With Vaughan's weird scarred makeup, bizarre behavior and unusual fetish,
the audience can't quite help watching his performance, making it akin to
the urge one gets looking at a real car crashes in passing. Is
Vaughan really a sick, twisted man or does he simply dare to enter a realm
of exhibitionism and voyuerism others wouldn't attempt? 
This is a very (heavy emphasis on very) graphic movie and not
everyone who sees this movie will agree or accept its subject. But
one thing that remained fixed on my mind long after the movie ended was
Vaughan. No other character or actor (no matter how good looking
James Spader is), remains with me after the movie ends the way Vaughan
does.
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Detour Magazine Interview with Elias
"Crash"
Survivor,
By Dennis Hensley, April 1997
"Are you coming?"
So ends the trailer for
Crash, director David Cronenberg's cinematic meditation on sex and car
crashes that's gotten the gander up of everyone from Ted Turner, who had
his distribution company, Fine Line Features, postpone the release of the
film by nearly six months, to the jury at Cannes, who saw fit to create a
social award in order to acknowledge the film's "originality, daring,
and audacity." The above query is unforgettably growled by, in both
the trailer and the film, by actor Elias Koteas, who plays Vaughan, the
enigmatic, battle-scarred leader of the secret society of car-crash
fetishists whose members come to include James Spader, Holly Hunter, and
Rosanna Arquette.
The Montreal-born Koteas, whose well-rounded resume
includes everything from art-house hits like Exotica
and Chain of Desire to the kid flick Teenage
Mutant Ninja Turtles, describes Crash, based on the cult novel by J.G.
Ballard, as one of the most artistically satisfying times he's had making
a movie, and he admits he's had a little trouble letting the experience
go. "These black pants and this belt are Vaughan's from Crash,"
he says, "Somehow they've taken on a security thing, I don't know
what it is. I guess I just like the way they fit."
"They didn't get all bloody and beat up filming
all those crashes?" I have to wonder.
"Not at all," he says with a smile and a
shrug. "No blood stains. No urine stains. No semen stains."
I don't know what Ted Turner was so worried about.
DH: Did making Crash ever give you the creeps?
EK: No, never. I didn't get the creeps. It was magical, the
whole time, but it hasn't made me reckless. I've worn my seat belt ever
since.
DH: Did you have to audition for the part?
EK: No, I just met with David. We had an opportunity to work
together years ago, but it didn't work out. Six years later, I'm making
another movie in Toronto and I'm working with David Cronnenberg's sister,
Denise. We started talking and she set up an appointment for him to come
by the set just to say hello. A couple of weeks later, his his assistant
calls to set up a meeting with David. So we talked and he gave me the
script. I went to the hotel room, buzzing from the experience and I read a
few pages. Immediately, I was exhilarated. Something definitely felt
right. Maybe it could've just been the sex. I have no idea. Maybe I'm just
deviant at heart. Then he called me a few days later and offered it to me,
I'm convinced that if he would've auditioned me, I wouldn't have gotten
the job. I was three months away from being able to absorb it.
DH: How did you prepare, in those three months, get in a lot of
fender benders?
EK: I drove across country. I thought, I've got 3,000 miles and
I've got a month before it starts. I'm going to visit some friends across
country and make it an oddyssey. I saw a lot of car wrecks along the way.
On the first day of shooting, I had this wave of euphoria just knowing
that you are who you need to be. The fact that you were peaking while you
were making a movie was... that's never happened to me before. Where you
don't go home thinking, ah shit! I missed that moment. I should've done it
that way! I felt we were making discoveries while it was happening.
DH: When you first saw the movie, what did you think?
EK: I thought it didn't go far enough. I saw it at Cannes the
second time, and the whole experience was so overwhelming that I didn't
really see it.
DH: Was that your first time at Cannes?
EK: Yeah. James Spader said to me, "If you're not going to
have a good time, don't be here, because they're going to hurt you. Smile
and answer the questions, because that's why you're here." And I'm
like, "OK!" But I'm not in this place where I get stopped on the
street. I was very grateful that I was able to enjoy being in a movie I
felt proud of, and at the same time walk around unnoticed.
