Why are u the only one i can talk all night to?
Why when we say goodbye i want to see u again?
In all of my friends, you are the most special
Always make me feel very close, very warm
Why do you care who go with me to shop?
Why you worry others flirt with me?
You say you are close to me, closest compare to others
But you never say how we are close
As a friend; incomplete love;
bittersweet; mixed emotions;
What will we become?
I cant wait till i get that answer
Just a little bit more closer
Then we can hold hands
Just a little bit more couragous
Then i can follow you
What are you waiting for?
Time is passing away, if you keep it like this
Then the only thing we can be is friends
Just step a little bit foward
And i will say yes
Just come to me a little bit more
And i will not avoid you
Just the 3 words
Dont hesitate so much
I only need you to say it for you to have me
Why, when you are lonely you only want me to be with you?
Why, when i am sad i only want u to comfort me?
In our heart, we have feelings for eachother
Why, we cant face it?
I dont believe, that feelings can not turn into love
We are so close yet we cant reach deep inside our heart
Please decide, say You LOVE ME...

::More:..

here is a poem to someone who cares for me..."wont tell u who..."
"No matter what you say...,
I still can't forget....
What you say to me....,
it's getting to my head...
My mind is clear now....,
cuz your word had clear it through....
Now I see, that you care for me....
I'm glad to have a friend like you...,
forever that I wont forget......"

::.More:..

 

Bloom

If i touch the red spilled velvet am i cleansed of all my sins
Can i take part in the poison scum of the world
When i awoke from my bed filled with blood my tears stained the velvet
Can you call me an angel

I held the baby in my arms it was quiet and white
its eyes glazed over with a hard sadness
The pale flowers that use to bloom outside my window have died
Is that what is to become of me

If i touch the red spilled velvet am i cleansed of all my sins
Will you touch my cheek and slice my eyelids open
When i awoke from my bed filled with blood my tears stainded the velvet
Can you call me a Devil

I wander when the flowers will bloom again
Will the baby move its small hands once again and grin gently into the sun
or will the shadows of dusk creep in

Will the baby die, will i fall from the bed
and land on pieces of glass, cutting my all to pale skin
or will the flowers bloom again

::More:.:

It's so lonely in my memories
Since I'm depressed over being this alone
Isn't it strange I can act this natural?
I'm just acting strong and can't be honest
But…Everybody feels pain sometimes

Your kindness is painful,
Hurting from your innocent kindness
I would never be able to say,
Just the words I want you to understand most
If I say the right thing, you'd really be lost

It's so lonely (lonely) in my memories
Since I'm depressed over being this alone
Isn't it strange I act this natural?
I'm just acting strong and can't be honest
But…Everybody feels pain sometimes

There's a conflict in my heart
Can you hear my heart?
This overflowing heart, this lost heart,
Wants to depend on you,
Wants to enfold your happiness

Just smile for me, a little
And I am embraced by your smile
Loving somebody like this,
Makes everything sparkle n' dazzle more than I ever thought
Even now, when I close my eyes
Your smile is dazzling, yet painful…

It's so lonely (lonely) in my memories
Since I'm depressed over being this alone (alone)
Isn't it strange I can act this natural?
I'm just acting strong and can't be that honest
But…Everybody feels pain sometimes…..sometimes….

::More::.

I overheard my neighbor's child.
"Peek A Boo ~ I love You,"
I watched and listened for a while.
The little girl skipped down the walk,
Humming as she moved.
From time to time, I'd see her stop,
And sing her childish tune.

"Peek A Boo ~ I see You,"
Her sweet face looked so intent.
"Peek A Boo ~ I love You,"
Then down the path she went.

I saw her do this several times,
Poor, lonesome child, I thought.
She only has a nursery rhyme,
To go with her on her walk.

"Peek A Boo ~ I see You,"
She did it then once more.
"Peek A Boo ~ I love You,"
Then I scurried out my door.

I could not stand it any longer,
What did this child see?
I hurried up and caught her,
Hoping she'd explain to me.

"Peek A Boo ~ I see You,"
Her face buried in some Daisies.
"Peek A Boo ~ I love You,"
Was this child crazy?

"Honey," I call out to her,
"What are You looking at?"
(I may have to tell her mother,
And I needed all the facts.)

She gave me then a vacant stare,
And said, "There's nothing's wrong.
I see Lord Jesus everywhere,
That's why I sing my song."

"Mama says He's in the flowers,
And He's in the bushes and the trees.
And He's in rainbows and in showers,
And He's even in the breeze."

"I see Him everywhere I look,
And I like to tell Him so.
You see, He's not just in The Book,
He's everywhere I go."

"Peek A Boo ~ I see You,"
I peeked into her precious face.
"Peek A Boo ~ I love You,"
Then I thanked God for such grace.

And a little child shall lead them ~