雨林 ... ... ellen


 

Since 10 May 2003, I have set up this guestbook as my diary in Australia. After I came from Sydney, I still have used this guestbook to record my daily things. At the same time, my friends have come over there writing down their comments or suggestions to me. Thanks for that, mate!

From a normal guestbook to elittlemy ellen to 亞霖記 to 雨林之地 to 雨林... ... ellen, I have serached the better title for Ellen's diary. But I discover that Ellen is Ellen is 李佩霖....霖=雨林. I have changed to another website - ellenpuilamlee and closed down this guestbook on 15 Jan 2005

278  日期: 2005-01-15 09:50:07
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I have change my use of this guestbook...this is my website w/t guestbook at the front...my diary will be put into diary@Xanga...and most of my updated photos are put into photos@ComWebshots....pls feel free to broase around this website and the links! and go to Xanga to update my news la! Cheers!

277  日期: 2005-01-14 08:20:55
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

剛才打返公司改早放假一天...她說要遲些覆我???不如立即講不行!早知不問她!

276  日期: 2005-01-11 10:46:42
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

今天,跟媽咪去了食tea....她起悅地告訴我~她跟她的一位同事傳福音!

275  日期: 2005-01-11 09:18:18
adela ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

ellen..你近來好嗎?我路過留你一個msg...

274  日期: 2005-01-08 04:49:16
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

踏入廿六個年頭, 還有一星期!
回港也就快一年了!

273  日期: 2005-01-05 13:32:58
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I wanna to close down this guestbook, or maybe change the way I use now!!!! I can't do anything w/t pictures here....so boring! thinking to join a Xanga....what do you think?

272  日期: 2005-01-04 13:50:03
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I have updated my new photos...please feel free to click the link up here "photos", then you could see my recent look or some silly things! ;-)

271  日期: 2005-01-04 07:21:57
Ah Fun ( tweety_fun@yahoo.com / no homepage) 留言:

Hi, now i am your guess la.
Thanks very much for the mail.
i always thank God for you and your love and care. it is very encourage every time i got message from you, sorry for my lazyness, i hardly contact you.

with the new year, pray that God will gie you wisdom for how to live in HK and to be a his pleased and loving child.

pray that you and alex with work thing out with love and patient....

love
Fun

270  日期: 2005-01-03 15:38:09
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

昨日星期日, 返完night shift後返教會...真的不可以這樣! 好累!
上完Library Classification Lecture, the course is already half-way through!

269  日期: 2005-01-03 15:22:56
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Actually, the work at nights is the same what I did during the days, but sleepy is my challenge at night, especially on-and-off holidays. I can't get used to the night shift...I think it will be better after those holidays...

268  日期: 2005-01-01 09:51:22
jean ( jeanchiam@hotmail.com / no homepage) 留言:

I think night shifts is acutally not too bad after I have done it. For us that means less work to do cos most patient will be alseep. What sort of work do you actually have to do at night shift leh? Hope you have almost finished now. When I read about you perming the hair ..it makes me realised that I have not been taking care about my own appearance for a while now.. especially when I got married and too busy with work. I haven't had a hair cut for months now and have been eating lots of junks.. ah.,. becoming more and more ' si lai'...

267  日期: 2004-12-29 12:54:41
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

12月25號,我帶了三位男同事返教會崇拜...因有位同事想返教會識女仔...他一早已表明立場﹐但我又不知如何拒絕他 -- 不帶他返教會。至少他可以聽一次福音,所以我仍帶他們返去!當大部分公司同事知道此事後,大家都笑他們的目的是識女仔,及認為我太傻 -- 真的信他們會返教會。有位女同事還擔心 -- 他們其一人是想追我!對我而言沒有影響!公司同事的想法是正常的,但...為他們祈禱吧!我深信神自然有祂的工作,是我們不知道的。不論他們對福音有否在意,我的工作不是去論斷他們,而是作神的工人。我自己也感到奇怪,從前若我知到那些男子返教的目的是識女仔,我一定會睇少他們,可能會詛咒他們呢!

266  日期: 2004-12-19 14:04:20
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

星期四電了曲髮,但實在受不了...好似睡醒無梳頭...所以今日去電翻直...waste money!!!

265  日期: 2004-12-16 13:54:59
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

下星期開始返overnight shift啦!人人都擔心我...會否很辛苦呀?會否不適呀?...我真不想人家這樣的關心/擔心...每每告訢我將會有多辛苦!誰不知道呢?
其實我最受不了人家這樣的告知...有幾辛苦?我未知道,但請多給鼓勵的說話及為我祈禱,這樣才幫到我!

264  日期: 2004-12-16 02:46:18
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

That's really not work with the pictures 'tim'....I donnu why anyway

263  日期: 2004-12-15 03:23:14
jean ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

hey.. haven't been here for a while an so much has happned. I can only see grey in the page.. is that right?...Hope Alex is well now and you take care too, Ellen. Alan is now her e stayingwith me till I finish in Lismore.

262  日期: 2004-12-13 15:54:58
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I have fixed it, I donnu why either...but I hope the problem is no more la....

261  日期: 2004-12-13 01:25:49
杜傑 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I can't read the photo...don't know what's the problem????

260  日期: 2004-12-12 16:51:15
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

各位:
喜歡這新版面嗎?有提意?告訴我!謝謝!

259  日期: 2004-12-12 14:15:14
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

今日,我又嘗試打電話給婷婷...但又失敗了!婷婷希望你生活不錯!

我又要準備明日返工.返學...UCC sisters....為Susanna Leung 祈禱,她十四日考試!為我讀聖經&PTC祈禱吧!

258  日期: 2004-12-12 13:21:06
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

愛麗思,恭喜!我也感受到你的喜悅!

257  日期: 2004-12-12 08:16:17
愛麗思 ( ah_si@hotmail.com / no homepage) 留言:

感謝神!!! 我終於畢業啦!!!全部合格!!!感謝神!!!
星期五考完,星期六就有工返.感謝神!!
現在返兩份casual,一份是影相,幫聖誕老人同小朋友影相. 好好玩, 但有時會做錯事 =P

256  日期: 2004-12-10 13:30:52
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

今日返工有些不快!因有班同事總是說三道四!雖然我沒有出聲和議,沉默以表不同意!最不快的~~是有人用她自我的一套評論我的價值觀...雖然不是信仰上的事情,但我對此人極為不滿,都是敬而遠之!老實講,那人很討厭!是!我是犯罪...請為我祈禱.我討厭那人不會變成憎恨啦!

255  日期: 2004-12-06 16:24:36
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

每次返學後,總感到有不知從何而來的喜悅!相比從前在澳洲讀Media,現在讀Librarianship開心很多!而且我覺得讀/做圖書館似乎適合自己多些!or 因現在只是Certificate? anyway....希望現在知道 /開始,不會太遲啦!

家武已出院,回家了!但仍要在家休息一個月!

254  日期: 2004-12-04 14:49:13
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Yeeli, thanks for your care and love. I really have to thank God, cos He saves you and you become my lovely sister supporting and loving me always! I am fine. No worries...although I can't attend church on sundays...I still could get support from all around me, like you...Of course, pls pray for me that I could read Bible more regular...and squeeze some times for studying the PTC course...

I am very enjoy my studies...library is refecting my personality, like how a book is catalogued or classified, very systematic...something like that! ;-P And also, one of my lecturers had graduated from UNSW as well...she told me many graduates from UNSW are working at HKU libraries...but they are all Master graduates of Information Management. I am planning to do this...but doing part-time in HK is much more cheaper la...this is my rough plan only...still have to sit down with Alex and pray to God!

Everyday is similar at work, but my skill is improved day by day. Yes, my skill is not bad ar ;-) But I think I have to increase the quantity instead of quality la, cos my boss needs quantity only. My colleagues are very interesting...we always have fun. One day, I had told my colleague what is meant by "know" God and how do I treat "work" as a Christian, while the boss is not very understanding and the job content is very boring...Ask for God's forgiveness that my wording was very mean to them, cos one of them kept saying that she believed in God, but she know God nothing, I was wondering which God she believed in...anyway pray for my heart pure and words with wisdom and pray for one girl and one boy...Girl: I could have a chance to explain the gospel to her...Boy: my attitude to work could attract him what Christianity is.

NTE...WOW...all the scenes of NTE are coming up when you notise that...hey, could you buy me a MP3 talks and post to me? Thanks!!! I wish I could be there....NTE is amazing conference! and Phillip will give talk...and doing mission...wow so miss ar!!!! Yeeli, good on you ar...I am sure you will learn heaps and have a WONDERFUL experience! Pray for you and Kylie always...I have made a pray book for you guys ar!

253  日期: 2004-12-04 14:01:06
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

家武沒有大礙了!不用擔心...因他的十字韌帶傷了, 影響走路, 所以要做手術.

252  日期: 2004-12-03 02:32:59
yeeli ( elic7@yahoo.com / no homepage) 留言:

hi ellen, hope u are doin okie with life and study and work :)
is "ka mou" (hehe, funnie translation) alex?? hope his condition is not too serious and will get welll soon. sorry that i havent been contacting u lately, but still thought of u often.....i'll be goin to NTE this weekend, cant wait to share with u when i come back...... pls take care of urself well and hope u'll still able to keep c;lose to God although things are a bit hard at the moment coz u cant attend church for most of the Sun......pray that me n kylie will keep praying for u and at the same time do not take pfr granted wat we have here in sydney. hope to talk to u soon!!
yeeli :)

251  日期: 2004-12-02 15:37:46
杜傑 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

為何家武在醫院?他沒有大礙嗎?

250  日期: 2004-12-02 14:47:21
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

我每次返到這裡...都是望一望有沒有給我的留言...其實我有太多事要告知, 但...很累!

家武(Alex)正在醫院...

249  日期: 2004-11-29 14:53:56
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

今日做了『六』分鐘!!!!

248  日期: 2004-11-22 23:11:14
jean ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I think the HK camp is on the 29th Jan weekend. Alan and I will arive at HK on 28th after visiting my parents in Penang. Good to see that you are settling down at work and enjoying the relationship at work. I am back to day job now too. Has been quite freee these few days as not many patients. Alan will come and live with me here in 2 weeks time.. yeh

247  日期: 2004-11-20 04:40:53
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

連續兩個星期沒有返教會了! 感覺有些怪...雖然仍有祈禱, 讀聖經, 聽道...但仍希望可以返主日....新roster已經出...感謝神我仍然返早班四星期, 逄星期四放假....但因今日要返學(visiting), 所以下午返工...即不可以返Joseph Group(教會團契)....

感恩事項:
1. 工作已適應, 跟同事相處也不錯
2. 工作之餘, 仍有機會讀書
3. 我下星期日可以返主日!

祈禱:
1. 有恆常靈修
2. 跟同事相處中, 以行動及說話告知他們基督的事...
3. 工作可以配合返學的時間
4. 分配時間讀PTC - Doctrine

246  日期: 2004-11-12 15:12:48
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

近日, 在網上見到很多圖書館請人!但自己又未讀完個Couse! 祈禱吧! 讓我有耐性...但仍想問神我其實應做甚麼工作?

Alex 踢波傷了腳, 為他祈禱啦!

245  日期: 2004-11-11 23:58:56
Alan ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Finally got your guestbook from Jean. How's your work, and time with Alex? I really look forward to catch up with all of you when I am back to HK. I am fine, only lonliness as Jean is in Lismore at the moment!

244  日期: 2004-11-11 15:55:00
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

今日,舊同事阿May打比我,才知道我離開舊公司是正確的!
而且,現在才知道舊同事們也是被欺壓!

243  日期: 2004-11-11 15:46:00
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

hehe, thanks for your message, Jean. When will it be the camp? anyway, I don't know on which shift I will work during the time, but I will try my best to go part-time instead of full-time.

That's the purpose of this page ~~ catching with you all!

242  日期: 2004-11-11 05:57:18
jean ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

hi.. very happy to receive your card! Thanks!I went back to Syndey last weekend, very nice .. never realise what a nice place it was . Alan and I will be back to HK in Jan .. if I can get the leave.. then probably we may meet during the HK camp? I might give this guest book add to Alan cos he wants to cathch up with you as well!

241  日期: 2004-11-06 02:06:20
杜傑 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

個background好靚!我好鍾意呀!

240  日期: 2004-10-30 16:24:52
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I am very encouraged after coming back from fellowship!

239  日期: 2004-10-26 13:48:47
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

明天放假!不知是好還是壞?

238  日期: 2004-10-23 00:35:36
jean ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

我很心可以有你的消息,哈哈。我与alan 一月也去hong kong & malaysia 希望可看到你和alex la。 保重

237  日期: 2004-10-19 15:06:59
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

今日的工作量又下跌了!不過,以自己是新人,算吧!

Super 跟我討論 "Pray" - cos he complains about his church praying too long in the public meeting...that's interesting to discuss about God with colleage...I was thinking to have a cell group in company, which will be great!

236  日期: 2004-10-18 16:29:36
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

我的問題又出現了!我真的是一個lazybone!我不想返工呀!我太不知足了!下一個月~ 全個十一月都是放星期三,即返不到主日啦!非常不快!不過,仍有一日day off,就當是Sabbath Day 啦!其實也要感謝神啦,因為我向神祈禱不要放星期一或星期四,因為要返學嘛!可以真真正正有Sabbath Day! 為我祈禱啦!

感謝神上星期我和家武去了聽 J.I.Packer,其實我還想去明日的那個講道,不過會好晚,會好累!Anyway, I will post what I have learnt later on! I was encouraged by J.I.Packer very much! That's really amazing that God raises His Servants, like Phillip in Australia and J.I.Packer in Canada....and also God teaches the same words to His people following our Lord Jesus Christ! 到何時?我們中國人可以不用盲目跟別人什麼什麼不好的!而又有我們自己也可以明白神呢? 美國主義太強了,連基督教的偏離的也影響我們!

上星期立返教會fellowship,查經 ﹣登山寶訓...不錯!雖然是用「雞精」書,但帶查經的人很強調沒有model answer from that 「雞精」書...很好!我開始 enjoy 返這間教會!不過...快返不到主日呢!

anyway, 我要開始我PTC Doctrine 啦!Apply 了半年了,但一頁也沒有看過!不過我還有review Old Testament first!Please pray for me la!!

235  日期: 2004-10-15 14:38:15
adela ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

ellen,好高興收到你既卡呀!encourage me so much~~你都要加油呀,在工作中繼續去侍奉神~~

234  日期: 2004-10-12 15:42:41
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

昨日開始聽婷婷寄給我的MYC MP3。今年Topic 系Worship。系一個好 Sensitive 的 topic。雖然, Paul 所講的我都聽過了,但是當再次聽到 ﹣

"God owns you, friends cos God is the Creator of the world. And we are just the part of the creation. God doesn't need our worship or any offer from us. God has eveything already! At this moment, we are still alive cos of God's mercy and grace to us. God could give us everything and anything, like what He created the world. But also he could take away anything from us without notice. God is in-control."

雖然我自己的困難好似已過去。但回想過去半年,我並沒有好好信靠神的主權。現在,聽到"God owns ME?" and " God could take away MY THINGS for my good!" 真的傷感!因為我也讓聖靈擾傷!感謝神給我過去的經驗,讓我可以學會感謝神,及祂所給我現在每一分秒的保守!

困難的時候也會問神 ﹣
神你何不早點回來,我就不困苦了!
永生是確實的,但我如何面對每日的生活呢?
我可以在困難的時候做什麼呢?

聽完第一晚的MYC Sermon,我真的要向神認錯 ﹣
"O Lord! I don't deserve to be saved, but you really saved me from the death without conditions. By your mercy and grace, I am forgiven through the blood of Jesus Christ. I shouldn't put Jesus back to the cross again and again, but I did disobey you God! Please give me stregthen and wisdom to order to walk in every second. Pray that God you save me from the tempation against you. And thank God you give me a job substain my live with my given ability of work. For the Christ's sake I pray, Amen!"

So, what's meant by "WORSHIP"? What are the purpose of the creation? How do we related "workship" to God's words?

233  日期: 2004-10-11 15:33:21
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Congs!!!為你們感謝神!我想你跟Susana為了PR,都應該煩了很久,是嗎?

Anyway,現時生活還可以!但是,仍要依靠神!

232  日期: 2004-10-11 12:43:37
Wilson ( no email / http://wilsonch.dyndns.org/) 留言:

我睇左你o的留言, 見你o既生活都唔錯, 感謝神! 我同Susana個PR (永久居留權)批o左啦. 終於可以安心住落啦. Susana間公司做唔住, 佢冇工做啦. 好在佢都有o的想唔做啦.

我地新年前會返香港, 你email你o既contact 比我地, 到時見!

231  日期: 2004-10-10 14:38:40
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

公司有兩個基督徒!加上我自己...有三個!God is amazing! So far...公司同事很好!工作?哈哈...其實都幾悶!anyway...

繼續祈禱為我可以返到教會主日!

230  日期: 2004-10-10 14:30:38
Cecilia ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Nice to talk to you again, Ellen. Although I still coun't make the decision for that job offer, thank you for giving me some useful opinions. Glad to know that you got a job and your colleges are nice to you. Hope to see you again in Hong Kong and take care!

