for Pauline Lester,
written the day after she died in a fire

Down there on the snowburied interval
crossed with snowmobile tracks  like
white beams on a white sky  there's a
ploughed track a couple of feet deep
hidden by a double row of fresh coated
snowdunes  It goes out to the river
to a clump of trees where the farmer's
been cutting stovewood to haul out

Lookng for it now  across the unlit
morning is like looking for snowburied
thoughts followed a ways yesterday then
lost in a night crisscrossed with dreams

And we did walk it  marking its inner
covering of new snow with our boots
and buried almost in its cut below the dunes
surprised to find it there a more fundamental
and well founded track then those frivolous
and arbitrary trails cutting into and out
of each other at every winddriven whim

Our deep way to the frozen rvier put
our feet on ground below ground
ground half the year flooded and half
buried in snow  yet we could feel
last year's stubble  last year's wild
grass  last year's new green
break  under our deepened tread