Whenever I go to sleep, I dream of your beguiling face Whenever I go to bed, I feel you beside me Your body and soul connecting with mine. The tender touches with the tips of your fingers Running through my pure and innocent body. The soft breathing into my ears, Whispering "I love you" Kissing me into my heart Making sure I am safe with you. And then I wake up The dream is over. Now there is a living creature in my body Thinking this is a dream, The dream isn't over yet! That's what I keep telling myself You said...you said... You love me, you'll protect me You said you'd never hurt me "Trust me" you said, When I started gaining weight Wake up! Wake up! I said to myself The dream is over He left, taking my purity away with him I should have known That there is no true meaning of love Love is harsh! Love is cruel!