229  日期: 2004-10-08 15:47:49
e ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

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228  日期: 2004-10-06 15:49:54
kYLIe ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Ellen,我呢排都好忙,一星期返成四日工.有時返學仲少過返工,真係倒轉晒... 仲有好多assignment未做,pls為我祈禱... 不過都有開心事,在Willis St 的生活很開心,日子因此很快過.明天就是emily的畢業典禮,令我想起和你在大學影畢業相的那天,之後到你走... 嗨......很快Emily又走喇...

227  日期: 2004-10-06 14:32:47
adela ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

hihi...ellen...哈哈...我近來幾好呀...剛剛過了既mid sem,神比我既分數係足以應付我既屋企人ga lei...好開心呀,好滿足呀~~

226  日期: 2004-10-06 14:26:09
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

今日是第三日返工。相比昨日,今日放工後沒有太累。昨日還怕甚樣返學。不過,公司冷氣真的很勁,可能因為0禁,昨日過了一日冷河~~0震0下0震0下,全身都0震到累啦!

只是第三日,帶我做的那人就叫我自修。自己做?是他睇得起我?還是,這是他教人的方法?不過,他明日兩日都放假,看來我這兩日都是自修。

哈哈‥我今個月可以返教會呀!非常感謝神!同事話只是第一個月可以放星期日,如有需要同事亦樂意替換。不過,誰會不放星期日?

225  日期: 2004-10-02 09:17:54
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

今天,去了送Ah-Fun及Vincent的機。真的不拾得Funny!若沒有了她不時的提醒,我也不知道從那裡得到意見了!雖然(屬靈)生命道路是靠神聖靈而走的,但同路人也很重要!可是人大了,自然就要獨自面一切。
感恩的-神曾給我美好的初信階段。
祈禱的-神仍堅固我的信心及給我智慧。

224  日期: 2004-09-29 14:23:53
雨林 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

多謝你留言及關心!
已有工作,十月開始在邵氐工作。
祝工作順利!

223  日期: 2004-09-28 07:14:32
William ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Hi, Ellen, did u find a job ? What is it ?
The coming weekend, I will going to Beijing for AL concert making-of. I will have the trip with old classmates in Creative Media who are working in the October Picture (拾月堂,十記)

222  日期: 2004-09-27 16:07:23
杜傑 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

返新教會,你們要俾心機呀!

221  日期: 2004-09-27 17:18:11
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又過了一星期啦!又再上堂!雖然遲到,但又有何分別?好似還未真正教書!

昨日,正式返崇真會。講題是「一比九十九」-- 馬太福音十八章12-20。被撇下的九十九隻羊是最重要的,亦因牧羊人早巳確保他們是安全,所以才出到外面找尋那迷路的一隻羊!這比喻讓我們明白--神不喜歡人獨處(創2)或是喜歡一體完整性(林前12)。

那迷路的不一定是未信的!也可以是已信的,並且迷路的基督徒。那隻羊迷路,即遍離了大隊,留在外面--這就會有危險,甚至有機會跟另一主人(犯罪)。同樣地,牧羊人知道羊的軟弱(羊群心理)及無助(沒有方向感),他才撇下那九十九隻去找那迷路的!這說明了神的恩典是可貴的--不論羊是怎樣遍離,牧羊人也不會撇下一隻!祂是可以選擇不找回那一隻羊,但這明明地指出神的恩典!所以,我們迷路(犯罪)後,仍可以被祂尋回,這亦是祂的恩典!不過我們不可因有神的恩典而犯罪!(羅7)

我認同這講法,是因為已信的人也是罪人,而且也會有迷路的時候!有時,我們看自己太大了!為了『傳福音』這旗號(替神找回未信的迷羊),而忽略自己是否那隻迷羊。

不過,重點仍是神的恩典(無私的愛)!

220  日期: 2004-09-24 16:39:57
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應該是最后一日補習!

219  日期: 2004-09-23 02:11:11
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竟然還有Interview的機會?!Application 是兩月之前寄出!

218  日期: 2004-09-21 17:38:04
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昨日開始返學!
感覺~~~很掛念UNSW!掛念那邊的天氣、環境及習學的寧靜!

217  日期: 2004-09-19 18:02:08
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那些對象才是被“呼召”成為宣教士呢?
“宣教士”的定義是什麼?

教會方面,我和家武巳有了決定!我們相信不用再考慮!同時要為立宗和 Sammi 這一對夫婦祈禱~願他們能認識神更深、明白聖誙中的全面性及有美好的團契生活!

216  日期: 2004-09-18 17:10:25
Little Coral ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

感謝神讓您找到理想的工作並有進修的機會,加油啊!
繼續為您祈禱。

215  日期: 2004-09-18 16:39:39
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在團契中途,收到來電通知~~~~影音使團錄用我?!
不知好嬲還是好笑!
打來的人,還追問我有怎麼工作、工作模式是怎樣、輪班的安排是如何等等!
感覺怪怪!所以感到「不知好嬲還是好笑!」

214  日期: 2004-09-18 08:55:25
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

donnu what to do now! ;-P

213  日期: 2004-09-17 14:47:46
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Adela,多謝!你怎樣啦?week幾?你讀書~加油、努力呀!

212  日期: 2004-09-17 12:32:04
adela ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

恭喜你,我會繼續為你祈禱~

211  日期: 2004-09-17 05:48:25
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感謝神!
終於收到電話‥有工做啦!做電影收復工作‥
找工歷時足足六個月,真的無奈!
不過,真的要不斷為我做這份工祈禱!
若沒有神的力量,都不知怎樣面對每一天!

210  日期: 2004-09-16 11:30:29
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新生代‥真難教!

208  日期: 2004-09-15 12:42:44
Ellen 霖 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Will, thanks for your message ar! How was the concert? That will be fun!...not seeing 華哥! but shooting at the concert! I have gone to your website...add oil lar! Work hard for AL project lar!
ME? still looking for jobs...very lost ar! But donnu ar....
Come and leave more messages there la! =)

207  日期: 2004-09-15 04:42:50
William ( willyamho@yahoo.com.hk / http://bloghk.com/blog.php?user=willyam) 留言:

Hello,
this is william, how're u going? we just finished andy's concert making-of shooting, going to edit process. do u find a job now? tell me sth about yr work ^_^

206  日期: 2004-09-15 03:17:36
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昨日去了邵氏片場見工!待遇非常好,但仍要輪班!請我才考慮啦!

205  日期: 2004-09-14 10:17:08
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Adela,你的問題也正是我的問題!
但若果神是全知、全能的創造主(即以Predestination的理念去明白神)。祂可以預定誰得救,亦可以預定我們的心去傳福音!因為這是聖靈的工作!
但明顯我們相信的那一刻,神已命令我們去傳福音!不過,一般的教會都只會認為我們的回應是重點,相反沒有強調神的主權!但我們不能只說「傳福音是神的主權」,而我們這樣亦不可說「沒有責任傳福音」!所以願我們一同求神給力量及智慧讓我們怎樣『傳福音』!

Adela!很高興有你的留言!

204  日期: 2004-09-14 04:34:30
adela ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

咁係咪即係我地心甘情願去傳福音都係因為神改變左我地既心意呀...?

203  日期: 2004-09-13 04:54:40
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昨日又再一次過走兩場主日崇拜!其實都幾累!
同樣是講『傳福音』的信訊,一面是用約拿全書,一面是用羅馬書十章13-17。各有講法,當然他們也是對的。但怎樣『傳福音』或怎樣參與福音工作是不可省略的!

是否只有出到禾場的才是『傳福音』/『宣教士』?
是否走到街上才是『傳福音』?
是否不參加教會福音工作就不是『傳福音』?
是否默默地為其人祈禱也是『傳福音』?

好似約拿一樣,在大魚中的三日三夜裡,他所作的回應‥是他自己心甘情願呼求神?還是神親自改變了約拿對神祂自己的心意?

我們有心志『傳福音』‥是因為我們自己心甘情願?還是神祂自己親自在聖經中跟我們說話呢‥再加上‥祂利用我們的生活環境去改變我們對祂的心意?

「這樣,我們可說甚麼呢?難道神有甚麼不公平麼?斷乎沒有!因他對摩西說:『我要憐憫誰、就憐憫誰、要恩待誰、就恩待誰。』據此看來,這不在乎那定意的,也不在乎那奔跑的,只在乎發憐憫的神。因為經上有話向法老說:『我將你興起來,特要在你身上彰顯我的權能,並要使我的名傳遍天下。』如此看來,神要憐憫誰,就憐憫誰,要叫誰剛硬,就叫誰剛硬。這樣,你必對我說:『他為甚麼還指責人呢?有誰抗拒他的旨意呢?』你這個人哪,你是誰,竟敢向神強嘴呢!受造之物豈能對造他的說:『你為甚麼這樣造我呢!』(陶)匠難道沒有權柄,從一團泥裡拿一塊作成貴重的器皿,又拿一塊作成卑賤的器皿麼?倘若神要顯明他的忿怒,彰顯他的權能,就多多忍耐寬容那可怒、預備遭毀滅的器皿,又要將他豐盛的榮耀、彰顯在那蒙憐憫早預備得榮耀的器皿上。這器皿就是我們被神所召的,不但是從猶太人中,也是從外邦人中。這有甚麼不可呢?」羅馬書9:19-24

最重要仍是‥神的主權(God-centre)。就算我們若有心志『傳福音』也是神祂自己的心意!

不過!今天,我的確沒有為『福音』作出任何行動。是因為我沒有心志?是我逃避神對我最初的呼召?還是我仍不能服從神的主權呢?所以,講到底『神的心意』仍是關鍵!

我(你)有沒有『神的心意』?

202  日期: 2004-09-11 08:14:18
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中文打字已有進步!好開心呀!=)

201  日期: 2004-09-10 09:16:13
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逃避現實...
尋求安隱...
有分別嗎?

200  日期: 2004-09-10 07:22:07
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昨日,跟Zoneo同事唱K!

199  日期: 2004-09-09 04:52:05
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Wilson, 多謝你的留言!多來留言啦!
問題再不是單單像讀書時的那些了!加上四年在悉尼,只是一個人的問題。但現在還要考慮很多方面的因素!
感謝神!我現在還可以啦,不用太擔心!希望你們也有喜樂及平安!

198  日期: 2004-09-09 01:08:10
Wilson ( no email / http://wilsonch.dyndns.org/) 留言:

我聽susana講你搵工上面有問題, 我會幫你祈禱. 好想好想打多o的野比你, 但係太多野啦. 總之你都要幫UCC祈禱呀!

197  日期: 2004-09-04 17:46:50
杜傑 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

今天的短聚,最深印象是讀經的方法,我會試試下!

找工及找教會,不要對神失信心!

196  日期: 2004-09-02 15:27:06
Kylie ( yaukylie@yahoo.com.hk / no homepage) 留言:

Ellen, add oil, don't give up! you know? I'm always encouraged by your faith in God and your testimony of how you live as a Christian.
I got problems again... like those days we had Bible Studies... Sent u an email...

195  日期: 2004-09-01 08:54:06
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我要多打中文呀!

婷婷,多謝妳!
亦要感謝神!靈命上有些少曙光啦!

194  日期: 2004-08-31 11:01:28
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傑傑!歡迎回來!

193  日期: 2004-08-30 14:27:12
keith ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

好久不見!早前電腦壞了!上不到網!
現在,我回來了!

192  日期: 2004-08-30 10:02:20
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昨日崇拜后,我及家武(Alex)終於可以跟玉貞及一平這對夫婦食了午飯,而且我們也談了很久!
感謝神!我真的希望己久!從他們身上見到神!第一次,既可以跟他們談得那麼深入及直接!足足三個半鐘!我相信這是好開始。

191  日期: 2004-08-26 18:41:55
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

To Media Girls - Kylie and Yeeli,
Sorry about my sensitive feeling...I know both of you worry and love me so much! I could say that I am okay now! I haven't given up...I am still working hard with job hunting and waiting for God's answer about church! I must let you both know my news once! WORK HARD, MEDIA GIRLS!

190  日期: 2004-08-25 16:24:52
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Kylie and Yeeli, I have left you both messages via ICQ...Thanks for your both caring and love!

189  日期: 2004-08-19 15:25:49
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Having another interview today...The interview is good! The work is about children and youth works.

But still, I really don't what God wants me to do! I want to get away from the situation which I donnu what I should work for! Yes! I know the future >>> Jesus Christ is coming back soon! But what I should work for food now? or Jesus, please come back la, then I don't have to do anything!

188  日期: 2004-08-18 05:49:56
Self-refection ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

God, you are the only one uses all the vessels and gives wisdom to those whom are your children. Then how about me?

"STANDING FIRM"

187  日期: 2004-08-18 05:40:34
Ellen read from Bible with Briefing ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Now in a great house there are not only vessels of gold and silver but also of wood and clay, some for honorable use, some for dishonorable. Therefore, if anyone cleanses himself from what is dishonorable, he will be a vessel for honorable use, set apart as holy, useful to the master of the house, ready for every good work. 2 Timothy 2:20-21

Indeed, all who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted, while evil people and impostors will go on from bad to worse, deceiving and being deceived. But as for you, continue in what you have learned and have firmly believed, knowing from whom you learned it and how from childhood you have been acquainted with the sacred writings, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith in Christ Jesus. All Scripture is breathed out by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for training in righteousness, that the man of God may be competent, equipped for every good work. 2 Timothy 3:12-17

186  日期: 2004-08-14 08:00:34
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Just watched <<I,Robot>> with HK$25(Around Aus$5) this morning. It's already in theaters for ages! That's not bad watching movie with myself though! That's amazing to watch this kind of Hollywood film again!

That's brilliant! Another movie about Technology-Human Relationship in the future - Human/Technology(Robot)/Cyberlog and the argument of Utopia or Dystopia of Technology! But this time, unique robot - Sonny serves Del Spooner, who is actually a cyberorg, to do their best to fix the mess by the V.I.K.I - the baddie in the film, is she really the bad technology? or is she really protecting human by redefining the 3 Laws? Who should be destroyed in the World - Human or Technology, or even the heart/desire of Human? Finally, the mess is created by human instead of the technology itself...so ironic! That's SO true! In the film, Spooner is the savior of human and Sonny is the savior of the robot, so who is the savior of the World in the reality?

I love watching this kind of movie, though it's not about God and His Words, at least the filmmakers did challenge people to think about on what purpose human/robot be created! Who is messing up the World? But of course, I understand most of the people don't notice this idea that we should understand why we are created by God or who creates us. IT'S TIME TO THINK ABOUT WHO THE TRUE CREATOR OF THE WORLD IS!!! No doubt, images are very powerful convincing people (or simulating people) nowadays! Film with meaning behind is very dangerous to those who never thought of behind the story!

Anyway, my next movie is <<Collateral>>! Watching movie is great! Waiting for the cinema shows it in the morning, then I could pay $25 only again! So nice!

185  日期: 2004-08-13 11:15:14
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I am fine! Thanks, Kylie and Yeeli. Your both SMS...I am glad that you both sent me sms overseas!

The interview is quite funny, which I would open my eyes to see what is TV News Department...the work is a 1.5 months contract job, doing the a program of HK elections at Hong Kong Broadband Network...That will be good if they employ me for gaining more experience, but I don't think they will, cos they need a person who has fast and clear skills for the graphic stuff...I am not the suitable person for this fastest job! anyway, I don't feel upset about that, cos I am not a fast person! I would like to do something in front of the computer, but not being hurry as they need...but that's good to explore the News department, cos it likes the scenes of E.R., very rush and use of every second! ;-)

184  日期: 2004-08-11 15:59:47
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I have an interview on 12 Aug at 3:00pm.....lack of confident! :-|

183  日期: 2004-08-10 07:21:18
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

奇蹟呀!你在那裡?
對!在神的手中!

182  日期: 2004-08-03 06:14:57
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Thanks for reading this guestbook in order to know my news.

Yes, I am going through the hard time at this moment, but I am still learning that God is in control.
Yes, I have nothing to do (except seeking jobs and sending application letters), but I need God's strength to be patient!
Yes, I feel unconfortable at church, but it will be past!

Don't worry about me too much lar! I don't want to be others' burden too long.

181  日期: 2004-07-30 12:17:06
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

我又一次重新振作!踏上找工之旅啦!加油呀!日子重要過去,苦等又有何用?大家努力吧!

又收到the Briefing!又一個月了!

180  日期: 2004-07-27 08:47:29
Ellen ( no email / http://www.ofoto.com/BrowsePhotos.jsp?&collid=820261184105&page=1&sort_order=0) 留言:

Got some news photos to see!

179  日期: 2004-07-26 15:16:43
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Recently, I got several emails from some sisters in Sydney asking my life in HK...I feel weird! I think they sent me email, cos they would like to care about me and hope to know my life truely. But I don't want to reply, of course I replied them one by one finally. I appreciate those emails, but I feel much more leaving out from UCC's connection. Writing emails are very normal to me as well. But my heart seems broken, cos those emails are so late or so less and so cool! I need some times to make them clear what happens in my mind!

