Here are some of my newest lyrics... actually these are my first attempts at lyrics that are a little less not Christian so if they aren't that wonderful... bare with me... and if you care to read some of my older lyrics... I'll post my addy to my older website once I get that together... In any event- these are all completely mine and should I find they've been stolen, it would be ugly... Yes, Dust is my idea for a band and hopefully in time it will come together... I honestly hope so. If you guys are around and dying to start up something- let me know... even just to b.s. about music... It's one of the biggest loves in my life and has got my through so really bad and dangerous times... Okay, enough talking- here's some lyrics....

Within

They were here from the start
before you claimed my heart
When all this seemingly turned me away
they were there
day to endless day

How can I pull
when they've pushed me so far
how can i demand so much
when they know me, made me so much more?

So as I lay me down to sleep
this is the only part of my soul you can keep
steal away my insides
and i'm exactly like them
I can't leave
when they are so within...

But when they get upset
you'll fogive me, want me still
isn't it ironic
how insignificant they make me feel.

i was almost one of them
when i already belonged with you
thriving on the misconceptions of your words
they misconstrue,
just what i found in you.

Now as I lay me down to sleep
all my life is yours to keep
I give you my body, soul, and mind
i'm not like them
surviving on my bond to sin
because you are so within...

You had my number
before they took me in
you broke my heart
and forgave me of my sin...

Narrow Door

There's so much to do
envoloped in lifes pain
and it's so easy now
to cast on you the blame
and I can't take this
and maybe i'm throwing out my faith
but 'til you come unto me
i can't do anything, let alone give or take

so break to me new breath
don't squeeze me through your narrow door
i can't belong just yet
these errors i've made i can't forget

how can i sacrifice
all i've been living for
tell me how you can ask
when all i've done to you is ignore

so breath unto me your thoughts
and forgive me
because i'm not...

ready to step up to that
narrow door
the world has its claim on me
more then ever before
do you really want me
am i worth this?

so breath unto me a new life
get me through your narrow door
and save me of this mind
slowly consuming me and robbing me of whats in store

this narrow door is open
but my world will never fit
i'll have to leave it behind
but i'm strong enough to do it.

Blows

I'm turing blue
this wasted flesh is gone
i have nothing to show for you
but all that i've done wrong.

making the stupid choices
life has turned me down
and i'm slowly fading
into this conformist crowd

and these blows
are taking me away
this world is stealing me of happiness
and leaving me this undying pain

i can't speak
these words are His not mine
this heart of mine was open
at the worst possable time

and these blows
and weakening my days
and i'm slowly dying
could i be falling away?

i'm turing black
and i'm silently screaming out
someone save me
i've forgotten what this life is about...