Happy Endings - Superimpose
SUPERIMPOSE
i'm known to be far away from everything
so hear me out
times are changing and so am i
i told you i feel so alone
was never one to lack control
the background's fading out again
i'm begging you to superimpose
i close my eyes
to really see what's in front of me
but too many times
i fall face first to the concrete
this time i feel so happy
to be back on my feet again
this time i feel so high
even though i'm back on my feet again
THERE YOU GO
you're so far away
you can't seem to find home again
where do you finally begin
and where does all this pain end
you've tried so hard to move on
yet victory seems so far beyond
but i promise it's coming soon
there you go i knew you could do it
it's back again, i'm so proud of you
it's losing pain, i know you're growing
and learning love
all these doubts you feel
are fading like the setting sun
and i think that healing has just begun
you have fought your fears
and now your fears are all fading,
and you have cried your tears
and the tears they're all drying
HINDSIGHT
it's been time, since i saw you last
i had to pick up the pieces
dust off the trash
i had to push you in the right direction
force you to make corrections
but who knows
it's been time since i saw you last
you're always slacking
no chance you'll ever pass
you're always blaming other people
for all the reasons you come in last
you just turn your head to sigh
you don't care if you live or die
you never ever once
spread your wings to fly
that’s when you said your last goodbye
you, i see inside of me
you i see inside of me
it's so hard to ignore the past
all the times that you thought you won
all the times that they pushed you back
you only wanted one thing
just one certain thing
you never got that thing
now you have no hope for anything
SKINNY GUY
i work all day, i slave away
i'm 22 but i look 38
my best friends son asks me for some gum
he thinks tonight he's going to kiss one
girlfriend's a nurse, carries a purse
she looks tight in a mini-skirt
but it bothers me, that at 23
she can still bench press more than me
life's not easy for a skinny guy
you’re first to be left out, thrown aside
left behind, don't ask me why
just yesterday, went to the YMCA
hoping maybe i could change me
tried to curl a 25, never left my thigh
all the guys laughed so hard they cried
but it's okay, i'll wait another day
you can't hurt my pride that easily
one things for sure, no matter what i eat
i will always have abs, fatty!
well, i'm 70 percent water
and 20 percent bone
10 percent muscle and zero percent tone
6 foot 2 at 130 pounds
my sister used to beat me up
and throw me to the ground
i eat a bowl of ice cream
every night before bed
in a regular day
i eat more candy than i eat bread
no matter how much i try
you know i can't deny
i'm a skinny guy
and fat implants would be superfly
SOLDIER
a soldier lies dead on the road
i never knew his name
as the rain falls down on the muddy terrain,
it washes away his memory
so still, so calm he seems
no expressions, no feeling
a single tear falls
the truth it seems
sets a place in my memory
and i raise my head so high
so scared but i better live tonight
as i held my breath
through the bombs and cries
i held my head up high
a sharp pain invades my side
i feel the breath of death inside
as look down to my surprise
i never realize my life
i fell to the ground
the sound seems to fade
a blurry soldier looks down on me
he reaches down to touch my face
and that's my last memory
SPOKEN
freeing up all feelings
that seem to be pouring out
of my unhealthy heart
leaving as fast as i can leave
and no time to turn
you'll see that question...
will i be, will i be spoken?
asking for direction
laughing and my introspection
pleading all the good i feel i've done
wanting a simple understanding
of this question burning in me
will i be, will i be spoken?
spoken....
when the time arise
when the time has come
will i be spoken?
GIVER
she gives up on herself
because she thinks that there's no hope
misused, abused, and used
yet all she asks for is a little luck
she says that all guys are the same
just one more lover today
lays down and closer her eyes
she's going to give it away
she looks for love
in places where love will never come
and wishes by doing this
that he would love her
just as much as she does
and all she wanted was to hold his hand
all she needed, he didn't understand
all she wanted was to have a friend
all she got was another man
LIFE FOR SALE
it's a terrible life to live
inside the body of a man
inside the vision of another man
i knew you wouldn't understand
i can understand
because i am who i am
in the vision of another man
in the mirror would i say who this is
could this be the same as yesterday
but today, anyway
i don't recognize, looking in my eyes
see too many lies
covering up all the good inside
and i take all i can
close my eyes and just pretend
that this flame will eventually thin away
this life of mine's for sale
forget the reasons
for my morals as well
it seems too many times i fail
this life of mines for sale
i try to change
doing different things
hoping maybe i could try
to buy my way
but step back, react
compact all the feelings
that i'm hold back
maybe ct a little different
than i was
because it does in the end help out when
i'm feeling left out
thrown about, too much doubt
running through my mind
i better make it this time
this is a plastic mask i've made
regurgitation things for fame
i've been molded but i'm to blame
for this game
SORRY
you're always telling me what to be
don't like what you see
not cool enough for you
not cool enough for me
do this, do that, too skinny or too fat
just let me be
you get that look in your eyes
i now realize
that i am the one you despise
goodbye
i'm sorry i let you down again
i can't believe i let it happen again
i'm sorry i let you down again
so sorry today
the times they change
i'll stay the same
i'll never hang my head in shame
you push me down i'll get up
you push me down I’ll lift you up
won't you let me be
HIP HOP HOORAY
too many times i look past what is mine
and ask why can't it be like this
why can't life be generous?
but i take life like it is
and hold myself in eternal bliss
and i take time
rewind and appreciate all that's mine
so could i say my life isn't worth anything
how could it be when i have all i need
so would i ask
my life be in cased in glass?
no, this is all i need
hip hop hooray
so maybe i'll win some, so maybe i won't
life's an endless roller-coaster
everybody knows
sometimes we at high, sometimes we at low
where we go from here, God only knows
so i will take whatever time brings to me
and i won't complain
about all the little things
and i'll take what i have
and be thankful for everything
this life means too much to me