178  日期: 2004-07-16 04:38:34
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昨日,我們一家在未打八號風球之前,去了一日自由行!
1.由東涌新發展碼頭出發乘船往屯門碼頭
2.由屯門碼頭外的輕鐵總站往元朗輕鐵總站
3.到元朗食下午茶及B仔涼粉
4.在元朗乘西鐵到南昌站轉往東涌終點站
睇圖片日記請到- http://community.webshots.com/album/163638605lGmBum

177  日期: 2004-07-14 07:58:44
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

當人們正在努力工作的時候.我還在找尋中?

176  日期: 2004-07-12 08:38:02
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

~still learning be patient and give my authority to God who rules over my life and modes my characters

~find out my situation at the fellowship now, dunno it's good or bad! still planning what I should do with the situation

~decide to give myself two more months seaching for video editing job, if after this time frame I will start another plan!

thanks for praying for me!

175  日期: 2004-07-07 03:31:11
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Having a nice day with Loretta and her family on Monday!
9:00 Have Breakfeast at McDonDon nearby the Star Ferry Pier at Tsimshatsui
10:30 Take Ferry from Tsimshatsui to City Hall - Central with Star Ferry
10:45 Take a bus without cover from City Hall to Peak Tram Station
11:00 Take a Tram upto the Peak
11:15 Sight-seeing around at the Peak
12:30 Take a Traim down to the Station
12:45 Have lunch at Cafe de Carol of Australian Building - Habour Centre, cos all the Australian Government departments and copro companies are inside this building!
01:30 Have a walk to HK Convention and Exhibition Centre and end to Golden Bauhiria Square

I am glad to join with them! that's very good to do something which I have never done as a tourist. =) And several things I obsevered why Loretta is a nice, mature and funny girl, cos Jesus Christ? of course, but I think her parents influence Loretta a lot!

Loretta's parents are very funny! They don't like a typical Chinese parents! They are closed to their children...having fun with their children, or I would say they like nomral children who want to have fun all times! Have you seen a dad who could play so hard?

Yes, I may not know this family's problem, no-one is perfect in the world, but I saw Christ when I saw their face on that day! I am glad God gives me a chance to know them and see their model.

174  日期: 2004-07-04 17:27:50
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Thanks, Yeeli!!! Thanks for your call! I am amazed by your call, comparing I was waiting for the fellowship started! Tell you about the fellowship later lar!!! The fellowship is not bad, but I hardly adopt in their style! Donnu how exactly I would explan my feeling at the fellowship, but maybe I was confused by my situation of hunting job lar! or I had no expectation while I was being a worker. I would see the problems of the fellowship now. Thanks for your call, sms and prayers!

I would meet my ex-flatmate - Loretta and her family in HK tomorrow...how amazing in the world! Cos of God's words, this young ABC girl is a brother's wife! Thank God we have so many brothers and sisters in the world!

173  日期: 2004-07-02 13:19:06
Ellen ( no email / http://community.webshots.com/user/ellenpuilamlee) 留言:

Go to above website, then you would see my recent photos. Enjoy!

172  日期: 2004-07-02 08:04:07
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Thanks Yeeli, I donnu why the line would not be get thr.... cos Kylie had the similar case!!! if possible, send me a SMS, then I call u back! Sorry!

171  日期: 2004-07-02 01:41:45
yeeli ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

hey ellen, i've been reading ur column lately but i din really leave msg everytime coz i really want to call u personally instead of leaving msg. i tried calling u a few times but cldnt get tru everytime, which is really frustrating.... but i'm really sad to hear that u have been goin tru a hard time trying to decide on the direction. i dun raelly know what to say but pls dun give up on trusting God...i know things are difficult out there in the work force but i hope that u can continue to stay strong. i hope the call will get tru tonite or tomorrow, but i'll definitely pray for u :)

170  日期: 2004-06-30 05:34:50
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

To my dear, I need your prayers!

Recently, I am thinking about my work...to be honest, I regard to leave my first job. Since the work is about video editing, which I love to do that, but the working hours are out of my control...it's more or less related to my maturely! I am too fresh at the work force!

After I leave my first job, I have found some admin. and clerical works, but I was discouraged by the computer tests...

anyway, I need your prayer that I could make the decision about which field I should work at! Set the time frame for seeking jobs. Of course, only God's wisdom could help me to make the decision. I confess that I didn't trust in God while I was hunting jobs last two months and blame Him why put me into this situation!

169  日期: 2004-06-29 09:04:30
kylie ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Hi ellen,
I tried to call you, but I couldn't reach u ar... why? always got the pin lock... I miss u...

About me -- Finished all assignments 2 weeks ago, so I'm now having my break, very relaxing! I was so stressed out during the last few weeks, assignments coming up, tests, work, relationship with God not good, with friends - not good too... quite tough actually... so after i finished all my assingments, I few like I was released, but still lazy to keep up relationship with friends, want to have some time to cool down myself... so that's why I told u that i will call u, but didn't do that eventually... sorry! not only u, sometimes not even want to talk to those I have to, e.g. my flatmates, hubert... just want to have some quiet time by myself, and not occupied by things around, feel so tired of it! And realtionship with God was like a mess too... I knew it when it happened, but I couldn't do anything except praying...
But I guess I'm ok now, after 2 weeks cooling down...
I started to realise that I'm not the kind of person who can work under pressure for a long period of time, that means I'm not really suitable for working in the media... a bit upset... but anyway, God will plan for me la.
Anyway, hope to talk to u soon.

168  日期: 2004-06-28 15:59:32
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

HK Camp, which is good in a sense for meeting up with sisters and brothers in HK. Not hearing Joshua's talk, cos what he took was very basic! But good to talk with them, very relaxing!

Something had happend with one brother! Pray for that God would give me his wisdom to deal with the similar situation with this brother! I was very angry at the situation, but I understood that this person is like that! Then is that meant we always let him do whatever he wants? I really don't know! Anyway, that's very discouraged ar!

167  日期: 2004-06-28 09:11:27
ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

pray for my direction of work!

166  日期: 2004-06-25 09:32:14
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

As I know Chinese PTC is much harder, I also failed the first one in Chinese, but if you are confident in Chinese, then why not try once more? mm...mm...I think you have to remember very detail of the whole book in Chinese. Cos those Chinese papers are marked by Chinese Pastors in Sydney. Try lar, cos you pay consession fee ma, not really very experience.

thanks! I have called and talked with Ting Ting lar! Thanks! Good Luck for your exam!

165  日期: 2004-06-24 10:23:50
adela ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

因為我好耐先上到網,個留言版已經被停左啦...

我在ucc都係咁呀,好開心呀^^。我同婷婷查經都幾好呀,我地正在查八福呀,都有點兒難啦。我想她的email應該無變o瓜...我既ptc fail左呀,我而家諗緊考唔考多次中文好呀。個feedback話我寫得唔夠深入﹝不過有d野我真係唔知點用英文講﹞

我會為你祈禱ga!!!你好好加油啦!!!

164  日期: 2004-06-23 02:42:25
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Hello Adela! 我非常開心讀到你的留言!好開心好開心好開心!:﹣)

I still have nothing to work for! I have quited the first job! That means I am unemployed! very upset about it! mm...mm... I am getting lost with hunting job! donnu what I should work for! that's very serious problem! very discouraging! not only cos I can't find a job, but also cos the church live in HK... yeah! pray for me lar! about hunting job and adjusting to the church in HK! I need some spiritual support physically here, but I have none!

我也試過去你的留言板!但你是否已停用了?你在UCC怎樣呀?跟婷婷查經怎樣呢?婷婷沒有覆我的email,她是否改了email address??? 你代我問候她吧!

163  日期: 2004-06-20 11:06:44
adela ( adela_lai@hotmail.com / no homepage) 留言:

hihi, ellen~~你o係香港點呀?適唔適應呀?工作如何呀?

我而家同Tammy同埋另一個女仔一齊住呀,我地住得好開心呀。有時會一齊煮飯啦,又會煲下湯ga...好耐無見啦,我地近日先申請到上網呀...而家呢段時間係exam period呀,不過我聽日就考完啦,因為我兩日要考四科呀...

162  日期: 2004-06-16 19:58:47
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

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161  日期: 2004-06-13 03:07:59
yeeli ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

dear ellen:
congratulations on ur graduations!! (although it's just a ceremony) i have to wait for mine next year leh...:( pls make sure u post the photos ASAP so that i can have a look!! feel excited for u !! ;)

btw dun be so worry okie, surely God has His own plan for u, it's just that for a while u have to be really patient and continue to trust Him....pls email me if u have specific things to pray for, anything...the more people praying, the better :)

take care sis, and looking fw to talk to u soon!!

luv,
yeeli ;)

160  日期: 2004-06-11 17:23:14
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Graduation Ceremony is on coming Sunday!

159  日期: 2004-06-09 16:54:36
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

又有interviews! 但非常膽心呀!

158  日期: 2004-06-04 06:01:38
ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Yeeli, thanks for your every response for supporting me! As I have mentioned....actually I love to do graphic and effects for video, that's meant the last job could provide me this room, but I have quited it and I fully understant that video editing could bring to very very long working hours! But when I am doing my online portfolio these few days, I find that I love video editing very much....so I really don't understand myself ar! very confused!

if I really don't want to do media, I don't know why I do my online portfolio. But at the same time, I have nothing to do besides sending applications out!

getting lost

157  日期: 2004-06-02 06:55:46
yeeli ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

wow, that's "interesting"...see, that's wat the real world is like...all the students out there, appreaciate ur uni life!!! ;p
but look at the bright side, although media companies are competitive and complicated most of the time, but there are still some good ones....anyway ur talents (i think u r talented!!) won't just go away provided that u keep it as ur amateur profession (like ur website--oh well they call it weblogs nowadays...), something u can do during ur free time....u know wat, i really appreaciate the MYC ad that u did last year..see,it's useful...u mite stick to an admin job but doesnt mean u give up on ur interest :)
anyway, really thank God 4 ur job opportunity and His continuos provision....i'll talk too u soon okie..take care and have a great day!!!
yeeli;)

156  日期: 2004-06-01 19:42:34
ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Thanks Yeeli!

Interviews on Monday:
That's great that I have a good interview in the morning! The two interviewers listen very carefully about my uni media assignments. Comparing with the last week, that's very different! The guy said that I wouldn't suit for their works while I was still presenting my media works last week. But this time, these two guys really would like to know my works at Uni. However, after the morning interview I find that I am not really talented in graphic design! My talent is not design, but making effects! That's meant the first job - video editing is the job! But I have quited already! I think I would not regerd about it!

The afternoon one is bit more funny! The company is a photos agency. I thought that's good just managing their photos library! But I am wrong! The company is about selling illegal photos of Western celebities! you know what??? by selling the photos for making news! During the interview, I really want to leave, and even I say something weird to the "ghost" interviewer that I have no comment about my work qualities! How funny it is!

That's good to understand the situation I am standing at now! These interviews open my mind and eyes that I may not suit working at media! But of course, I still have to finish my portfolio which I need to sent it out by 3 June. After that I think I would concentrate on the Admin field!

155  日期: 2004-06-01 10:41:38
yeeli ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

anytime...i felt so bad 4 not able to be there for u, prayer and encouragement is the least that i can do....u are a good listener and gave me lots of encouragement when i was so lost....i always remember and thank God that u were there 4 me when i needed u... :)

I can tell that u really have great passion in the media field, even more than i do!! that's not a bad thing at all...but u are right, most of the time the nature of media job is really unfixed and demanding, which is really hard to avoid....but dun be despair, u'll never know whether God will or will not want u to be in media field....same with me, i have no idea whether God will gimme a media job when i get back to m'sia (i dunno how to response to everyone around me if i dun get one...after studying 4 so long here...;p)

BUT one thing we know for sure is that God wants us to grow in godliness (thanks to MYC last year ;) even if u dun get a job u like at the moment(i.e.media) , it doesn't mean u won't get one in the future, God has HIS own timing....Matt (i think..) tells us that if we put God's kingdom first, God will give us our own desire.....
but again just to let u know that it's easy for me to say that...yes i realise that too....it's not east AT ALL when it comes to real life practice.....i find it very hard too....for the last 2 months i've been blaming God y He makes me go tru all these "sufferings"(i.e.media course ;p which is not really considered a suffering at all)
what i came to realise is that i wasn't trusting in God even in such small matter, hence i was despair and really depress....i din even wanna talk to God!! but thank God that i finally went back to Him, say sorry....and now i feel relieved coz my relationship with God has become closer!!! oh well, sure things aren't getting any better (in fact it's gettg worse coz i got 3 huge essays due in the coming weeks :() but just that i keep reminding myself that i need to trust in God no matter what happen (but i think i still dun like to think abt the fact that God may choose to fail me..hehe...)....
just wanna let u know that i'll keep praying for u that God will give u a clearer guidence, and dun worry too much okie, if not u'll get more wrinkles!! ;p

again, gambate in ur interview and all the best to u....just remember,for God, anything is possible...
talk to u soon :)

yeeli

154  日期: 2004-05-30 15:38:51
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Dearest Yeeli,

I really want to cry after read through your message! Thanks for your encouragement! You know what??? I am really really scared of something which I have planned to do while I was in Sydney. I have a mission which is enlightened by "Christians in the Media". I had dreamed that if I would do the ministry in Media. I had discussed with several people at Club5 and also Dominic Steel. I was wondering I may have a prayer that I would do God's mission in HK's media. But actually it was too big for me! I have never thought that would be possible or not. But at this moment, I am scared of this prayer! You know what??? I have sent out applications for two kinds of job - Admin. and media stuff. I have more responses from media stuff. I was thinking whether God would like me to work at media. I am so worried about it! But I wouldn't see that's wise to work at media, esp the job nature!

Thanks for your sharing with me about the Romans 8. Actually, I find I wasn't suffering enough, or I avoid suffering for Christ lar! sigh!!! My mum told me that I like a bean bag...think about a bean bag what it looks like, then you would know what I like look at this moment!

I am really looking forward to Josh's trip to HK. I am not saying that Josh could help me, but I need to read God's words quietly. I need these times! And I need some biblical conversations!

Thanks for your distant support!

Anyway, thanks for your email, I have another two more interviews...

153  日期: 2004-05-30 10:14:55
yeeli ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

dear ellen, how are u?? miss u dearly.....tried calling u the other day but cldnt get tru coz network bz.... :(
anyway just drop by to check how u are goin...i'll be praying for ur interview (hope it's not too late tho...) dun be worry, it mite seems a bit frustrating at this moment but God is always by ur side and the spirit of Christ is in you....so pls pray that God willl guide u tru the confusion and difficult choice....i do admit that i'm tends to slack in prayer too, but let's work together, let's learn to trust God more everyday.....sure there are times that we doubt God, indeed very oftern....but God always knows our weakness...that's why Jesus Christ is always there for us, all the time!!! Jesus had his weakest moment too, that's why He can understand us best....moreover, He died and rose in victory, today Josh just reminded us that we'll be there to share the glory with Christ when He comes again...just to quote Romans 8: 18-30

I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. The creation waits in eager expectation for the sons of God to be revealed. For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God.
We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.
In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will.

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.

hehe....it's a bit long, but just that ther are so many great hope in the passage!! anyway, i wish u the best in the coming interview and ur spiritual life too....sorry for not keeping in touch regularly coz getting really crazy toeards the end of term ...but will try my best keeping in touch with u tru prayer :)
pls take care and cheer up okay?? ;-)

and to Mr/Miss Anonymous: pls read this :)
The Beautiful Lie
http://www.christianityworks.com.au/pages/reflection_current.asp?pid=88&agid=10&archid=590

luv,
yeeli :)

152  日期: 2004-05-27 03:45:25
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

若果我作為基督徒,對神的信心是 ……
不用每天用時間看神的話語。

我是否自欺呢?
為我祈禱吧!

151  日期: 2004-05-27 03:31:03
雯大姊 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

當你憂傷時,請撥…………………………………………… 約翰福音 14
當你犯了罪,請撥…………………………………………… 詩篇 51
當你面對危難,請撥………………………………………… 詩篇 91
當所有人都令你失望,請撥………………………………… 詩篇 27
當你覺得上帝離你好遠,請撥……………………………… 詩篇 139
當你的信心需要鼓勵時,請撥……………………………… 希伯來書 11
當你又孤單又懼怕時,請撥………………………………… 詩篇 23
當你擔憂時,請撥…………………………………………… 馬太福音 8:19-34
當你受傷害,心懷不平時,請撥…………………………… 哥林多前書 13
當你懷疑基督信仰時,請撥………………………………… 哥林多後書 5:15-18
當你覺得被遺棄被隔絕時,請撥…………………………… 羅馬書 8:31-39
當你尋找平安時,請撥……………………………………… 馬太福音 11:25-30
當你覺得世界比上帝更大時,請撥………………………… 詩篇 90
當你需要基督?像需要保險時,請撥……………………… 羅馬書 8:1-30
當你出門遠行時,請撥……………………………………… 詩篇 121
當你為自己禱告時,請撥…………………………………… 詩篇 87
當你需要勇氣去完成一項工作時,請撥…………………… 約書亞書 1
當你為投資與通漲晝夜思慮時,請撥……………………… 馬可福音 10:17-31
當你心情低落時,請撥……………………………………… 詩篇 27
當你的銀行戶口結餘是零時,請撥………………………… 詩篇 37
當你對所有人失去信心時,請撥…………………………… 哥林多前書 13
當你覺得周圍的人不友善時,請撥………………………… 約翰福音 15
當你失去盼望時,請撥……………………………………… 詩篇 126
當你覺得世界比你小時,請撥……………………………… 詩篇 19
當你希望結出果子時,請撥………………………………… 約翰福音 15
使徒保羅擁有喜樂的秘訣,請撥…………………………… 歌羅西書 3:12-17
當你碰到很好的機遇或洞察先機時,請撥………………… 以賽亞書 55
當你想與其他人和睦相處時,請撥………………………… 羅馬書 12
輔助號碼面對驚恐,請撥…………………………………… 詩篇 3:47
尋求保護,請撥……………………………………………… 詩篇 121:3
尋求保障,請撥……………………………………………… 馬可福音 8:35
尋求雙重保障,請撥………………………………………… 詩篇 145:18

以上所有號碼都是直線電話,不需接線生所有專線都直通天堂,全日開放,全年無休。只要好好保養你的信心,疑慮之心便會慢慢凋謝。

聖靈所結的果子、就是仁愛、喜樂、和平、忍耐、恩慈、良善、信實、溫柔、節制
加拉太書5:22-23

150  日期: 2004-05-27 03:28:22
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

To Anonymous
http://www.matthiasmedia.com.au/2wtl/

149  日期: 2004-05-27 01:00:53
Anonymous ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Don't be stupid. God can't help you no matter what. Stay true to yourself. The only person could help you is yourself. Forget about God!

