Poetry & Prose By Dede Booth | |||||||||||||||||
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Hey there! Thanks for coming. This is a site devoted to the art of writing and the beauty of language. I've been writing since the first day I learned how to pick up a pen, and although I've still got a lot to learn, I hope you can take something out of what I've decided to share with you. Enjoy, and remember, all works that you see here is copyright protected and has all been written by: Dede Booth © 2002, 2003 FALSE ALARM A cool wind of silk in your eyes. You stare me down, squint, and say you need to ask me something. I keep a calm composure, but inside I'm pushing back the rapids of the Colorado River. I imagine the distillment of time masquerading as Cupid's wing. I picture ourselves blanketed in lilacs spreading our joys to each other. You return with your stare, however, and speak words with no such bearing that I have wished for, reading into a reality that's not really there. OPEN Words are broken and words are spoken, but I know that if I were to open my heart to something that was real, I'd feel myself plunging down a canyon, head first, wind against my back, the screaming fear in my voice lagging behind. I can't be open until I know for sure that if I did take the plunge, there'd be someone there to break my fall. "I rubbed my finger over the plastic water bottle. Its smoothness created a release of tension in my brain. Here I was, sitting in a subway car-the place where everyone puts on their 'I'm depressed' face-feeling at peace with everything. I came onto this subway feeling anxious and disturbed but as I rubbed the water bottle, I began to see the beauty inside the tiniest things. I had a perfect view of the tunnel the subway was traveling through. It was dark and scummy, surreal and dungeon-like, but for some reason I thought it was one of the most gorgeous sights I had ever seen. Now maybe it wasn't the water bottle that had made me come to this new perspective I was looking at, but coincidentally the smoothness of the plastic and the life and body I was living in created a sense of tranquility in me that I hadn't felt since the morning..."-taken from my short story, "A Simple Moment in Time" FEBRUARY LEAVES Lots of love placed onto a table, I look at myself for an answer. Freedom prescribed in my hands, the time has come, the choice has been made. Ironically it is a Sunday. The air is cold on this Winter night, yet love has no boundaries to hide its warmth. I have tossed and turned with this decision to act, and now, with a persuasive grin, I provide myself with an antidote. The snow has not fallen in weeks, and there is no way to cover my wounds. Another second would be too late, so I must sleep into a lull and let February leaves fall to the ground. LONG AFTER A strange desire slips underneath a satin flame, and through twilight hours I gaze into reckless wants and destructive needs. The rules need to be broken. He carries me away and shields me from acid rain, holds my hand and calms me during wanton winds. Careless are the footsteps walking on barbed wire, I scar too easily. Each night, like routine, we trapeze ourselves into lust, I call it love. But I can only imagine him as a way to pretend that this is how it should be, long after the pain's been inflicted, much long after the sting has stopped biting. Pinch me out of my dream and let me wake to everything that has drowned in the humidity. Eyes are opened, vision cleared, yet he remains. I'LL TURN TO YOU (a song about friendship) You were just a girl, growing old inside, and you had this feeling of wanting to hide. You took all your breath and turned it inside out, you wrestled with your fears, and took in your doubt. I'll turn to you, if you'll turn to me. I'll turn to you. You were not afriad, alone or betrayed, you had all the strength I wish I had. You taught me how to leave this inner cave, and I'm still tryin' to feel like I'm brave. I'll turn to you, if you'll turn to me. I'll turn to you. So leave the light on. (x4) I'll turn to you, if you'll turn to me. I'll turn to you, if you'll turn to me. I'll turn to you. THERE IS A GOD There is a god, but where to look I do not know. Perhaps on the floor laying beside me, next to my dreams of Janis Joplin, six hour rainbow skies, and neon butterflies. Perhaps behind the door where the medication resides, or maybe the mirror attached to the door, my eyes that window freedom see myself, they see you. Perhaps amongst the smoke of a lit match, faith in scars and psalms I seem to recall. Perhaps underneath delicate sheets, joining me and my convulsions of open eyes and nightly thoughts. Perhaps drowning in the pool where I came to bathe myself of my guilt, washed away memories, implanted happiness, and tried to move on. Perhaps at times when I outlet myself to you, the ink bleeds deeper than a cut, the music rings louder than a voice not there. There is a god that I have found and am looking for, but is there a god looking for me? "I stared into my bathroom mirror and looked directly into my eyes. They were sagging down with dark circles underneath the lower lids. Forcing myself to look at these round, ugly pupils, I began to hear a voice. Eyes roll back into clear fog as you lay your presence across my body...A distorted loss of hope, self-control at a loss for words. Can you speak to me oh precious Angel whose wings of black take flight into blue skies and arctic tides?... ...Black dove branded on my skin with iron fists and lightning rods. Couldn’t fly even with wings sown to my back, but then again, never dreamed the dream of falling through the sky. You can’t have it both ways."-taken from my short story, "Wakeup Call" |
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