My Home … My
(irretrievable) Life
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Saraphi is a small town
in the borderline of Chiang Mai and Lampoon. There is nothing distinguished
only for its tranquil atmosphere. I had been living there for more than twenty
years before I moved to Chiang Mai city. The house where my family used to live was
left vacant. The four members in my family – including me- went off in
different directions. My father moved to Sanpathong to stay with his new wife.
My mother found her new mate in Krabi and settled down there. My brother
finished his Bachelor’s Degree and started his job in Lampang whereas I stay with my uncle at his house located in the heart of Chiang Mai city.
My
family was torn asunder without any omen. “You and your brother are mature
enough to be responsible for your lives.” my mother said. I argued back silently that although I become older, my
parents’ separation was deeply hurt my soul. I did not prepare to face this
sudden change. My soul was buried altogether with the sweet memories of my
family beneath the house in Saraphi.
Spending
my life in the city is very fascinating but it is worthless and cannot replace
the peaceful life in the country. My new life is surrounded by lots of people
as seven people living together under my uncle’s roof. Also, I can meet my MA
friends more often and participate in many activities with them. Yet, I still
feel as if I am alone. All essence of city life cannot fill in the gap in my
heart. I have yearned for a return of those days when everyone in my family
lived together but reality snapped me out of my daydream.
When I feel blue, going
back to Saraphi is the best remedy to cure the wounds in my mind. Just seeing
the front door of my house could recall the beautiful memories to be alive. I
could inhale warmth and happiness I used to have in the past. Every room in the
house was redolent with the smell of love. My mother dig for crickets to cook
for me whenever rainy came whereas my father cooked sweet rice in the bamboo
for me and my brother in winter. When there was a storm and the light went out,
it was my brother’s duty to carry water from the well for everyone to take a
bath. We spent our life in half traditional and half modern ways as our house
situated in the rural area but all of us had to work and study in the city. I
found out that living in the suburb was wonderful and fantastic as I could live
in harmoniously with nature and could escape from chaotic in the urban.
Alas,
my broken home also took my calm life away.
All lovable remembrance is just the illusion which remains for a short
period of time. The old house, the dusty door, the empty water bottles and the
cobweb on the roof are all remaining. I could not go back to continue the
traditional way of life as everyone in my family. We have to step forward. My
idyllic life was gone as the old way of life was eradicated by modernity.
The Attitude of Thai Teens towards Sex before Marriage
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In the twenty-first
century, Thai society is changing rapidly due to advances in technology and
communication. Although Thailand
has been an agricultural country for a long period of time, developments coming
are influencing Thai people’s lifestyle. Many Thais can adjust themselves to
the modern lifestyle yet some old generation Thais are still nervous and
worried about some changes are coming especially an idea of pre – marital sex.
Changing values associated with modernity have contributed to an increase in
sexual behavior among Thai youths. The old generation still thinks that it is
unacceptable since it is against Thai traditional culture whereas it is likely
that more and more Thai adolescents willingly tend to accept this idea as
common behavior in modern life. This research is therefore conducted to explore
whether Thai teenagers think that sex before marriage is acceptable.
Since ancient
times, Thai women have been taught to remain a virgin or “rak nuan sa nguan
tua” until the day they get married. (Serious side to your average Thai teen) Hence,
Thai parents and many older Thais oppose losing virginity before getting
married because it goes against Thai’s idea of being a nice woman. (Nophakhun) According
to Thai proverbs women should be conceited in relation to their dignity. They
are not supposed to even think of expressing their sexual desires otherwise
they will be condemned as badly behaved women. (Supasit Son Ying) So, Thai
parents and the older Thais want Thai teens to follow the old tradition that
emphasize on maintaining one’s virginity that have been taught in Thai family. According
to Dr. Yongyud Wongpiromsarn, an advisor of the ministry’s Department of Mental
Health, in Thailand
any conservative couples having sex before marriage are considered incorrect
and unacceptable. (Kreangsak) Women’s value is mostly concerned with their
virginity which is still lingered on to modern times as an old teaching. These
appear to be strong social pressure for Thai women to remain virginity until
they marry. Hence, sexual relationship before marriage is not right for Thai
girls in older Thais opinion.