148  日期: 2004-05-24 09:59:11
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I don't have any offer yet ar!

147  日期: 2004-05-22 10:01:37
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I have two appointments of interview on coming monday... they are very different kinds of works! Pray that I would have God's wisdom to handle the interviews. I still don't know which field I should work at! That's my problem...I am not happy with that I lost my direction! Anyway...do my best with my portfolio tommorow!

Thank God! He lets me see that I am that bad with my work! I am very health physically and mentally. Pray for our Sister in Christ! She could couple with the mentally problem! But I am sure that God loves her always!

146  日期: 2004-05-19 07:37:07
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Being Godly...that's really hard to do so!

145  日期: 2004-05-15 15:54:36
貴微給的電郵 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

聖經的有趣發現

聖經的中央

聖經中最短的一章是?
答案:詩篇 117

聖經中最長的一章是?
答案:詩篇 119

哪一章位於聖經的中心?
答案:詩篇 118

於詩篇118之前共有594章。
於詩篇118之後也共有594章。
將594加上594,你會得到1188。

位於聖經中間的經節是?

答案:詩118:8

這節經文有沒有提到神完全的旨意對我們的生命有何意義呢?

下一次有人說他們要找出神對他們生命的旨意和他們渴望成為祂旨意的中心,就給他們這句神中心的話吧!

詩篇118:8「相信上主比相信人更好。」

現在是否覺得這樣的安排很美妙(或是否神在它的中央)?

當你送出這文章前,請接受我一個請求。

你有沒有一分鐘? 60秒給神?
所有你要做的事是簡單地為送這文章給你的人禱告。

父親!求神祝福_______今日他/她一切的所需!和_______的生命滿有你的平安、興旺和能力,使他/她尋求一個跟神你更親密的關係,阿們!」

現在,把這文章送給五位朋友。一個小時之內就有五位朋友為你禱告和你將會為許多的人祈禱。

然後,坐下來並看看神的能力在你生命中的工作使你知道祂愛你。

信心不會使你被煩惱困擾,信心會使你勝過它。
神祝福你! God Bless You.

144  日期: 2004-05-14 01:48:07
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

福氣

如果你的冰箱中有食物,身上有衣服穿,頭上有屋頂,有地方睡覺,
你已經比這世界中75%的人還富有。

如果你銀行、皮夾中還有錢,在某個角落還有零錢,
你已名列世上首富的前8%。

如果你今早起床時,沒有生病,
你比那在這個星期終將無法存活的100萬人還有福了。

如果你不曾經歷過戰爭的危險、被囚的孤單、受折磨的痛苦、或飢餓的苦楚…
你的福氣是在世界上5億人之前了。

如果你能不害怕被騷擾、逮捕、折磨、或死亡地參加教會的聚會…
你比世界上30億人口還幸福。

如果你的雙親還健在並且還結婚著,你是屬於少數民族...

如果你能抬頭、臉上微笑、真心感謝…你是蒙福的,
因為大部分雖可以如此,大部分人卻不這麼做。

如果你能握著某個人的手、擁抱他們、或甚至觸摸他們的肩膀,你是有福的,
因為你能提供醫治心靈的觸摸。

如果你能讀這信息,你接受了雙倍的祝福,因有人想到你,
同時,你比世界上完全不能閱讀的20億人還有福氣。

(Copy from Donald Lao's email)

143  日期: 2004-05-13 14:29:12
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I are always accepted others' comments! But I prefer the reasonable and rational suggestions!

142  日期: 2004-05-11 10:26:31
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

My dearest friends,
I have quited my job - do video editing! I don't think I suit to do this job, esp the working hours and working format...pls pray for me: I would start finding job again la! That's a tough work to do ar! Pray that God would provide the suitable job for me la!

btw, go to my new photo album page ~
http://community.webshots.com/user/ellenpuilamlee

141  日期: 2004-05-11 10:20:47
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Hey Yeeli,
I haven't never thought our conversations could encourage others! But, your message is very encouraging not even for me, but also to my friend Keith, I use to call him 傑傑. I met Keith when we joint an outdoor activity. But he quited the activity at the end, cos he scared of the challenging activity. However, Keith now is a very different person; facing challenging social works. And also thank God that Keith is our brother in Christ. Hey Yeeli, you must leave us more message which you learn from FOCUS or other conferences la!

No worries, 傑傑!
我覺得我們作為基督徒,正如綺利(Yeeli)所分享的一樣…屬神的人要依靠主!By the way, 傑傑來讓我介紹︰Yeeli是我在澳洲讀Media時,神給我的鼓勵!由一位追求自我努力的留學生;到追求及渴求神話語的一位姊妹!傑傑…我以你現在的位份而致敬0家!加油啦!

140  日期: 2004-05-09 00:48:08
Keith ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Ellen,

I have copied the following message in my guestbook. It was from your friend Yeeli's message (in message 136). Hope that you don't mind I put the message there, since it was really impressed me!

I was complaining to God why He has place me in this situation. but late i realised that the more distressed i am, the more i sense that i need to rely on God. i know that if everything go really well for me i wont be depending much on God!! although until now i'm still facing struggle and getting really stressed-up everyday, i keep reminding myself that God is still in control....i just went to the Young Evangelical Women Conference (now knowm as EQUIP) yesterday and we learn abt 2Cor10-13, where Paul writes 'for christ's sake, i delight in weakness...for when i am weak, then i am strong'!

(Copy from Ellen's homepage)

139  日期: 2004-05-05 16:15:09
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Yeeli, if you don't mind I put our conversation here! then this guestbook isn't just written by myself! ;-) Yeah...Today we have finished one episode out of thrity...but this episode is just the draft only! I think that's the time to quit! if not I can't get out from the pool! anyway, thanks for your quick reply! I am grand to read your message here! AND thank God He sent you become my support at media! anyway, I need brave to talk to my boss about my decision! Finally, I found that the time shift or as you said ~ commitment is the key; the relationship with my colleages or the content of the project all are not the reason making me to stay or leave! But still pray for me that I would think more deeply after I resign la!

Alice, I will call you sometimes after this week. If God's willing, then I will be free after this week, and then we would really study Ephaians la! That's great to read throug it! ;-)

138  日期: 2004-05-04 15:29:14
yeeli ( elic7@yahoo.com / no homepage) 留言:

it's okie miss lee, i forgive u coz our God is forgiving, hehe.... ;p
ooops, i din notice u've told me abt ur decision already in the email coz i went straight to this webpage, there's where i raed abt ur detailed suffering... actually i' really happy that u decided that way...i wanted to advice u that but i din do that coz i try not to tell ppl wat to do and keep insisting on my own opinion, coz ultimately it's ur own choice. but i dun think there is anything to be regret of....i really think is a wise choice.....i've been thinking all this while abt whether to look 4 a media job when i go back to m'sia, coz i know the lifestyle of a media worker requires a great commitment, which i mite not be able to give if i wanna put God first! so dun feel bad for making such decision, u r doing a godly thing, but just bear in mind, to be godly requires many great struggles...just remember:
"...we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope." (Romans 5:3)
Dun be worry if it mite seems taken out of context, it's not, coz u r struggling for Christ's sake, so.....rejoice!! :p

yea, i understand wat u mean, eveb bible tells us tat all the time abt the difficulties tat we'll b facing with outsiders. but my situtation is not because of the X'n vs non-X'n aspect only, it's also the huge socio-cultural difference tat is in between me n my coursemates. it's so hard 4 me to find a common ground with them, so i chose to avoid the problem, coz i got soooooooo many other "more impotant" things r goin on at the moment. not tat i dun wanna try, jz that i think i am not competent to explain/argue abt my belief...the thing is most of them are not just ordinary non-believers, most of them know heaps abt the bible (but doesnt mean they understand!) it's beyond my ability to explain to them. i know i sound like i dun trust in the power of God in the gospel,i do, but i just think that it's sooooo hard.....but wat i can do at this moment is to pray for them lah.....

dun worry lah, i'm sure u'll get another betta job, may not be a media job, but my policy is rather a less ambitious one: the lesser struggle the betta!! haha.......i'm hopeless leh.....it's easy for me to say that, u'll wait and see, when i go back to m'sia, i think i mite be facing exactly the same problem as urs.....then i'll be seeking ur advice, haha.....
u r always be my faithful listener and adviser, that's a thing that i thank God for! :)

anyway, feel free to send me emails whenever u feel like getting someone to complain to, and do forgive me for not initiating to write to u often coz this few months i keep claiming that i struggle a lot, haha.....

pls take care n be happie okie!!

luv,
yeeli.

137  日期: 2004-05-04 15:13:26
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Sorry Yeeli! I always thought that 鍾 is Choy instead of Chong in Malaysian Chinese ma!!! I know now, I would change your name at my address book la :-P!!! Anyway, thank for your great message! I am really really appreciated that and encouraged by your care! You are really my glory while I read through your message! God is amazing! He teaches and cares you a lot!

I have analysed my situation at work! There are many reasons why I felt uncomfortable with my working enviornment! One of the reasons is my relationship with my non-Christian colleages. That's the problem which had happened at Uni, but I have never faced that and chose to escape from that!Since I became a Christian, I started learning how to do what Bible says, but at the same time I have narrowed my life just inside Christians circle. Cos that's more easier and comfortable ma! ;-P

I discovered that all my friends in Sydney are Christians. I have seldom talk with non-Christians during my Uni life, even I don't talk with some ppl from HK at Media class. Or I could say I choose some ppl who didn't oppsite Christianity, just like you and Pauline to become my friends at Media. That's very very unhealth to us, cos we are not nuns living over the hills. We have to face the reality that there are many many non-Christians in the world, who reject God's gospel, but they are still very nice and helpful, even sometimes they are nicer and more helpful than Christians! That's what I learnt during these days at work place! My colleages are actually very nice and helpful. Remember they reject the gospel, but they are not rejecting you! Yes, the way of thinking is very different, but you may need to put down yourself first.(I still try my best to deny myself!)

Don't think that those non-Christians should reject our belief cos they all love postmodernism...I don't think so, I think they are still learning something they don't know and try to be COOL if they knew a bit from postmodernism. In reality they don't really understand the real gospel instead, if we build relationship with them, they may know who you are or may want to know why you are a media honour student, but at the same time you are a Christian. That's my strategy sharing gospel to you. Do you remember that? :-P It takes time, but the key is God's willing. If God doesn't plan to save you, He would not put so many ppl around you explaning the real gospel. Of course we need continous prayers asking and inviting God does his will faster!

Do you remember the preacher - Dominic Steele at ChristianIntheMedia? He told me that ppl in Aus Media are very open-minded, they will be very interested in your own Jounery with God. That's the first question in their mind instead of asking what the truth is or the theological things! Get the most opportunities to know the way of non-christians' thought while you are still at Uni, if you really want to work at media. Of course, try your best if you think my sugguestion is sound to use! If you really can't stand before those non-Christians, then you don't have to do what I said. mmmmm... I could tell you that you could choose to escape from non-Christians at Uni, but you couldn't choose to escape that situation when you work with Chinese at home. Chinese have more problems which we actually understand most...cos we were sinners as they are now... we are no different from them, but now we are saved by Jesus' blood only! My point is we have to accept that we are still wrong-doers even we're saved by God. We are not perfect or can't be perfect. And also we need to accept that we will like non-christians sometimes. (btw, if you really need support at media, go de website ~ www.christiansinthemedia.org send them email seeking for help la! of course I would pray for you always!)

I have made the decision as I told you in the email. Pray to God that I would never regret what I decided! Cos it's really hard to make this decision! I love making graphic stuff, but I dislike the media working culture! And I am not a protential single woman, I can't do media ministry on my own! But still the same verse! "For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain." Phip 1:21 That's really true!

Remember you in my prayer!

136  日期: 2004-05-02 03:49:11
yeeli ( elic7@yahoo.com / no homepage) 留言:

halo my dearest ellen...really glad to hear from u n sooooooo sorry that i havent been emailing u since u went back! i've just tryed a really long msg to u just now but accidentally deleted, i almost cry !! but anyway, sorry to hear abt wat u r goin tru, really hope that u'll continue to be strong and hold on, my dear sis!!

just wanna let u know that i've been struggling tru the past 2mths....i really really HATE the stuffs that i'm studying coz they rae really rubbish (3x worse than the undergrad) the class environment is just sooo anti-christian, the study is often abt spirit lah, God doesnt exist lah,and they are just sooo obsess with technology, basically like technology idolatary!! goin to class is such a torture 4 me!!trust me, u won't like the course at all!!
i really miss the time when we were in the same tut and lec.....there are only abt 12 of us doin hons n i'm sort of the only asian(ther's another ABC--u rmb jackie wong?)i cant really click with them that's y i always keep silence in class and seldom mix with them. i think all of them must think that i'm a weirdo!!

BUT i really raelly thank God that He hasnt make my life really bad coz i get to go for Paul's Campus Bible Study every tue b4 i go to class, that is like my ultimate spiritual support in class....i'm really looking fw to the 2nd sem where i dun have to do subjects anymore, then i'll be more free and really looking fw to talk to u on the phone. honestly, i wanted to call u for a few times but just dun get the chance to do so....sigh....

although our situation is diffrent but like u i have also been struggling for the past 2 mths...i was complaining to God why He has place me in this situation. but late i realised that the more distressed i am, the more i sense that i need to rely on God. i know that if everything go really well for me i wont be depending much on God!! although until now i'm still facing struggle and getting really stressed-up everyday, i keep reminding myself that God is still in control....i just went to the Young Evangelical Women Conference (now knowm as EQUIP) yesterday and we learn abt 2Cor10-13, where Paul writes 'for christ's sake, i delight in weakness...for when i am weak, then i am strong'! it's a really great comfort for all of us the followers of christ knowing that Jesus will return anytime!! trust me, for many times i have been wanting Jesus to come back right away so that i dun have to go tru the study, but yet i know that God is being patient, not wanting many to perish, and that i have to learnt to be patient and strong like Jesus and Paul too!!

anyway, it's really great to share with u my problem(like i used to) there is nothing that i can help with ur difficult situtaion but to pray for u. i thank God that He hears us and He cares for us and He grants us this special relationship whre we can be sister in Christ!! i'll be praying for u, pray that u'll be able to get tru the hardtimes, and to pary for wisdom in making decision regarding whether to continue with that job. Please take care of urself and continue to put ur trust in God :)
p/s:my surname is chong, not choy leh...;p

135  日期: 2004-04-21 14:12:25
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Oh...my God...我想離開通消的日子不遠了!我好擔心啊!有機會返不到屋企睡...

134  日期: 2004-04-20 13:14:36
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I have started to work from the afternoon for two days. I think I may work even onvernight later on! Pray for me la!!! I am still asking God if I should work in Media!

133  日期: 2004-04-18 15:38:06
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I had a good time at last fellowship! It seems I get some support from the fellowship...Pray that God would lead the rest! Having good time to share the lives with sisters and brothers at fellowship...specially the working culture at my job! Hope that the relationship is built on God's words, but not only sharing.

I really feel uncomfortable at my working environment...I don't know!!! that's my problems!Ha!!!:-( Work is my problem always...just like doing my uni assignments! looking back I always didn't want to do my assignments, the attitude is exactly the same as now! Oh dear!

but thank God that God gave me the eternal life...I have hope always! Pray that I would glorify God whatever I do! But that's very hard for me at a tempting working environment!

132  日期: 2004-04-13 13:59:46
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Thank Kylie, I am glad to read your message! I don't know how to explain...but I had the first Easter Holidays without Church Camp in my live...I miss that of course! But I had gone to my Church Easter Services instead: one on Good Firday and one on Sunday. Two were very good to remind me that I am a Christian! Living at UNSW is a Christian environment, like a glasshouse which protects my Christian live...one sense it's feeding me God's words, one sense the lives are not fully real! But while I am a Christian worker, I found hard to being a Christian and it's easy not follow Christ! That's good if Kylie you could post your notes here, then I would read what you learnt! But of course God doesn't stop caring me...I have another way of Christian live here in Hong Kong...pray for me that I could manage my time to do what I plan to do la!!! Time always is my issue here, cos I don't have much time after full-day work! I miss you, too Kylie! I may find a time to call ga la! Of course I need your prayer la!