DH: Is there any part of that kind of fame that appeals to you?
Getting better scripts perhaps?
EK: I have to say, all the films I've done, with the exception
of like four, I didn't audition for. I've been very lucky that certain
directors saw something in me. So, I cannot complain. I may not have the
box-office clout, but that's okay. There are people who have been able to
live with fame and have their work grow from it and there are others who
feel they'd like to be able to rent a porno movie and not have someone
say, "Hey, you're that Ninja Turtles guy!"
DH: Ted Turner's company was set to distribute Crash, but once
he saw it, he almost passed on it. What did you think of that?
EK: Well, I knew it wasn't going to be for everybody when I was
doing it, but I'd like to have the choice to see that movie. He's in a
position where he could bring art to people, and the high road would be to
know that people have their own tastes, and it's not a dangerous film and
I think that anyone who thinks it is has completely missed the boat. With
Crash, I guarantee you, you're going to want to buy a car with a head rest
and seat belts. And you're not going to go out and crash into cars while
masturbating. To have a fear that it's going to corrupt people is absurd.
DH: How have people in your life reacted to it?
EK: Atom
(Egoyan director of Exotica) saw it and he was very proud. A few
friends who I work with dug the movie and were very supportive. It had the
most profound effect on my sister. She's very sensitive and she had to
leave. There were some scenes in there she couldn't bear to watch me in,
and that's understandable.
DH: Like the scene where you and James Spader get it on in the
car?
EK: That was tough. Ultimately, my problem was being in a
position of vulnerability and giving up control and letting the scene play
honestly and fully; that was scary. Once you got into it, then he's a
fabulous kisser. He really is.
DH: He said the same thing about you.
EK: It was fine. It wasn't like we sat there and cuddled after
each take. It was like, "Cut, okay, face the other direction."
Maybe he was adjusting his pants and didn't want me to see. (Laughs).
DH: Was it a sexy environment on the set?
EK: Yeah. The actors ans actresses gave it their all. In the
movie, I see their vulnerability and they're so open, like they've never
been on screen before. When I watched it, I felt for all of us.
DH: What was it like doing the scene where you recreate the
James Dean car crash?
EK: It was cold. It was in the morning. But, what a kick. Being
in a David Cronrnberg flick reenacting an event that had such an effect on
people, it's overwhelming. I felt that I was the luckiest man.
DH: If Cronenberg had asked for frontal nudity, would you hacve
done it?
EK: Hard to say. If I had time to fluff it up a little bit,
maybe. (Laughs)
DH: You've got a few other films coming out besides Crash. Tell
me about Gattaca.
EK: It's a good story about genetic coding set in the future. I
play the very stern, hard-assed father who didn't appreciate Ethan Hawke
when he was a kid.
DH: Then there's Fallen,
with Denzel Washington.
EK: He plays a detective who's got this strange situation
happening in his life. If I tell you what I play I'll give it away, but
it's magical.
DH: Then there's Hit
Me.
EK: It's about a bell hop at a three-star hotel who's in debt.
He's taking care of a retarded brother, and his life is going nowhere. So
he falls into this scheme to rob this bookie game that's happening in one
of the hotel rooms, and his life completely unravels. The movie's fills
with heart.
DH: One of your first film experiences was working with Francis
Ford Copola on Gardens
of Stone. Was that intimidating?
EK: This is me and Francis: He comes up to me and
says,"How's it going?" and I'm like, "Aaah." I can't
have a conversation with this man. I feel like and idiot. That whole
experience, however grateful I feel, I can't ever get away from the fact
that the only reason I was up there, unfortunately, was when his boy was
killed in a boating accident some changes were made, so I ended up being a
replacement. It was intense. He cast me later in Tucker, so I guess I
didn't remind him so much of that horrible time in his life.
DH: Which movie of yours do you wish more people had seen?
EK: Full
Moon in Blue Water. It's a great little movie and you don't even see
it in the video stores for crying out loud.
DH: Whe did you know you wanted to be and actor?