Except from degrading
Thai moral, pre – marital sex is also unacceptable in the eyes of the old
generation as it is a major factor that causes other social problems such as
illegal abortion. Dr. Surasing Wissarutrat – a health officer in Chiang Mai - stated
in his research “Student abortion increasing” that the number of young female
students in Chiang Mai who got unwanted pregnancies and ended up by illegal
abortion clinics is in a sudden increase. Recently, a survey done by Assumption
University sampled 1,762 students nationwide about sex before marriage reveals
that more than a third of the respondents cited that they choose not to use
condom to protect against getting pregnant. There is no doubt that Thailand is
facing an incredible rise of abortion.
In the twenty –
first century since sex revolution has arrived in Thai society the majority of
Thai teens tend to accept the idea of pre-marital sex as common. According to a
research conducted by the Public Health Ministry on Thai teen’s sexual
behavior, it presents the average age for first sexual experience in Thailand is 15
which is quite earlier than in the past. (Kreangsak) Moreover, the survey done
by Assoc Professor Thanawadee Boonlue also provides the result that about 50
per cent of the 1,642 respondents said they have had sex with their boyfriends
or girlfriends. (Usa)
At the same time the Public Health Ministry research has found out that 60 per
cent of high school female students have their first sexual activity with their
boyfriends. The studis also show a very interesting point indicating that the
desire of male teens to have sex with their mates has been a sharp increase because
it is safer to have sex with their girlfriends than with sex workers.
However, many
modern Thai adolescents no longer respect the traditional idea of remaining the
virgin before getting married. A large number of them stated that keeping
virginity for marriage is quite an old-fashioned idea. (Usa) The finding of Suan Dusit Poll
surveyed 1,473 Thai youths aged from 18 to 20 shows that 61.26 per cent of the
respondents thought that having sexual relation before marriage is popular and
fashionable among teenagers. It is very common in the twenty-first century in
Thai society. This means that the traditional value about virginity is in
decline among today teenagers.
Nipa stated in her
thesis that many Thai women think that their values does not involve with the
idea of virginity any more. In contrast, their thinking, intelligence wisdoms
and abilities should be more concerned as precious values that Thai women
should have. “I don’t mention that preserving virginity is not good but some
old traditions have to change to be suitable for modernized society.” Aoi an
urban female teen said in the interview by Nipa.
There are several
reasons for Thai youths to choose whether to remain the virgin until their
wedding ceremony. The results of a study performed by the Thailand Marketing Research
published on September 18, 2002
in the Nation shows that Thai adolescents believe more in
human rights in which women and men are treated equally in the modernized
society. Thus women should not be condemned either by legalization or social
judgments when they want to do many activities as men including the right to
have their own sexual experiences before marriage. (Nipa) A survey of Suan
Dusit Poll asking 1,437 men and women aged 18 to 25 year olds about sex,
interestingly presents that 61 per cent of the respondents agreed that there is
nothing wrong to have sexual relationship before marriage. It is a personal
matter which depends on situation and one’s readiness. Another survey of Suan
Dusit Poll conducted on 10-12 February, 2004 sampled 1,374 teenagers who still
study in high school and university, shows that 51.32 per cent of them were
willingly deflowered by their boyfriends.
In addition, Thai
female teens also view having sex with their boyfriends as the way to express
love to each other. Young women engaged in sexual relationship primarily to
keep a boyfriend in order not to go out with another woman. (Usa) In her article, 50.3 per cent
of 3,283 teenagers aged between 15 and 24 nationwide saw sexual intercourse is
an act of love. Thai girls seem to be engaged in pre – marital sex because they
are falling of love. (Anjira)
Although it is
inevitable that the idea about sex outside marriage is influencing Thai
society, it seems that Thai adolescents are not ambivalent about accepting pre
– marital sex which goes against the tradition of maintaining virginity before
marriage of which they take a view as an outdated idea that their parents want
them to obey. However, modern teenagers have more freedom to continue their
life. Consequently, they think that having sex before marriage is absolutely
their right and their expression of love to the opposite sex. Although many
older Thais do not accept this change occurred, it is meant to be. Preventing
the following problems about abortion and unwanted pregnant is the major
subject that should be taught to Thai teens.