131  日期: 2004-04-12 09:47:01
kylie ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

How's your trachea? take care ah!
We just come back from church camp today. the camp was very good. (except for the food there! as usual....) the part i enjoy the most was bible studies. in our group, there are three new comers, two of them are not yet christian, but it's very good to see them really get involve in bible study and very keen in learning all the stuff! pray that they may continue to learn God's word and know him better.
We UCC girls were divided into 2 rooms, so around 18 ppl in a room. The first night my room was dead locked, and we couldn't get in or out. The problem was not solved until midnight! Made me couldn't sleep well ar....
The bible study was on Matt 4-7, about why we should follow Jesus, how should we follow him, what should we not to do to follow him. actually i learnt soooooo many things and wanna share with u, but then i'll have to write a lot le...
* Please pray for me as God can guide me to continuously learn to be godly.
also, pray that I can manage my time well for the rest of the week to finish the assignments.... (I'm still doing my media assignment.... due tmr!)

miss you and pray for u always! :-D

130  日期: 2004-04-08 18:48:28
霖.無奈 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

今天開始跟Alice查經!查以弗所書…不是弗以所書;-/ 希望我自己可以從中學習神的說話!Alice.我們一同向神祈求祂給我們智慧…面對生活!

可以放假啦!真的等得辛苦…不過只返了一個月!算啦!我是一個有福的人,就不應時時叫苦連天!但矛盾非常…找到自己讀大學有關的職業,還不滿…太過份了!但那裡有舒適的工作環境?

祈禱:我可以做一個Godly的工人…如果可以只做神的工就最好!希望於同事中作見證傳福音。

129  日期: 2004-04-05 16:00:01
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昨晚因身體不適而上不了鳳凰山睇日出,今天放假也只有睡了一天!

128  日期: 2004-04-05 15:54:57
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The Passion of the Christ 開始於香港上映,我沒有立刻想去睇因為我的想法跟那位牧師的回應一樣(貴微forward比我的那message)!但當同事談論時,我完全不知道它的內容是什麼,很難以此片講耶穌…正如保羅於腓立比書中說明有人傳基督是出於嫉妒紛紛(1︰15),保羅亦同時回應︰「這又何妨呢?或假意或真心,無論怎樣,基督究竟被傳開了!」1︰18 不過那裡有於MEDIA可以用真心傳基督呢?

127  日期: 2004-04-05 15:33:47
Ellen ( no email / http://www.anglicanmedia.com.au/index.php/article/articleview/1231/1/19) 留言:

其實The Passion of the Christ 於澳洲已上映很久,而且悉尼傳煤聖公會也對此片作出映評–如下︰

The Passion of the Christ
Reviewed by: Glenn Davies
Rating: TBA

Mel Gibson’s much celebrated film depicting the last twelve hours of Jesus’ earthly life will arrive in our cinemas on Ash Wednesday, February 25. Late last year I was privileged to see a version of the film that the producers have been showing to various church officials around the world.

I was informed that the film was still a work in progress, not necessarily the final form that will be released this month. Nonetheless, the film that I saw was an extraordinarily moving and faithful account of the events leading from Gethsemane to Golgotha.

While the dialogue is in Aramaic, apart from the Latin dialogue involving Pontius Pilate, the original language added to the authenticity of the film as an accurate record of historical fact. The English subtitles are unobtrusive and we are grateful to Mel Gibson for agreeing to supply them, having previously rejected the idea of providing any form of translation.

Opening with a text from Isaiah 53, the film explicitly identifies the death of Jesus as a sacrifice for sin. The first scene finds Jesus at prayer in the Garden of Gethsemane. Here in striking fashion the Devil appears in human form, intent on drawing Jesus away from his path to the cross. Moreover, the use of a snake appearing from beneath Satan’s flowing garment and slithering towards Jesus is a master-stroke of visual genius. Powerful in its evocative imagery of another Garden where Satan confronted Adam, here the snake is not triumphant, but defeated. The promise of Genesis 3:15 is then dramatically portrayed as Jesus, the second Adam, crushes the serpent’s head. Whomever Mel Gibson consulted has enabled good biblical theology to come to our screen.

The film then records the arrest of Jesus in the garden, the mock trial before the high priest, the appearances before Pilate and Herod, interspersed with the floggings that Jesus received at the hands of the roman guards. Here the film is at its most graphic. These scenes alone may well earn the film an MA rating.

However, as the Pope has been quoted as saying, “It is as it was.” First century Roman floggings were notorious for their brutality, and the makers of The Passion have spared the viewer no detail in depicting the kind of treatment that Jesus would have suffered. In fact, the depiction of Jesus’ physical suffering is so graphic that the spiritual suffering of Jesus upon the cross almost fades into the background.

The film passes through the judgment of Pilate and the road to crucifixion. While Catholic piety is reinforced with the ‘stations of the cross’ (for those who have eyes to see), it is not overbearing. Jesus’ seven last words from the cross are spoken with power and effectiveness, as is so much within this film.

Yet the film does not end with a burial of a forgotten Jewish individual, but with a resurrection from the dead. The final scene, though short, is evocative and refreshing, allowing viewers to contemplate for themselves the significance of Jesus’ death – and his resurrection!

While one can quibble about some details, the overall impact of the film is compelling.
What is particularly striking is the visualisation of the effect of Jesus upon others. Have you ever thought how Malchus reacted to Jesus’ healing of his ear, after Peter’s overzealous removal of same? The look on Malchus’ face, while not described by Luke, must have been priceless. Consider the reaction of Barabbas upon hearing of his release, or the response of Simon of Cyrene in being conscripted to carry Jesus’ cross. A film version of the final hours of Jesus’ life provide for all kinds of nuances to be visualised in the surrounding characters whom Jesus affected.

The Passion has much evangelistic value. Here is an opportunity for Christians to engage with others, to invite them to view Jesus through different eyes. May God be pleased to open such unbelieving eyes and see the true Christ in all his glory, as the one true sacrifice for sins, none other than the Saviour of the world.

126  日期: 2004-04-05 15:25:51
某牧師回應受難曲-The Passion of the Christ (Foward from 貴微) ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

正如我之前所言,Mel Gibson是天主教徒,記著這個事實,也了解其作品不能完全擺脫其信仰背景,那麼看這套電影,仍是十分有益的。當然,我們要帶著批判的思維,區別那些是聖經說的,那些不是,那就可以了。再者,還得體諒本片是要「按『聖經』配合『電影藝術』」來演繹,因此不像我中學年代的《耶穌傳》那樣平白的表達(老實講,我看過幾次,進入夢鄉也幾次,實在忠實卻乏味),為了配合電影藝術要求,一些「誇張」或「想像」成分是少不了,問題是程度真的大得不能原諒。以下是基於這兩個前設(天主教導演及電影藝術要求),作出一點回應:
  一、有關耶穌「形像化」的出現──這討論由來已久,因為傳統訴諸十誡第二誡有關不能刻像及拜像而有的疑慮。但看的人,即使我五歲的大女,看完卡通的耶穌故事也說:「那不是耶穌自己」。因此,我沒有困惑。如果看了之後揮之不去,那任何與耶穌相關的影片,都不要看。

  二、「這套電影一點也沒有提醒……天主教的信仰錯在那裡,反而堅固他們對天主教異端信仰的信念」──這電影擺明車馬,不是給基督徒看的,我們那?可以強求這電影能用來「反天主教」呢?相反,我們可以用上述幾位基督徒的意見,以天主教聖經為本(放心,與基督教沒有很大不同)一同討論,指出他們所信的,許多是建基在聖經所沒有說的,建基在對聖經情節的人為推斷。說不定能叫天主教改信基督教!

  三、人性化的耶穌──耶穌的人性是真實的,只是傳統福音派教會過強肯定祂的人性,我個人覺得這影片的描述可以是一個平衡。再者,導演清楚表明目的在說明耶穌的愛,這樣描述手法,正是滿足這方面的期望。再者考古學告訴我們,當時人釘十架,的確是完全赤裸的,只是後世免為難,為所敬畏的耶穌加上丁點的布而已。所以影片將耶穌的死與復活是赤身的,是無可厚非。

  四、神化馬利亞──這是明顯的問題,記住就可以了。

  五、其他神怪元素──包括「鬼嬰孩」、「麥當娜與嬰孩」,部份「可能」是出自天主教傳統的影響,部份也是歸因於電影藝術的手法,可能只在表達某種意念信息,而不一定是信念內容內容。

  小結:不要因為某些可區別的真實問題,放棄了難以得到的祝福。即管看,也帶著禱告的心,求神保守。更重要,甚麼東西都不要放棄應有的批評思維。看完之後,跟牧者及有信仰根底的人分享,這是上策。

125  日期: 2004-04-03 15:54:49
我們認為負面的事,神卻有正面回應。 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

貪 念

有兩個乞丐,每天同時經過一戶富貴人家。這家的主人,每天丟銅板給他們,比較高大的那位乞丐總是大聲喊著:「多謝主人!你真是仁心大愛,做好事,願你長命百歲,永遠健康!」但是另外一位瘦削矮小的乞丐,只是輕輕地說:「感謝上主的恩典。」這家的主人每天都丟銅板到窗外,而每天也同時飄來兩種感謝的聲音,一個感謝他,另一個感謝主。

主人起先不覺如何?漸漸地開始有一點不舒服,那種不舒服的感覺一直累積,直到有一天,他想:「奇怪!是我給他錢,他不謝我,卻去謝主,我要給他一點教訓,讓他明白他應該謝的是我。」

主人到麵包店,叫師傅烤了兩條大小一樣的吐司,將一條挖空塞了珍貴的珠寶,然後再把它封起來,兩條麵包看起來完全一樣。乞丐來的時候,他把那個普通的麵包交給瘦小的、只會感謝主的乞丐,而把那條藏著金銀珠寶的麵包,交給高大、每天謝他的乞丐,主人心想:「讓你知道,謝我跟謝主的差別在哪裡!」
那個高大的乞丐拿到麵包,覺得好重,心想:「這麵包一定沒有發好,鐵定不好吃。」他一向喜歡佔便宜,所以對矮小的乞丐說:「我這條吐司麵包跟你換好嗎?」他沒說理由,瘦小個乞丐也沒有問,心裡想著:「這應該也是主的安排!」就跟他換了;第二天,那個瘦瘦小小的乞丐,就再也沒有來乞討了,他決定回去看望他的爸爸媽媽,準備過另一種新生活,他好感謝主!

主人看到高大的乞丐又來乞討,就問:「你的吐司麵包吃完了嗎?」胖胖高大的乞丐回答:「吃了啊!」「啊!裡面的金銀珠寶呢?」主人問。「金銀珠寶?」乞丐這下才明白,吐司麵包的沉重是因為裡面包著珍寶,他說:「我以為是發酵不好,所以把它跟我朋友的交換了。」

主人終於明白,感謝主跟感謝他的差別在哪裡了,感謝他只是想貪求更好,而感謝主卻是怡然自得的無所貪念啊!

這是一篇很好的文章,不論你是否基督徒,都值得看一看!我們認為是 負面的事,神 卻有正面的回應。

你會說:「這是不可能的。」神卻說:「凡事都能。」(路 18:27)

你說:「我太累了。」神說:「我給你安息。」(太 11:28)

你說:「沒有人真正關心我。」神說:「我愛你。」(約 3:16; 約13:34)

你說:「我支持不住了。」神說:「我的恩典夠你用。」(林後12:9; 詩91:15)

你說:「有很多事情,我不能解決。」神說:「我必指引你的路。」(箴3:5-6)

你說:「我不能作這事。」神說:「你凡事都能作。」(腓 4:13)

你說:「我不能。」神說:「我能夠。」(林後 9:8)

你說:「我不能原諒自己。」神說:「我寬恕你。」(約壹1:9;羅8:1)

你說:「我應付不來。」神說:「我會供應你的所需。」(腓4:9)

你說:「我很害怕。」神說:「我賜給你的,不是一個膽怯的心。」(提後1:7)

你說:「我經常憂慮和沮喪。」神說:「將一切的憂慮卸給我。」(彼前5:7)

你說:「我的信心不夠。」神說:「我所分給各人的信心,是我量度過的。」(羅12:3)

你說:「我不夠聰明。」神說:「我給你智慧。」(林前1:30)

你說:「我覺得很孤單。」神說:「我總不撇下你,也不丟棄你。」(來13:5)

請傳閱,或許今天正有人需要它!
這是一篇很好的文章,不論你是否基督徒,都值得看一看!

我們認為是 負面的事,神 卻有正面的回應。
請傳閱,或許今天正有人需要它!~ 感謝主 ~

124  日期: 2004-04-03 15:42:55
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今日進度非常不錯,我以為今晚可以準時走…and then 我可以準時返團契...當然不行啦!六點幾先可以見到Project導演,他還拉住我講解project點做點做!!!:-( 不過他跟我講了一番后真的代錢入袋!
雖然返團契遲到,但也有好的時間了解弟兄姊妹!
Prayer Poniters:
1. I may start working from 2:00pm to 11:00pm one week after, then I may not go to fellowship on Sat...but I still would go to Sundays services...pray that I still would manage to build relationship with Bros and Sis at fellowship!
2. Thank God my two sisters will get baptised on 11 Apirl, pray that God would keep their faith until the Day comes.

123  日期: 2004-04-02 07:35:03
clara ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

that is bad, need to see doctor gar.
31 street now is very quiet , tingting not at home most of time recently, polly work from day to night, when back home, go to sleep. me, as quiet as before.
we are going to have church gamp next thursday , pray that we all have wisdom to handle as we still have not get the bible study outline yet. how wondersful is music training seminat then?
clara

122  日期: 2004-03-30 13:13:45
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

sigh!!!拜拜多年的氣管敏感又返來!!!香港環境差...工作周圍都系食煙人士!!!不過睡眠不足身體,就更差!

剛剛的星期日上了一課司琴培訓班,好勵害啊!

121  日期: 2004-03-25 12:50:33
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

哇?要用photoshop到做個project。但我真的學藝不精、希望有方法用到啦!

120  日期: 2004-03-25 00:28:55
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

婷婷,多謝!

119  日期: 2004-03-24 12:05:18
31 willis ( tingtingsmile@yahoo.com / no homepage) 留言:

希望你繼續發揮Ellen Lee本色, “榮神益人”(slogan),你的支持者 。。。。。來自31街 ^-^

118  日期: 2004-03-23 14:39:32
霖 to TAC ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

太大隊人食飯啦!沒有太多機會傾談!不過昨晚ok...TAC人...I am very happy that I got such wonderful friends!!! even some of them are not Christians...and some become Christians these two years! Pray that some non-Christians may understand and know Christ la!

117  日期: 2004-03-23 14:35:22
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

31 Willis Street, thanks for the message... and leave more messages la!

116  日期: 2004-03-23 14:34:05
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

做這份工...真的奇怪!不足兩星期,我就已經大開眼界!頭一星期跟今個星期簡直天壤之別!anyway, I don't want to gossip(but it's positive and I need to keep secert with my project work), 但工作真的不同讀書...of course I enjoy myself no matter I am a student or a worker! This is ELLEN LEE! :-)

我也不知道這是否神喜歡的和我所適合的...my multimedia study is nothing worth for the present job! 的確!這份工真的教會我很多.what I studied is really really multimedia...which mean everything is so simple la! 見完一份admin工,我想satisfication from work which is not bad...unless I can't go to Church on Sundays, then I want to do media job. Of course now I could go to Church every Sunday, 可是工作的時間太長了.但只有做神的工才是有意義! Full-time ministray is my goal always!

我也不知道...這只是六個月合約,而且所做的project也不錯! at least I learnt what is "REAL" video editing! not something I just use the MAC's software editing the simple stuff!

祈禱啦!願我可以於工作的環境作見證傳褔音!

115  日期: 2004-03-22 07:16:00
clara ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

happy to hearn you got a job, and always think your relationship with HIM, job is never easy, hope that you learn how to be joyful and myself as well.

114  日期: 2004-03-21 13:55:43
31 Willis St ( tingtingsmile@yahoo.com / no homepage) 留言:

恭喜你呀,雖然是遲來的祝福,呵呵

113  日期: 2004-03-21 13:21:09
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

No la, Kylie, that's good to add your words in here ma! leaving several lines is good... and email also great!

