm still fighting.. I won't give in to the VIRUS..

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