How Could Anyone Know?

Now that I have back
this heart of mine
to do as I wish
to make me feel fine

I wonder what ever
can I do
with all the love
of me that you.

How do I kill it,
where can it go,
can I defuse it
does anyone know?

Where does a heart go,
when it's already found it's home, that never wants to stray,
nor fly away, nor roam


The Night before Last

By Nancy


The night before last, I dreamt of the day,
when I would wake up one morning at noon;
And I felt you pulling me closer ,"I love you." I heard
you say
we were finally together, I hope that happens soon.

I felt your arms wrapped around my waist,
you pulled me closer and gave me a hug
My heart suddenly started beating with a furious haste,
all because you held me nice and snug

I felt you on my lips, as I pressed them against you,
the softness and the warmth surrounds me;
You made me feel so good, you'll never know
I felt loved, and cared for, if only you could see

I felt the warmth of your skin against mine,
the softness of your skin covering me like a blanket
I was like you were no longer a dream
It was so real, so intense

I felt you grab my hand and squeeze
as if you needed to be sure it was real
you looked in my eyes, we just stared
It was all to real,I cannot wait for the day

The night before last, I dreamt of the day.

As I write this poem now
My tears suddenly drip down
Memories of us come stealing back
The times we shared are never forgotten

Happiness that once filled the air
is now replaced with gloom and despair
I only regret now, that I found you

Promises that you once made
Stay in my heart without mistake
I try to forget you but in vain
All I feel now is nothing but pain

Questions I have burning in my mind
Have no answers that I can find
Will I know how you really feel
And the things you said, are they for real

But now I live day by day
and wait as time forsees

whether we are meant to be...
or not

I welcome anyone to send me their poetry to put in here..I will have several pages of poetry, since I do want to have different categories..So bear with me...This home page has alot of my heart in it, so expect changes as my life is a roller coaster of events...The one thing you will not have to tolerate hearing about is my work life, since I think working is what we do so that we can enjoy the rest of our life...Alot of people think that I am a real carreer woman..Hell no...Actually I was in a position to take what I wanted and I did...I go into love heart first, I check my brain in at the door, and I like it that way...What good is life without passion..What good is love if you are not willing to risk pain...And I don't beleive in that shit about learning from my mistakes..Something that ends does not have to be a mistake..It could just mean it didn't work out..I beleive life is to be lived..Anyone can survive...And to live is to risk...You can not succeed if you don't fail...I also don't beleive in that let it go, if it was meant to be it will come back to you...Hell no, ask Amir..he lost my butterflies, and they don't know their way home...lol

Hi Gorgeous

Two words that feel like a million
I used to hear them everyday, did he know
That only he could make my heart jump
Did he really know, how much they meant
Those two words, so simple to him

How I missed those words, if he only knew
Not that I don't hear it all the time,
But it's not like I listen when it's not him
Only one man can make me hear it

Hi gorgeous, he said it again
Those two silly words, I wonder
Did he know how much it meant?
That my heart skipped a beat

AA heart that...
by Nancy thinking of Mark

A heart that has been forgotten
A heart that will love him no matter what
A heart that is aching for his love
A heart that has been broken so many times

A heart that knows true love stands
the test of time
A heart that knows he loves her
A heart that cries in pain
A heart that knows one day it will be loved by a man who loves it as much at it loves him
May that day come soon
For this heart can't take much more abuse