112  日期: 2004-03-20 10:27:36
*Kylie* ( kylieyau@hotmail.com / no homepage) 留言:

Ellen, I miss u so much ah... so many things to tell u! how's your new job? i think i prefer writing to u in email la... just to let u know i've been here~~

111  日期: 2004-03-20 07:28:35
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

今日讀了一封email,很有意思:-

印度有一位知名的哲學家,天生一股特殊的文人氣質,不知迷死了多少女人。

某天,一個女子來敲他的門,她說:「讓我作你的妻子吧錯過我,你將再也找不到比我更愛你的女人了!」

哲學家雖然也很中意她,但仍回答說:「讓我考慮考慮!」

事後,哲學家用他一貫研究學問的精神,將結婚和不結婚的好、壞所在,分別條列下來,才發現,好壞均等,真不知該如何抉擇. 於是,他陷入長期的苦惱之中,無論他又找出了什麼新的理由,都只是徒增選擇的困難。

最後,他得出一個結論──人若在面臨抉擇而無法取捨的時候, 應該選擇自己尚未經驗過的那一個。不結婚的處境我是清楚的,但結婚會是個怎樣的情況,我還不知道?對!我該答應那個女人的央求。

哲學家來到女人的家中,問女人的父親說:「你的女兒呢?請你告訴她,我考慮清楚了, 我決定娶她為妻!」

女人的父親冷漠地回答:「你來晚了十年,我女兒現在已經是三個孩子的媽了!」

哲學家聽了,整個人幾乎崩潰,他萬萬沒有想到,向來自以為傲的哲學頭腦,最後換來的竟然是一場悔恨。爾後二年,哲學家抑鬱成疾,臨死前,將自己所有的著作丟入火,只留下一段對人生的註解──如果將人生一分為二, 前半段的人生哲學是「不猶豫」,後半段的人生哲學是「不後悔 」也許你曾經買了一件很喜歡的衣服卻捨不得穿,鄭重的供奉在衣櫃裡;許久之後,當你再看見它的時候,卻發現它已經過時了。所以,你就這樣跟它錯過了。

也許你也曾經買了一塊漂亮的蛋糕卻捨不得吃, 鄭重的把它供奉在冰箱裡許久之後,當你再看見它的時候,卻發現它已經過期了。所以,你也這樣與它錯過了。沒有在最喜歡的時候上身的衣服,沒有在最可口的時候品嚐的蛋糕,就像沒有在最想做的時候去做的事情,都是遺憾。

生命也有保存期限,想做的事該趁早去做。

如果你只是把你的心願鄭重的供奉在心裡,卻未曾去實行,那麼唯一的結果就是與它錯過,一如那件過時的衣服,一如那塊過期的蛋糕。

110  日期: 2004-03-17 06:19:14
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返工? ok la! 正做一個project...六個月! nothing special! 工作時間也不錯(temporary)!

109  日期: 2004-03-15 17:06:16
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

我想跟一位我已向她沉默多時的她講:
Sorry, I don't think I could tune myself to your own channel, being your best friend and your peer support. Don't ask me why...I don't want to say anything more than this message! But I think we are in Christ and being perfect when the Day came.

108  日期: 2004-03-15 13:45:15
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I treat this job as my placement, which is six months contact project! I donnu... doing as a placement, then I could try if this job suit me or not and also I could gain experiences from that!

Pray: balance my time at church and work! esp. my relationship with those sisters at church!

107  日期: 2004-03-13 18:16:38
Keith ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

congrulation...
it's nice to hear that you got a job within a short period...

106  日期: 2004-03-13 00:54:23
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I got a job! Video editing... ...Pray if I really suit to do media's works... and pray to God that I always stand firm in Christ while I am working in media field now! I am really a person ~ AChristianintheMedia! *~* Thank God that I have a day off on Sundays...which means I have less time for fellowship at the same time! That's really bad actually! But it's a contact job... to see what really media field is la!

105  日期: 2004-03-10 15:56:08
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Using tommorrow interview as my first lesson from job hunting la!

And then work harder at the online portfolio!

104  日期: 2004-03-10 15:54:16
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

找工...找到很無奈!

While I am hunting jobs! I found that I had lost my 志願 already four years ago! My degree course is not any professionals, something like accountant, social worker, teacher, programmer, designer...but I am a multimedia person. Yes, it seems I know many thing, but not in depth! Wanna to do what I did at uni, but I don't have confident to do so... doing something else, I am not very interested! Help!

I am going to have an interview on 11 March(tommorrow)... it's Administrative Assistant...I donnu! Pray for me la! Actually working is for food only which is taught from Bible, but how could I tell my empolyer about that... at the same time, I wanna to gain satisfaction from the work, then it motives me to work ma! Now I am bit lost!

103  日期: 2004-03-10 15:23:01
Keith ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

why u 'ar'?

102  日期: 2004-03-10 09:36:33
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

呀~~~~~~~~~~~~~

101  日期: 2004-03-09 03:06:03
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I found my CD la!

Still hunting job....

100  日期: 2004-03-07 00:56:39
杜傑 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

要俾心機找工呀!...等你出糧餐飯呀!哈哈!

99  日期: 2004-03-06 02:48:34
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Hey, I missed my CD - Every Promise somewhere ar! If you got my CD, could you let me know? Thanks! I need the scores inside the CD ar!

98  日期: 2004-03-04 15:40:41
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

找工、找工!:^)

97  日期: 2004-03-02 15:09:48
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

傑傑,哈!我真的無想過是聖經的一經文!不過,我不敢用神的話來玩!但願我可活出聖經的一頁,就可能有亞霖記!我真的很餓…很想…很想…很想查聖經!祈求我有機啦!

It's weird! writing resume is like doing assignments! But after that I need to an online protfolio! sigh...

Pray for my time management!

96  日期: 2004-02-27 16:07:19
杜傑 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

哈!亞霖記,是聖經的一經文嗎?

95  日期: 2004-02-27 06:43:39
Ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

鄭生,你的homepage有問題!開不到!

94  日期: 2004-02-26 09:43:58
( no email / http://www.oocities.org/elittlemy/newsphotos.html) 留言:

Just start reading newspaper and websites...actually I am interested in a lot of jobs...specially visual stuff! that's great! But if I really have to do something related to visual, then I have to do my portfolio. That's time consuming! anyway....

93  日期: 2004-02-26 09:37:01
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

婷婷,我很開心!cos I received your message! and others' messages as well! I hope we could leave messages here always, although we may not have to time to chat over the phone! 你可打電話給我!

how are you, 小珊, 鄭生& 鄭太?

92  日期: 2004-02-18 23:39:54
小庭 ( tingtingsmile@yahoo.com / no homepage) 留言:

好開心知道你終於畢業啦!要搵工呢?!人生另一個階段展開了bor。希望神可以預備一份你可以在當中事奉祂的工作 (唔一定MTS ger)
p.s.好挂住你呀!自你走了之後,間屋靜左好多,加上Polly同Marcus去了Gold Coast旅行,Clara又未返,得我一個人,閑來無事就只有打掃屋企。

91  日期: 2004-02-17 11:59:17
QQ涼~小珊-娜~同胞 ( no email / http://groups.msn.com/prettyeyesplanet) 留言:

霖霖﹐gd to kno u finished the course at last. I also have finished my task 啦...
感謝神讓我們 move on to another Chapter...
YEAH~~~!!!

90  日期: 2004-02-17 10:27:01
鄭生 ( no email / http://wilsonch.dyndns.org) 留言:

我都好辛苦呀, 我個maths course由十二月上到依家...重要個個星期都有test...

好o野!! 重有一個星期就讀完啦...鑊啦...重有一個星期就考試啦.......

89  日期: 2004-02-17 10:26:41
alice ( ah_si@hotmail.com / no homepage) 留言:

FINISH? then u must feel relief.. (^.^) I am so tense.. stress, ai ya, why's that?? I want to , will give up my ptc.. don't want to take exam...

88  日期: 2004-02-17 10:17:18
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

我已完成了啦! I just finished my last task! I am now waiting for my last result finally!

Thank God that I reckon the name on my academic transcrip, which is incorrect! Thank God that if not I have intention to find and try to look at my transcript, then I couldn't notice that my name on the paper is wrong! UNSW is really "!@#$%" something... I change my name every year when I get back my new student card! But the information at the system is still wrong! that's so bad! I am very angry with that! But of course, I have to do something! I have sent the department a letter, change of name require form, the academic transcripts(the wrong one) and copies of my HKID card, student card and passport.... I think I could receive my new transcript until March la! SO BAD!

Got a new from my cousin. She said my Gradma becomes an Christian on the sick bed. Pray for her that she really becomes daughter of God and God himself really forgives her sin, then we could see her in Heaven!

87  日期: 2004-02-16 10:51:04
keith ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

加油呀!還差少少咋!

86  日期: 2004-02-12 23:07:16
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

我做完了那份Group Report啦!Then I have one more task - Final Group chats! I think I don't have to study lor ar! Donnu...anyway it's nearly finished la! So happy! But I am very tried now!

And I need to study Old Testament 1 ar!

85  日期: 2004-02-12 03:59:16
霖@_@ ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

我真的很心散! 一上網,就...
加油!加油!加油!加油!加油!加油!加油!加油!加油!加油!加油!加油!加油!加油!

另外,為了返教會祈禱!

84  日期: 2004-02-07 09:05:15
霖@_@ ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

心情???
快! 我要快去完那 COURSE 啦! one more group report and then final chats... pray for that ar!

83  日期: 2004-01-29 13:18:59
ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I think I have to restart my diary here! Just settle down with my new life in HK! The online-course is fine so far! I really want to finish it ASAP ar!!!!

Now I look back these two weeks:
I found my faith in Christ is not very firm! I love my things(shipping from Sydney), espeically my bed's things! Although I understand that God told me I should not love materials in this world! or I could say I found sense of belonging from my stuff! I have nothing in HK... but the reality is I also have nothing in Sydney, too! cos I am a stranger in this world. (2Peter) I don't think I was suffering in these weeks, but I found a bit stress>>> readapting HK and doing my extra GenEdu!

But I found this is the plan of God...He lets me to do one more extra course.. then I could have an excuse to delay finding jobs. /*V*\ Pray that I really manage this course and at the same time, I have another PTC course as well!

82  日期: 2004-01-15 17:35:37
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

我回到香港啦!很多things have to do!

81  日期: 2004-01-07 11:41:58
鄭生 ( wilsonch_98@hotmail.com / http://photos.yahoo.com/wilsonch_98) 留言:

我好唔開心呀!!又影唔到呀!!! 呀~~~~~點解要發生兩次呀~~~~

80  日期: 2004-01-02 07:36:28
ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Today, I go to Parramata! Window Shopping... nothing to do law! haha!

79  日期: 2003-12-15 14:38:03
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I need to say "Goodbye" to my Apple Computer for 4 weeks, cos I need to ship back my eMac to HK, instead of bring it while I fly back to HK!

I am still doing my shipping! Sooooooooo 麻煩!

78  日期: 2003-12-08 04:17:14
ellen ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

哈!I have returned from nte la!!! So exciting to share with you all about these 10 days nte and mission. These days were wonderful. Thank God, although I was very scare to go there, cos nte are for Local Uni Christian Students. Everything is in English, and even giving a talk. Yet, I made it and I really didn't want to leave nte and mission... and also I have to face the reality la!!! I have to start to find jobs la!!!! *.*

But I have to pack up my stuff first...

77  日期: 2003-11-29 12:08:57
杜傑 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

為何會咁害怕?

76  日期: 2003-11-28 04:20:53
( no email / no homepage) 留言:

心情好害怕!今天去Canberra啦!去十日!

75  日期: 2003-11-24 03:10:53
*x* ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

人本性是有罪!
why not hublemly trust in Jesus and listen to His Words la??? Girl, listen to God, pray to him and care your relationship with him.... true love could be waited! If the Boy is the real Christian, then time would tell the truth!

不要自欺欺人!
Dating is not very important... no dating, it doesn't mean anything! If you want to have more times when you accept the relationship, then you are sure occuping more times... Be a wise Sister! Listen to God hublemly! Being a single sister serving God more la!

你真的想停止被佔有?
Then you know what you have to do already, I don't have to tell you again and again and again and again and again!!! sigh! *x*

74  日期: 2003-11-24 03:05:54
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PTC exam is done la~~~最后一次返UCC!步向返香港的日子又進一步!

73  日期: 2003-11-18 06:13:01
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今早同媽媽講電話!不錯啦!每次講完電話都很想為家人祈禱!希望今次返去以后,是為作神的工!不是全為錢啦!

我正讀PTC新約,內容我都懂!可能是因為MYC啦!有時我覺得 UCC是一間神學教會!如果,去嘛CBS、Faculty Bible Study Groups、MYC,PTC exams
o吾讀textbook都可以!當然只是Introduction to Bible and New Testament la... 因為我只讀了這兩科啦!

72  日期: 2003-11-16 09:18:02
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想不到傑傑,你有時間!Good! 想清楚及睇o下聖經>>為何要受浸啦...Pray for you always!
I have gone to your guestbook all times, but haven't said any words... but thanks for your 留言!

71  日期: 2003-11-16 01:56:32
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早排,一直都較忙,(其實一直也很想想細心的閱讀下你的留言板),今早,終於有機會了,你的生活也多姿多采,要好好享受呀!工作後,玩的時間也相對減少!...

還有的,雖然今次教會受浸我沒有申請,我想給自己多些的準備,於下次的受浸,我想我會申請的了!

70  日期: 2003-11-13 13:21:09
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Such a wonderful day!!!! although I wake up late!!! I have a nice day to play around inside 31Willis street.... and then go to Media Exhibition Night... sigh!! I didn't do anything for that night, but my work have shown ar!!!

And then go to Wilson and Susana's place... they give me a new friend ar.....少少Ellen ar!!!! go to my website, you would see more ar la!!!!

That's a wonderful night, but sad is I am really leaving uni la... cos the exhibition showing all the stuffs of the media people... I still wanla to stay around and having fun at uni... that's cool to see their professional works... but mine is....anyway, no more uni is good and sad both ar! talking with people that is good... I hope I would see them sometimes!

69  日期: 2003-11-12 01:39:04
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哈哈!又一天啦!昨天晚上去 black slump 食牛扒!!!

But I found that many places in Australia, even inside Sydney I didn't go there!!! Thanks 鄭生、鄭太!I understand la I may go somewhere la!!!

68  日期: 2003-11-10 06:53:48
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我已經交了最后一個功課啦!我又遲交呀!現在心情很好驚不合格呀!!!!因為,我成半個Session沒返tutorials!!!! 而且今日其寘要返 Uni prepare exhibition night, 但我還要做功課嘛!!!
Anyway la, PTC course exam.. then finish my degree la!

67  日期: 2003-11-06 16:01:31
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各位朋友:
我會一月十四日返香港長住!
DON"T ASK ME AGAIN, if you see me at ICQ! ok!

66  日期: 2003-11-06 13:56:25
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你知道我今天什麼時候起床嗎?下午一時四十五分??? How could I go to my last CBS in UNSW???? Oh my Gosh!!! 我好傷心呀!呀!
Today CBS is talking about Bodily Resurrection and last Chapter of 1 Corinthians...

Anyway, doing my Media project and listening Phillip's talks on "Love, Sex and Marriage", which is GREAT!!!!

65  日期: 2003-11-05 15:00:46
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http://www.oocities.org/elittlemy/graduation_sharing.html

64  日期: 2003-11-05 14:01:59
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又一件事,我好開心!!!!one more assignment to go la!!! although I haven't started yet and due on coming friday... so I am working on it la!! But today, I have good time with my open book class test for my Chinese Media... that is a good subject and the lecturer is great as well!

sigh!!! one of my flatmate, she is cracy!!!! she says she like to cook wo???? if you need someone to cook for you call her la!!!! she is living in 31 street and next door in the same house. The one is studying in Education ar...hahahaha she is cracy ar!!!!

63  日期: 2003-11-03 04:50:10
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哈哈!我做完了一份 Sociology Essay 啦!好棒呢!這份 Essay 是最后一份 Degree Essay,同時唯一份早一個星期做完!sigh!!!!
anyway 啦!one more class test and one more media project ar!!! I haven't started the media project tim!

62  日期: 2003-11-03 04:35:19
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Thank you Adela, but sorry ar, I didn't write anything last two weeks lo!!!!
Yes, I and Ting Ting always listen to HKradio ar!!! hahaha!!!

then be quick la!! everyone has replied me the survey la, except you! anyway, thanks for 你的留言!

61  日期: 2003-11-02 05:20:15
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hihi...ellen,我download左real 1呀,真是好好用呀,我已經又沈迷左聽收音機啦...哈哈哈...
你個survey我仲填梗,希望我星期五能俾到你啦^^
ellen,我昨晚很開心,好感動呀,因為連續發生左兩件令我好感恩的事呢。哈哈哈......
都無咩事啦,只係想比你知道一下我有睇你的日記的^^

60  日期: 2003-10-30 14:25:17
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busy mind!!!! one more week to finish up my degree course!

59  日期: 2003-10-20 04:05:54
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19 Oct 2003 Sunday Unichurches Together
Today is different from normal sunday, we have Unichurches Together. Gathering with 5 Congregations - Unichurch, IUC, UCC, AABC and CBC, that gathering is like Congregations Celebration every year. Although I wake up around 8 something, I still can't go to the breakfest. anyway....

sight!!! I am so silly! cos I need to represent UCC to be interviewed! But I didn't know that until my name was called out! No preparation, which is not good... since what I tell are only negative side of UCC, that is not good for people knowing UCC... I hope they would inform similar events earlier la!!!

After that, Joanne, Cystral, Funny and I go to city having lunch at SusiTrain... that is nice! yummy!!! haha! and then going to Opera House... cos it is last Open day for 30th years!

Dinner time is also good... Susanan & Wilson invite us(31 willis) to celebrate Susana's graduation...

Today is very GOOD!