References:
Anjira Assavanonda. “Teens Mostly Have Sex
Early Evening.” Bangkok
Post 13 Aug. 2001
Kreangsak Suwanpantakul. “No Red Faces.” The
Nation 17 Oct. 2005
Nipa Jeeraphat. Sex Control for Thai Women: A
Case Study about Sexual Control among teenagers. Social Science and Humanities Faculty Thammasat
University, 1996
Nophakhun Limsamarnphun. “WATCHDOG: The
Reality of Sex is Too Much for Some Folks.” The Nation 30 Nov. 2003
“Student Abortion Increasing.” The Nation
9 Aug. 2001
“Serious Side to Your Average Thai Teen.” The
Nation 18 Sep. 2002
“SUAN DUSIT POLL: Sex before Marriage is
Right.” The Nation 15 Jan. 2003
“Sex and Valentine’s Day among Thai Teen.” Suan
Dusit Poll 10-12 Feb. 2004
Usa Shevajumroen. “Youth Say Sex an Act of
Love.” The Nation 7 Feb. 2003
“Why Thai Students Don’t Remain Virginity or
Rak Nuan Sa Nguan Tua?” Suan Dusit Poll 3 Sep. 2004
The Lost in Everyday Use
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Dressing in the colorful traditional
shirt, she rocked the cradle to quieten her newborn baby in her futuristic
house. Her gently crooned tune of a beautiful hill tribe lullaby made me go
into a hypnotic trance and made the child to fall into a deep sleep. “Bang” a
sudden gust of the wind blew the door shut and disturbed the infant’ sleep. She
hurriedly held her son in her arms and tried to calm the frightened child.
“Oh
my dear, I’m here. Don’t be afraid.” she said in Central Thai dialect.
“Why
don’t you speak with Non in Northern Thai?” with Kham Muang – Northern Thai
dialect – I asked her. Her contrary actions had got me completely baffled.
“I
want him to be familiar with the standard language since he is a baby.” she
responded without a hesitation.
I was at my uncle’s house in the heart
of Chiang Mai during my first year at Chiang Mai University. Lee – my uncle’s wife who is
a Karean from Om Koy district – had just given a birth to her half-breed son.
Normally, she speaks Khum Muang to every person in the house including her
relatives in Om Koy. However, she refuses to transmit this cultural value to
her only child whereas she still sings the Karean lullaby and continues wearing
Lanna traditional clothes. Her irony actions threw me into a considerable
confusion over preserving Lanna culture; our great valuable heritage.
Lanna lanuage is gradually
disappearing as Northern Thai people live their life mostly with modernity.
More and more people; not only the hill tribes, believe that speaking Kham
Muang is rather old-fashioned and out-dated. My aunt-in-law also feels that she
should not teach Non to e able to speak Northern Thai.
She has a strong belief that speaking Khum Muang with the boy at home causes
him to use Central Thai inaccurately and not fluently. Moreover, it shows the
un-civilization. She is afraid that her beloved son would be looked down on
when she sends him to a private school where everyone uses only Central Thai. Undoubtedly, this must be her reason not to
speak Lanna language with him. She wants Non to have the best education from
the most famous school and wishes him to be accepted in that small society till
she forgets to preserve her son’s pride of belonging to Northern Thai citizens.
However, the doubt remains in my mind. It is comparatively awkward and
contradictory that Lee pays much attention to maintain Lanna traditional
clothes as if she realizes that it preserves her identity and culture.
Both language and costume are parts of
Northern Thai culture which exist for a long time. They show brilliant wisdom
of our forefathers. Thus neither of them is anything we should be bitterly
ashamed of. In trying to preserve our valuable heritages, we should not focus
only on one point and ignore others since every aspect is as important to form
the outstanding culture. Rejecting to save one part of our culture means a
severe look down on our ancestors’ intelligence.
The effective way of preserving the
culture is to cultivate local people to realize its great value since they are
young. To achieve this goal, parents have the most important role in teaching
and supporting them to be enormously proud of their culture – not blocking them
to perceive it. However, using culture in everyday life is the most effective
way to keep the culture alive. Enthusiast Northern Thai citizens to speak Khum
Muang in their routine; in family, workplaces and public, could prevent it to
disappear from Lanna culture. Moreover, government and non-government
organizations should cooperate to campaign using Khum Muang altogether with
erasing the bad attitude of speaking it from local people mind. When we use
more and more Lanna language in our life, we could realize that it is a part of
our life that could not be lost.
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