EK: Pretty late. I wanted to be an architect when I was a
teenager, but I quickly discovered I didn't have any inventiveness in it.
Then I saw a movie on the life of Harry Houdini and somehow watching all
the mystery and wonderment, the "come inside , let's entertain you
for a brief moment," that movie touched me somehow and sirt of set
the tone.
DH: What did you get made fun of for when you were a kid?
EK: There was a bully named Ronnie who used to always want to
chase me after school and hurt me. Finally, my fifth-grade teacher said,
"Look guys, we're going to go to the gym and have it out." And I
won and he never bugged me again.
DH: What's the worst job you ever had?
EK: Because I wasn't allowed to work in this country, I worked
for a dollar an hour washing dishes, bussing tables in New York.
DH: Was there ever a time that you, this acting thing is never
going to happen?
EK: No. I always knew. But that's easy for me to say that now,
remembering the drive I had at 20, 21. I don't know how romantic it would
be at my age if I didn't have an agent still. I like to think that I would
still be tenacious.
DH: Have you ever felt pressure to be more of a leading man, and
play the Hollywood game a little more?
EK: No. I never really consider myself in that situation,
otherwise I would've tried to plan accordingly. That doesn't turn me on
anyway. I think that there are guys who are better at it than I am. I'm, a
little bit more quirky and that's fine. There's room for everybody to make
a living at it.
DH: Do people often tell you that you look like Robert DeNiro?
EK: Yeah. There are worse things in the world. He's a
good-looking man. Do you think anybody ever goes up to DeNiro and says,
"Hey, you look like Elias Koteas?"
DH: Give them time. What's the worst thing that's ever gone
wrong for you on stage?
EK: I was doing Kiss of the Spider Woman and there was a
time in the play that I lost my mind. I started hollering and yelling and
it had nothing to do with the play. I made it about me. I needed to let it
out after two months of pretending to be in jail.
DH: How did the other actor react?
EK: He up and knocked on the jail door and he got let out early
so the act finished early. He just wanted to get out afterwards. He was
very understanding. He said, "Elias you don't ever have to go
there." I just went crazy.
DH: What do you like to do when you're not working?
EK: I'm still trying to discover that. If I feel fulfilled
creatively, there's nothing I don't want to do. In the past, where I felt
like I wasn't there in the work, I did things that were destructive. Now,
it's like I got a dog, I got my family and a few buddies, and I try to be
as loving and giving to the people I cherish and I don't know what else to
do. My New Year's resolution is to read more. I'm trying to enjoy the
present. I spent ten years worrying about my hair falling out. I look at
pictures of myself two years ago and go, "Look at all that hair I
had." Now I'm like, "Why was I worried? Why couldn't I just
accept the wonderful hairs that were there? So now it's like, the three
hairs that are there now, they're good hairs. It's human, you know?
DH: Do you think living in L.A. makes those insecurities worse?
EK: Well, I was in New York over Christmas and I didn't feel
insecure about myself, about the stuff that is human and normal.
Everywhere else but here, somehow, and I don't know if the city's fucked
or if it's my perception of it. There's so many perfect looking people
here. Any normal, sensitive human being is going to feel uncomfortable and
not good enough. I love L.A. if I can spend half of the year away from
here.
DH: Do you live alone?
EK: Well, I have livestock in the house, a Great Dane.
DH: Does he wear the pants in the family?
EK: He doesn't wear the pants but he has the balls of the house.
He could fill the pants.
DH: Speaking of balls, if somebody reading this is thinking of
seeing Crash, but isn't sure, what would you tell them?
EK: Well, if they enjoy watching movies that push the boundary,
as far as the human eperience and relating to one another, that is
something they've never seen before and if they're truly intuitive and
creative people, then they should go ahead and watch it. If they're Holly
Hunter fans, you see her in situations that you've never seen her in
before and the same goes for everyone in the movie. I think it's very
different, very courageous, and it's what films should be, as far as
having someone speak their voice. And know that it's not for kids. It's
not for everybody. (Laughs) You're free to walk out if it doesn't work for
you.