58  日期: 2003-10-18 09:52:47
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I got a real holiday on Sat la! That is great! I could have time to relax! Although I still have do some online discussion for Sociology, it's still good!

Yeah, we have got to Keith and Ada's place.... having great time with another Joshua 子臨!

But it's raining during the sunset! :-(

57  日期: 2003-10-17 08:13:00
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Hey Clara, you may write something for me... I mean if you write something, then your reader is Ellen Lee ar!!! I feel awkward ar, dunno who is reading your message! this is my guestbook ma... anyway, thanks for your message!!! giving me motivation to come back there and write something...

56  日期: 2003-10-16 14:05:38
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normal day today, still have lecture as usual althought other uni have strike and lectures cancelled.
Did not see Emily in the lecture, donot know what happen to her. already week 12 lar, need to prepare for the final exam, but just too lazy to start.
hand it the auditing yesterday, but we did very bad, at the beginingm, i think i can rely on the guy, however..., what disappointed. but i seems donot very care about it, as long as we hand it on time, and i do what i need to do, and i feel no guilt. ellen went to crech today, i think she took a big step to do that, hope that she will keep on. have bible study with teresa as normal. Learn that God is my comforter and he is always with me, as i have the holy spirit, at our problem time i must pray as God will understand and help me go through it, as God already got the victory. What a big comfort. After Club 5, thanks God that i can keep my quiet time habit, every day i got remind and i see myself being taugh by God'word.Praise him.

55  日期: 2003-10-16 09:44:11
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猜我今日做什麼?

照顧小朋友oh!因為我知道我需要知道如何照顧小朋友!Club5 時,我知道我的ministry是什麼!even though my way of thinking is still very fenimist, but I understand that Jesus says in Bible that I need to serve children like serving Christ!。。。所以照顧小朋友也很重要的!其實我好緊張哦~!Anyway, that might not be very good reason helping out, but I have been there and understand that there are needs. Pray that I could go back next week la!

Today CBS talk is about 1 Corinthians 13 ~~~ LOVE.
Paul preaches about the Love at 1 Corinthians 13... for me, I might think this passage is so easy, but when I read the bible with Kylie last week, I found that is a hard passage, though everyone knows this passage, even non-Christians la!

Paul reminds that ppl in Corinth are very prond of their knowledge and wisdom about God. But they are wrong. They are pround of their gift when Apostle Paul mentioned in Chapter 12. But the greatest gift is Love 12:31. Although we might need gifts to serve others, gifts will be passed aways and Love would never end! 13:1 Apostle Paul uses the illustration about childhood and adulthood is about this kind of thinking. Our childhood had been passed away and we are having adulthood and getting older as well. That means adulthood means the timing of jugdement day. So that is quite difficult to understand. And also the reflection of the mirror means our knowledge of God is partial, not fully. When Jesus come back, we would face to face with Him and know Him fully! That's great solving my question from last week!

after that, Ting Ting and I have a chance to talk with Paul... that was great. But I like to talk with Phillip rather ;-P dunno! maybe Phillip's age, the feeling like my grandpad?? anyway, we talk about the passage on Love and the church situation in Hong Kong. That was good to talk with Paul, since we have received a lot from him, but no chance to talk. He is so nice... we pray together about going back to HK and the church in HK! Thanks God rising up his faithfull servent among us!

54  日期: 2003-10-14 12:35:01
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Having a media lecture on writing cover letters and resume! sight!!!! have to face the reality that I have to find job for food! If using the attitude about job and food, I don't think I would find a job??? don't want to lie!!! But need to spend sometimes to learn writing coverletter and resume la!!!

53  日期: 2003-10-14 12:28:51
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There is a short passage from Bible:

If your brother sins against you, go and tell him his fault, between you and him alone. If he listens to you, you have gained your brother. But if he does not listen, take one or two others along with you, that every charge may be established by the evidence of two or three witnesses. If he refueses to listen to them, tell it to the church. And if he refuses to listen even to the church, let him be to you as a Gentile and a tax collector. Truly, I say to you, whatever you bond on earth shall be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven. Again I say to you, if two fo you agree on earth about anything they ask, it will be done for them by my Father in heaven. For where two or three are gathered in my name, there am I among them.
Matthew 18:15-20

How could a person do apology about one's sin, but one could still spread the thing around? Who are doing wrong? Am I? or am I taking the issue to the one alone? I can see that person has something wrong with his faith in Christ! By the way, I don't think I have gained this brother/sister, even I brought the issue with this one.

Thanks for those who concern about me! If you are really concerning about me, please pray for me. I would like to be a child of God doing what teaches me in the Bible. But I have done my best on the issue. God is holding the justise and also understands what the things are going. And also pray for that person as well.

52  日期: 2003-10-14 12:06:10
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Is that all about club5? yes that's all about club 5! there is no more or on the top of the gospel! Going to Club 5 is not to those who are very spiritual or super Christians! Club 5 reminds me that I have to go back to Jesus every time, though I am now busy at ministry. Chanllenging me if I am a christian, I am standing on the solid rock and I am preparing my life with the lordship with Christ.
"And the armies of heaven, arrayed in fine linen, white and pure, were following him on white horses."
Revelation 19:14
That bible verse rebukes me who I am and what I would do with Christ. or I will be judged when Jesus come back again?

I would not do MTS or college, that is not for my situation. Of course, if I would do, then that will be great! But I think I have to learn how to submit and keep encourage my future husband! That is hard always! and also better use my bible knowledge for my future children? When ppl around are very rich and material, then what I will deal with that? I still don't know yet!

Hope if you are X'ans, reading all below is encouraging you to stand firm with Christ! if you are not sure that you are x'an or not, then read the Bible and discover if there is a man called Jesus who has come to this world and he would come back again!

51  日期: 2003-10-14 11:53:39
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Day 4(last day) - 6 Oct 2003
I really don't want to leave Club5, I miss Phillip's teaching!

Continous the bible talk by Eugene:
Watch for The Coming King! 2 Peter 3
v1-2 This letter is written by Apostle Peter for reminding his readers, who are beloved, if we X'ans believe in Christ Jesus.
v3-4 Jesus' people should watch out and not deny Christ. Since Jesus is mentioned in Chapter1:16-21 that He is the chosen King. Those scoffers are denying Christ cos of their sinful desires which is told in Chapter 2. But God is watching them distantly. They convince themselves the truth and teach others to do so.

So will God do with those scoffers?
1. God's powerful word
By God's word, the creation is made and also would be destoryed as well. in Gensis1:1;6;9;15 his word created the world. But those scoffers deny the Word of God.
in Matthews 24:36-39 Jesus promised that he will come back to judge the World. Yet, He would come back UNEXPECTEDLY
SO? Being faithful to God Mtt24-25

2. God's promised patience
Since we don't know the timing of God. He has his time scale v8 a thousand years = a day
But God is patient with our unfaithfulness v9-10
He let us to get prepared dressing up with righteousness and godliness.

When Christ come back, we don't have places to hid (Lk4:16-21; Is 61:1-2)>>>don't forget Christ come back is for judgement!
Be PREPARED>>>holy, godly living v11-12>>>Revelation 19:8-21 That is the picture of Jesus' conquest, but also the picture of Jesus' followers.
"And the armies of heavea, arrayed in fine linen, white and pure, were following him on white horses."
Revelation 19:14

Do I like Christ perfectly in the end?
Do I live with Christ now?
Do I prepare myself in lordship with Christ?

Peter's message is WATHCHING OUT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD!

Final talk by Phillip
What is news? Visual or Physcial? or thoughts?
As X'ans, in 2 Corinthians 5 teaches us that we need to change our perspectives to our world(v15) Looking at Jesus, he is not good-looking. He was the losser to his people. Apostle Paul is also the losser as well. What did they have? Why do we have to follow Jesus, even he is a losser? Cos Jesus teaches us that we see something which the World can't see.

1. Death is NOT the end v9-10 But JUDGEMENT is the end
God presents in our hearts of our physical bodies now
Our bodies are dead, but we are waiting for the resurrected bodies at the end, that is invisible.
we see the invisible thing in gospel, that is eternal life in Christ.5:2-5
v5 God prepares for us to live in Him cos Spirit from God helps to prepare us
Death is just sleeping and when I wake up, I would see Christ.
There is a future world>>> judgement v5;9;10

2. Love of Christ v15 Jesus died for all
He once died for all, therefore all died on the cross Rm5:8-10;2Cor19; 21 cos his death , I become righteous, telling that He loves me
Our human nature is living for ourselves. But FAITH let us live for Christ!
Looking at a mirror, what do I look like?
is CHRIST
Who is my favor person?
is JESUS

What I could do when I understand the fact that Jesus loves me?
1. Basic living for myself>>>confess that I am selfish!
Worldly view: Christians = Good people
NO! Jesus' ppl = followers of Christ and sinful people
2. we should live for Jesus though, X'ans are relational with Jesus.
3. we live for Jesus and no longer live for ourselves
4. ministry = sharing the gospel
we treat ppl differently, cos we need to persuade the others to become X'ans.

TURNING THE WORLD UPSIDE DOWN, COS WE COULD SEE THE UNSEEN!

50  日期: 2003-10-14 10:57:41
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May the Mind of CHRIST
may his beauty rest upon me
as I seek the lost to win
and may they forget the channel
seeing only HIM

49  日期: 2003-10-14 06:55:26
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Day 3 - 5 Oct 2003
Watch For The Fifth Column! by Eugene
"There is the danger of false teachers at churches" mentioned in 2 Peter 2:1-3 These false teachers destory themselves in denying Christ. Of cousre they work secretly, no-one knows that except themselves. How do they do that? They don't really believe in Christ, but they called themselves X'ans. They are standing at leaders position, teaching a half-true things at the bible. How could we know that? Looking at the living... do they live out the model of Christians. Living is the core evidence which proofs Christians Doctrine. (1Tim4:16)

They are doing wrong, but God doesn't do anything to stop them, Why? No, God still keeps watching them. Looking around the world, there are some suffering, cos of their sinful nature. The judgement of God already has happened! However, God has promised that he will rescue those who are Godly.

So, what are the characters of those false teachers?
v10b-12a bold, arrogant, blasphemous
v12b-16 wild animals, adulterous, greedly
all above are acting from the hearts, these will reveal from the behaviours.
v18 dry springs - nothing of value to say
v19 driven mists - they are powerless in the face of sin

That point is not searching out who is the false teachers at church, but "Am I the False Teacher?" Do I teach a half-true from the bible? Do I act the things which are not from God? Am I a Christian bascially? Very Chanllenge!

Night talk: The Feeble Ministers by Phillip
One sport can describe Minister' life - long distance runner!
2Cor4:1; 16>>>>"DON"T LOSE HEART!" Paul in the Corith's letter encourages us as X'ans, btw X'ans=ministers. Paul wrote 2 Corinthians, when he was suffering, but still encourages his readers to do ministry.
How could Paul do it?
Basis of ministry
1. Mercy of God, cos ministry is belonged to God. We do ministry, cos God makes us to do so, since all sources of ministry are come from God 2Cor2
2. v4 Content of the ministry is Jesus Christ. Jesus is Lord, lordship=image of God
3. the method? v6 speak out

Understanding the present>>>> we X'ans are just the channel v7 like a clay of plots, the message is Jesus' death and resurrection.

Knowing the future>>> Although we are getting older and older day by day, just like Phillip is heading to die, but in our hearts, minds and soul are transformed day by day
Rm8: future glory > present suffer

How did Paul do it?
1. Doesn't lost heart v1;16
2. Never change the words of God v2
3. Pass God's message >>> being a channel only!
4. Services maintainly just for Christ, as a servant; not self-promoting *ministers=servants
5. v13 Faith in God's resurrection

Feebel Ministers Today
1. content of Gospel>>>Jeusu Christ is Lord
2. future in X>>> sharing the Glory of Chirst
3. Difficulties in life time>>suffering
*mind>body=don't focus your present physical body, but eternal life
4. x'ans ministry is painful: honestly about the gospel, just say the message directly

48  日期: 2003-10-14 06:12:13
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Day 2 - 4 Oct 2003
That was awful to sleep at Merroo! To be honest, I don't like sleeping on a strange bed... I perfer to sleep on grass while I go wild-camping! ;-)

Anyway, the second bible study talk is given by Eugene Hor. FOCUS and UCC people could escape from Joshua la!!!

Eugene brings us to look at 2 Peter on this long weekend! That is good. The first time, I read 2 Peter, cos Phillips read through the passage at Congregation Celebration with Suffering as the topic. This time is about ministry!

Actually, Eugene is not talking about ministry this time, but is about WATCH YOUR GROWTH! That is a good reminder! I need to watch out about my personal relationship with God. Am I right with God? Eugene says we X'ans are no difference with Apostles. Apostles are not SUPER X'ans, there is no super X'ian, even Joshua or Phillip, cos we all are standing on the same solid. That is Jesus Christ. We have the same faith and grace from God. We have received the same faith from God. We grow in the knowledge of God.

WATCH OUT: this knowledge is not an information that I know who is God, who is Jesus, I am sinful, etc. BUT, this knowledge at 2 Peter 1:2 is about knowing someone personally and this person is God. This person is related to me and you as well.

There is a question - How do I grow? By his glory and goodiness, God has and always given me a power to know him in order to become more godly. And He promises that He frees us from sin and gives us hope.

There is Check list of a GROWING CHRISTIAN:
Faith
Goodiness
Knowledge
Self-control
Perseverance
Godliness
Brotherly kindness
Love
*v5 Supplement means "living evidence to reveal my faith"

Passage says if I have above qualities in my life, then I have more effective X'an life. For me, that's hard, but always forget to grow and make excuse for myself. That's true! Busy, busy and busy at church ministry, end-up I might fall away and might not be a X'an anymore!

At night, there is another talk by Phillip Jensen. "Glorious Ministry" passage: 2 Corinthians 3
How glorious if I do ministry? Phillip brings us to read the 2Corinthians3 about Glory of Moses. Actually, it's about the bright face of Moses at the Mt in Exdous.Israelites could not face directly towards Moses' Glory, cos his Glory is belonged to God! Israelites are so sinful and God is so holy. It brings up an issue that Glory of Moses syblomised the Old Covenant. There is a transition period: From Old covenant to New covenant. In Jer 31:31-34 says that God will write the new covenant at the human's hearts, then the sins of these people will be forgiven.

When this New covenant has come, we could not like Israelites. we could see the glory of Christ, cos we are forgiven and no longer sinful.

Cos we are belonged to Christ, we also have the glory. v3 we are the letters of X, we are hope and glory of X, since Christ gives us power to transform ourselves. So, when we preach the gospel to others, we are more profound than Moses's glory. That is the reality about our glory, cos our glory is from God and our Lord Jesus Christ!

*sidelight of talking to Phillip ;-O
Since Phillip uses glory of moon and glory of sun as a metaphor to the Glory of Moses and Glory of Christ.
Glory of Moses=Glory of moon
Glory of Christ=Glory of sun
When the sun comes up, the moon is gone away. That is about the capacities of light! That means when the sun rises up, we don't need the moon, though the moon is still there, but we may not notice the present of moon. cos the glory of sun is so far better than the moon. If putting these to Glory of Moses and Glory of Christ. Then the Glory of Christ has come already, then we don't need to have Glory of Moses. However, these Glory of Moses and Christ is from God, Jesus Christ himself. At the same, the light of moon is the reflection of the light of sun... That is what I have took with Phillip, how silly I am thinking that Phillip misses the point of reflection of light! sight......

47  日期: 2003-10-14 05:15:58
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終於有時間呢!Let review what I did at Club5... ...
Day 1 - 3 Oct 2003
Today is a very busy day... ... actually I have bible studies with two lovely sisters on Fridays. As usual reading with them, I can't stop studying bible with them, cos I have to go to camp tonight, right? So, I planed to have lunch with them once...like some lecturer arrange one tutorial before lunch time and then another tutorial after lunch. But there is a bit difference is 31 Willis St become bible study house>>> 婷婷 and Adela has bible study and Clara and Ah Lo has bible study<<<< that's why we all have lunch together! Adela, sorry you miss the lunch cos you leave so soon :-<
@5pm something, we (Clara and 婷婷)get ready to wait for Carmen's car, cos she drive us to the Conference Centre at Merroo! we have a lot of things, cos the weather is changed to very cold la!!!
when we arrived is about 7 something la, people at Merroo have already eaten dinner la!!! that is very cold outside at Merroo night!! and also it's rainning as well!

Enter the dinning hall, I see Phillip! It's long time no see Phillip. Donald said he is bigger than last year, which he is getting older la!!! Yeah... being a Dean of Sydney Angincal Churches, that is very busy. But pray that God will lead him to the end, not cos of his position, but God would maintain Phillip as a humble servant!

The first talk is about "To Die is Gain?!" by Joshua Ng. We are looking at Philippians1. I have read this passage several times, which I am familiar with the passage, but the point Joshua challenge me "Am I a fanatical Christian?" If I understand the gospel is saving my life, then I have to stand firm. So this passage reminds that I am a citizen of heaven, no matter where I live, what job I did...living in the earth is difficult... Christians are very different from non-Christians, I might be persecuted while I'm preaching the gospel by my behaviours or speeches. I need to learn from Paul in the passage says finding JOY >>> Jesus Others Yourself.

