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| December 22, 2003 MISUSE OF TIME 2335 hours? Bah. Diane got me back into neopets again so now I have spent 3 days straight playing with those things and working on mindless games that MIGHT help the mind. Not that 72 hours are important in my life. School is out and I'll be back in school in 3 weeks. Permit time... hopefully, tomorrow... wanted to go today. Thanks Mama. I think. confuse............d.......completely. 2346 hours? toodles. December 09, 2003 1813 hours Funny. Nearly a month has passed since my last blog entry. I should attempt to make a entry daily, but that would be fairly difficult. I have yet to think of a reason why that would be hard though. Today I discovered, with the knowledge of Ms. Hill that AP chem is only an introductory course for a Chemistry Major. I would seriously like to take a DE class if I can next year. I was into a mindset last year that my junior year would have to have phsyics. Now I feel that there are more classes to take than that now, like DE chem and perhaps anatomy. I still have to weight that against something Mr. Johnson said to the class. "The stuff I learned in Physics in high school, I still use today." That's 40 years of usefulness and 1 year of math/science that he took. I'm thinking of that every time I think of the downsides. They only happen to consist of: a.) Mr Abernathey teaches the class. (I'm not 100% sure how he will treat the honors kids) b) he's somewhat unfair in his grading (of course life's not fair). Kia told me that Mr. Abernathey would only give two groups an A on a project and the rest of the class would fall behind that. It's fair in the sense that those two groups, or 4 four people did better than the rest of the class, but I don't think that the whole class should get a grade below them because of how good they are. I don't like to indirectly support stuff like that, or at least KNOWINGLY support. I'm have to check into that. I am not happy at the moment. My emotions aren't in check. I'm not upset about it. Just kinda depressed. I know why they are... the feelings there... I just can't control them. *sigh* There's one solution to the problem, but it could just make a new feeling arise. Joey. Oh well. Life goes on. No one's bound to notice me. Always left out in someway. That's probably why I strive to spend as much time as possible buggiing my friends. I'll truely never know... My search for my past self still goes on. I've found charred remains, but little more than that. I'm hiring a forensic team to get on the case... because my former personality is important to me. I don't like certain qualities of my new self. Man... I'll probably never get over the loss of my friends from Jacksonville. 1840 hours I wish this could be over... I have to try to like school now... November 12, 2003 1838 hours Ah... long time since I wrote anything in my blog. Today, a chemistry exam was administered to us. Corny sounding but at the moment I am trying to get in the mood for writing an essay. Or not. I'm fairly bored and at the moment don't really want to sum up my day. 1-2begin essay on David Riesman's life continuum. group thing. must do 1 paragraph. not hard, just don't want to. 3chem test 4algebra work. ugh. Imaginary numbers. 5spanish work. Test tomorrow. only few words I need to refresh, but still. 6stipling project. Tried to show jessica my project after school, but Mr. Salerno was busy. So now rescheduled to friday. 7review for test. I really don't feel like it. that's it. yesterday woke up at 11:50 ate, called Joey, called me back. I believe I was half-awake when he first called me. I couldn't comphrend that I was being called while I was in bed. (that essay is weighing on my mind... gifted.) went to mall, played ddr, went to eb games or whatever, waldenbooks, went back to ddr? dunno. either way, ended up meeting Joey's sister, I forgot her name. Saw Atair's friend Tara? and some other 2 girls I didn't know. Also bought Playstation Magazine and Newtype magazine along with a tasty yoshi jelly lollipop. Lovely christmas present it would make. i want one now. gimme one and i'll give you 2 dollars. deal? 1902 hours. BY THE WAY. THE WING IS MINE. I MADE IT WITH A PROGRAM. TAKE IT, and you're stealing, don't without my permission. -------- |
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| Could be better... study-wise. |
| Just thinking about my life now... dunno. Lost I suppose. |
| That Will not F A D E |
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| I haven't studied! Finals! Tests! For Whom the Bell Tolls! IT TOLLS FOR THEE! |
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| Confidence sometimes comes with a price... |
| not happy. |