Humble myself to be a partner with God: doing/sharing the same gospel
Concern the growing of the gospel>>>taking care the others' spiritual growth
remember myself is gosepl citizens which is my status forever

if I don't believe in this gospel, then I am going towards eternal death. That means my friends who still don't believe in this gospel, then they are heading towards eternal death as well.

I understand and believe that Jesus will come back soon, then I should become a fanatical Christian who tells the gospel to others. Cos my life is not mine, but Jesus'. He saved my life and my sinful life is death and my present life is belonged to Jesus who give me eternal life! That's why the topic is "To Live is Christ, to die is Gain!"

"Am I a fanatical Christian?"

46  日期: 2003-10-07 08:49:54
Clara ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

first day backed from Club 5. have a accounting quiz this morning, not as hard as i though. see the doctor today, report will come at Thuesday. not very worry, as i donot think i will feel scare even it is cancer, so very calm.wen to buy some food after saw the doctor as no food on store. ha ha...
still thinking what wingsze and ellen told me at camp--smile more and even though i am not happy , i donot need to show every one i am not happy. i think that is true that i must not let my emotion affect people around me as they are "innosant". decided that every day read the bible before i got off the bed. need to pray for that.
keep reading on line novel, not want to admitted that it is copyright problem involved as that is the only way i relaxing myself--reading novel.
exam timetable come out. not very back although has two subjects in one day.
registed for NTE, will go with ellen, last time have no chance join the second part, i think that will be great experience for this year.

45  日期: 2003-10-01 13:22:13
Clara ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Clara: A busy day today, group meeting in the morning, before that i felt very stress, as it seems i have lots of things to do this holiday, i donot think i have holiday anymore. but after that , i felt more better as we have a good idea and know how to do the assighnment now. so relieved after that. i also finished the reading of my 3b reading.
foundation enrolment again, 1st time feel fear to talk to strangers. i donot think i have the fear at the past many enrolment day. maybe because i had some many unhappy expereince of making other new comer unhappy. thank God at the end i still can talk to them and start the conversation. but i forgot to ask them wether they are x'an or not, just keep chatting very general things.(sight...Hope that they will feel be cared and love.
Finish reading the DKT mcq, have confidence to the the test now.
suffer thyroid enlargement, little bit worry about that, since untill now the problem still unknown, need to c the doctor this fri, hope that this is the final one, i donot like seeing doctor very much.
sister is going to marry next months , happy and also worry.
also have prblem on picking the habbit of doing quit time, need to pray .

44  日期: 2003-10-01 10:11:20
霖霖 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Good to talk with Clara last night! learing a lot about you! I understand we have different personalirty, but what I learnt from Anita who told me "being yourself" is more comfortable for yourself... being Clara, then being Clara, don't push yourself to be Ellen or some else!!! Although I know you are very upset, you are saved in Christ. That was great! lovely sister, keep it up!

今天尤其特別,同Yeeli一齊去State Library,原因是:我倆要找尋一本在UNSW Library 已失蹤了的 "Media in China"......sight!!!!! "It's better not on the new books' section" said Yeeli. 但這個機會極大!因這是一本2002新書!

Anyway, today is a great day!!! we have another foundation erolment....no kidding, I am still scare of strangers, dunno what to say with them...but that was great pairing with Tammy who encourages me a lot....dared to speak up to two Catholic who tried to selling their Catholic CLUB???? believing in God is not a CLUB. FOCUS-UCC is a church where is a place for God's people meeing up and learning God's words!!!! Seeing that UCC is growing... in terms of the qualities of Bros & Sis... I was encouraged by them sharing the good news with others and telling others about our church..God's words is so powerful... that was very different from this beginning of the year!!!!

Still haven't started my Chinese Essay "tim".....

43  日期: 2003-09-30 05:45:48
Me again ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

So bad luck today!!! I have come to MediaLab since this morning, I haven't finished the DVD.... how poor I am???? When would I finish that DVD le!!! btw, I need to start doing my assignment la.... no time to finish the DVD and then have to go to Club5.... sight!!!!!!!!!

42  日期: 2003-09-29 04:47:00
霖霖 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

同Funny講后,心情好了很多!因為,我知道除了祈禱,我真的沒有別法了!雖然,我很不快,但我仍有最貴的恩典!我有最大的昐望!

Pray that God will lead two girls to himself.... I understand that no matter what I did, the only thing they would grow because of God's willingness, that is not my problem or my efforts! They have their own relationship with God.

Music workshop is already finished! That was GREAT! seeing them how commit into the workshop, pray that if they would have that commitment to music services, not for themsevles, but for God only. That are theirs! Thanks God let me have that encouragement! Thanks!

Club 5 is coming! To be honest, I dunno why I have to go, though I have figured out what I have to do last year... my ministary is my family and my future children then, I don't need to be MTS or even theological student, because Alex still doesn't think that he will do professional ministary then! But actually, he is doing full time ministary... or maybe I need to ask what I would support him more as a helper la!!!!

41  日期: 2003-09-18 09:16:50
myself ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

even myself don't have times to type a word here!!! so how about my friend? so lazy or I have nothing to say! dunno! only when I have to do my media assignments, I would leave message to myself! how awful I am!

hope you not that lazy, leave me a message is great and encouraging!

btw, music workshop is wonderful!

40  日期: 2003-07-04 02:30:14
Keith ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Ellen,

Your photo in the front page looks very smart...You look like a photographer.

And, I love the clock. I also want to make one.

Add oil! waiting for more in your homepage!

39  日期: 2003-06-27 07:51:53
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

fun at holidays? lots of things to think! ministry at church and music serving... and doing MYC(coming camp) promotion at church! answers are dunno!

pray that God will open doors to people who could believe in God himself... thanks God that He saved my elder sister and pray for my whole family will trust in Jesus la!!!

still waiting for the Quicktime movie format into VCD format!!! wasting time!!! :<

38  日期: 2003-06-21 12:06:41
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Wow!!! I am free la!!! finish all my assignments and start my holidays and waiting for my GenEdu... is taking photos and printing out the photos ar!!! yeah!!!

37  日期: 2003-06-17 17:07:55
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Tonite, I went to a bible talk!! Don Carson is the preacher... for those who don't know Don, he is a great preacher among the Christians cricle... he comes from USA to Sydney... tonite topic is about what is emergency!

That's a great reminder from the talk... when we Christians claim that we are righ with God... but is that really true? I still always keep sinning... but God does say that I can't sin in 1John... then what should I do? But Don says "SIN is NOT done there". Although I am right with God, cos I am no longer against God... I still do sin...then pray to confess and repent all times in my life = coming to Jesus' cross and remembering His death's purpose! thanks God give this great preacher to remind me and other Christians in SMBC...

36  日期: 2003-06-15 10:46:49
Kit Kit ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Happy Father's Day!
(Father, our God)

35  日期: 2003-06-14 05:16:01
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I did a lot of things today! practicing songs for tomorrow serving la, have curry rice as lunch ar... and help Clara have a haircut! hahaha

and start to do my Grammar assignment!!! donnu la...

34  日期: 2003-06-13 05:52:29
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Just hand-in my assignment and journal la!!! But just have a lot to do!!! anyway la!

33  日期: 2003-06-12 15:00:13
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

finally, I finish my media form essay... it was late for 2 days... I hope they will not mins too many from my assignment la!!! still two more to go!!! Grammar assignment and media production project ar!

Alice Chang, if you has come here... that is good!! good to chat with via ICQ! miss you so much!

32  日期: 2003-06-11 18:20:33
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

donnu!!! still working on my essay ar!!!
Compositing class is finished...last day seeing my good looking tutor... he looks like Keanu Reeves + Tom Hanks(young version) + Mark in ER. hahaha!!!

31  日期: 2003-06-10 04:47:07
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

"How are you?" my friends at Uni ask always.
what do you response? I always don't know what situation I have. Then normally I will reply, "I am fine" or "I am good" or "so far so good". These kinds of answer are not really and fully explained what situation I really have...

for me, I am busy? yes, cos I have to hand-in an essay tomorrow, but I haven't started to write one word! Then??? I don't want to start, cos I don't really understand what I have to write, but it's due on tomorrow??? actually, I want to cry out! and stop the time and do nothing!

I understand that is no big deal for God, but I really don't want to fail this subject, at the same time, I am so lazy in this session... that is not good at all! anyway, I think I will make it, I mean the essay, but it's about the quality question... anyway, if I fail this subject which means I fail to finish my degree course! That is the worest example for you guys>>>make a balance between study(work) and God's works...

which I can't test God's faithfulness towards my studies, cos I fully understand that God doesn't need my degree entering His kingdom, but I need that degree to feed myself later on... then?? is that worldly? I donnu... pray that I have energy and brave to finish that core subject's essay la!

30  日期: 2003-06-09 01:05:05
elittlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Today is the day to repeat!
Public Holiday in Sydney(areas of the British Commomwealth Govt), but for me is not different, cos I am normally having a day off on monday! :-<

29  日期: 2003-06-07 10:49:18
elittlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Cyborg??? bodies and technologies, what do you think on these issue? pls feel free to give me some comment?? doing this media major essay ar!!!

28  日期: 2003-06-03 23:33:15
Kit Kit ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

ellen,

Happy Tung Ng Festival!

27  日期: 2003-06-03 07:58:45
elittlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

God also answers our prayer! Thanks God that He always provides His people in serving! Keep praying that there are more Christians realise that they would serve in UCC music team. Music is a great enjoyment for Christians, we would use music to teach and encourage each other knowing God and build each other up! Though I am not good at music and my music is limited as well, God still needs me to do His work. Pray that God will open people's minds and hearts to willing to serve with music in UCC.

26  日期: 2003-05-31 10:05:42
elittlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Today is a special day! Thanks God that I can use my interested things to serve our Lord and God and His people. Although I find sometimes I hate my degree subject, I still can use its skills and techni to serve!!! Great!

My media project is getting better and full of ideas, but need more times and experiments. Good luck to myself la!!

MYC MYC MYC MYC MYC MYC MYC MYC MYC MYC MYC MYC MYC

25  日期: 2003-05-31 10:00:11
elittlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Thanks ah Kwong! Great to see u again... hope to see your message again and again!!!
You are right! I gain the life experience in Sydney, specially my way of living and thinking from the Bible... but in terms of my degree study, I don't think so! or maybe just this session la! I am so lazy in this session, there are two more weeks to go, I found I didn't know my stuff and my time management is so poor! It's always reminding that I am just a sinful human, that's why I need God my Lord. Thanks ah Kwong, I didn't expect you come my guestbook again!!! very encouraging ar!!! how was your work? Can you continue your contract? Hope you are fine! I must go to your new home when I go back to HK! see you soon!

Thanks Eva! good to see here! hope to see your message though we always meet! Good luck!

24  日期: 2003-05-29 13:48:23
ah kwong ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Dear Lam,

you learn so much in Sydney....not only knowledge from the books but also the life experiences....so..dont give up and add oil..... ^O^

23  日期: 2003-05-27 13:13:07
eva ( eva_awy@hotmail.com / no homepage) 留言:

dear ellen~

add oil ar! soon all the assignments will be gone ga la. hehe keep smiling ar :)

22  日期: 2003-05-27 08:51:23
elittlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

....nothing, I learnt nothing in my three years degree course here in Sydney... even my English writing is still as poor as you can imagine! what I can do? what can I do after this course? no job la!!!

doing essaies and media project... finish my class test this morning... so I donnu la!!! it must be very bad, but I need pass is alright!

21  日期: 2003-05-22 05:39:47
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

just finish my compositing first draft.... how awfull it is!!!! cos my lazyness lo!!! I will do better la!!! anyway....

20  日期: 2003-05-20 12:33:53
Loretta ( rettapoo@hotmail.com / http://oocities.com/rettapoo) 留言:

Dear Ellen,

Fantastic site.. even though i can't read chinese. When you go back to HK, I will miss you heaps.

love,
retta

19  日期: 2003-05-20 12:26:45
adela ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

hihi....
I like your homepage which is blue in colour

18  日期: 2003-05-20 08:46:52
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I have watched the Martix Reloaded!!! such a great movie... but of course, I don't like the sex scene and actions are too much la this time....

but I love their idea, though I am Christian.... it is funny, that people are always asking "WHY" - why do I have such difficulties? why am I here suffering? I need freedom, I want to control my own life....

But as a Christian, God didn't say that if He saved you from the darkness, which means you are free to do anything you want... last Friday nite, in my fellowship, we heard that God gives His own life - Jesus' life for us, then if we trust in Him, then we should give our lives to Him... then it is not applied to the story in the Martix II.

btw, the Martix II is good for me as a media student... and christian too, then I can think much more about God and Him creation, but not like all the systems in the Martix.

17  日期: 2003-05-20 08:40:53
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Great to read all my friends' message ar!!! how wonderful la!!!

I am sort of busy la!!! doing my media compositing project... something about "movement", then my idea is about english letters' movement at the very beginning, but now I have added hand moving - sign language... it is very complex, cos there are many different sign language in the world... each country has their own - Americans', British's and Chinese's of course!!! and even Americans', there are single hand fingerspelt, both hands fingerspelt and sign language as well..and also cos I don't like drawing, then I tried to use Origami - a skill of folding papers... doing as an animation... is that sound good... I think so la...but is due on Thur!!! I just got the idea

thanks for your coming to this website, I hope to see you again and again....

16  日期: 2003-05-19 14:18:01
阿鄺 ( little_kelly20@hotmail.com / no homepage) 留言:

Lam,

It's great. I know more about you especially the story of your name. It's interesting. You said that you are getting fatter, I dont think so. You still look like a fit girl when I saw your photo at the "Sharing" part, right? Be happy. ^O^....

15  日期: 2003-05-19 05:36:44
Kit Kit ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Lam,

I finished all the homework. My U life was end, too! Different from the past, it was not really relax after finishing all homework, cos I know that it is not the coming of hoilday. I don't have any summer hoilday anymore! Anyway, I will face this uncertainty optimistically. HEHE!!!

14  日期: 2003-05-18 08:39:18
yauyau ( yauyauhunghung@yahoo.com.hk / no homepage) 留言:

hi~how are u?I just finished my AL exam, and here is a very long vacution for me.

13  日期: 2003-05-17 07:55:16
( kate_kwan_33@hotmail.com / no homepage) 留言:

A very detial homepage! You let me know you more especailly your "name"! Add oil ar! Hope to see you soon!

12  日期: 2003-05-15 15:05:42
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I can't see if I stay in Australia which means I have to develop anything here! cos I don't have anything to develop, but if I stay Sydney, then I will learn more bible knowledge and grow in Christ with UCC. That is my concern, if I would like to stay here! or I would say that staying in Sydney, I have less presecution in Christian life. Of course, at this stage, I would go back to HK definitly.

btw, if anyone come to this guestbook, I would like to invite you to come more often la! love always, lam

11  日期: 2003-05-14 12:05:09
cherry ( charieho@hotmail.com / no homepage) 留言:

Ellen,
From your homepage I can understand you deeper, seems you've got a great life in Australia because you said you expect yourself will be in Australia in ten years, this definately proves that you have your targets and wanna stay in Australia to develop.

But one question I wanna ask,
Why an accident pic is posted in your gallery? Because it's an unforgottable experience??

10  日期: 2003-05-14 11:39:52
alice ( ah_si@hotmail.com / no homepage) 留言:

ha? I don't know I need to write comment wor.. but I haven't browse your web-pages 'completely'....

9  日期: 2003-05-13 06:00:33
elittlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Yeah, I found that I didn't have our lastest photos, that's why your appearance is not on my homepage... later la.... hey, did we take photos last time when I was in HK??? can you send me those photos?

8  日期: 2003-05-13 05:07:42
wingwing ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

That's great homepage ar...
and i saw the pic. of the fd in secondary
很久沒有見過她們..感覺很得意呢!!

7  日期: 2003-05-13 04:21:43
UCC ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

LOVE in the Time of SARS

Why is SARS happening in our World?

Is GOD here??

Is He Loving? Sovereign?

......... Bring your friends along!!

16th May, Friday?

6:45pm Quadrangle G026

6  日期: 2003-05-13 04:21:18
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I am going to hand-in my first draft of my media project.... Oh my goodness!!! How can I do it? I haven't started anything, but it due on next thursday ar!!!!

I know I am very lazy this session, but finally I have to face the reality la!!!! Oh my God!!!!

5  日期: 2003-05-12 11:18:51
哈哈 ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

being betrayed .........my privacy.......唉,
bu a interesting homapage! and ellen, a bit worry about your 'expanding' weight, don't eat too much chips la, have to tell Alex to moniter u thru the phone!!!

4  日期: 2003-05-12 08:29:25
Don ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

cool!

3  日期: 2003-05-10 16:52:16
Veron ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

haha....a very nice and detail homepage!! know you more ar...hee hee

2  日期: 2003-05-10 15:00:40
Kit Kit ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

I am the first one visitor of this homepage!
Your Guestbook is the same type as me!!!
It's my honor and it's also my pleasure!

1  日期: 2003-05-10 14:12:13
littlemy ( no email / no homepage) 留言:

Hello! Finally, I have my own guestbook and homepage la!!! hahaha!!!

Hope to see my friends write me very often la!!!

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