You expressed a very specific concern in your reading request; in particular your relationship with Vernon (date of birth 01/21/46) as opposed to your marriage to Michael (date of birth 08/02/46). For this sweetie I shall be tuning into not only my Spirit Guides, but also your own, Michael’s and Vernon’s. That way I will be able to get a much clearer picture of what is happening in your situation and can hopefully interpret messages for you better than what I would in working with just my own Guides.Susan, Vernon is such a very warm, loving and quite intuitive man who seems to give you good counsel. He truly does make a wonderful friend for you – I completely understand how he has your heart, and truly I don’t blame you one bit! Michael on the other hand seems to be quite closed off emotionally – not only with you but just in general. He certainly isn’t one to share thoughts or feelings with another person … and I am also being told here that Michael seems to have a “control problem.” By this I am referring to how he likes to have complete control over everything that happens, everything that a person does … including you. And if ever he loses any amount of control over a situation … boy oh boy look out! But BOTH men do love you dearly … even though Michael doesn’t show it all that openly to you. But both men are meant to be in your life … this I shall actually illustrate to you shortly – I will show you just exactly what the Guides have shown me … and you will come to the realization yourself.But you yourself … there’s a nagging thought in the back of your mind that you just wish you could end the marriage once and for all … and ultimately be with Vernon … but then of course there’s also the opposing thought there that is making you stay with Michael. But sweetie ending the marriage like that isn’t what you should do. All the Guides here are agreeing with your own opposing thought and are saying the same thing to me, “It’s not the time and there’s still much to do.”Your own Guides are telling me hon that there is actually a lesson that you must face throughout all of this. This lesson I am actually allowed to reveal to you … as you may have actually already at least realized this much: Always question your own motives here. Remember what I said about you going back and forth in your mind about whether to end the marriage or not? Please try to be honest with yourself Susan – I am being told that with Vernon – he is much like a huge love addiction (because he truly gives you all that you deserve and have never really experienced before … leaving you wanting more and more) and of course temptation. These two feelings sweetie play a huge juggling act on your heart … as well as your emotions … and this can all sway your judgment. You need to constantly check yourself hon … make sure that you don’t “fall victim” to the addiction or temptation too soon … as your Guides are saying hon that that particularly deliberate path may be self-destructive.All in due time Susan – that is what I am being told here … by ALL of your guides (as well as Michael’s and Vernon’s). Spirit doesn’t wish for you to be in constant pain and torment all the time hon … but unfortunately a lot of us also fall into other people’s own lessons … as let’s say with Vernon.
Vernon has much to take care of himself right now. Unfortunately honey right now Vernon is in no position to take on a new relationship (or establish one with you I should say). I get the very distinct feeling here that Vernon is either unhappily married/ unhappily “tied to” someone else … perhaps in the process already of being divorced/separated … maybe this separation has already taken place – I am not 100% sure on that one … but he is definitely having a very hard time in trying to deal with it all that’s for sure. This is a very hard lesson for Vernon to overcome … but one that he must definitely get through before things can even begin with you. The timing is just not quite right for Vernon.As for Michael sweetie … he too has lessons … and you have a lesson regarding him as well. I am told to tell you sweetie (and you should apparently understand what I am about to say here … I have no clue!! LOL): “Do what is right. Fairness, justice and equal opportunity. Pragmatism, collaboration, patience and compromise. You will receive all you wish for if only you would work with others, and not against them. Changing one’s own behavior is more likely to succeed than trying to change the behavior of others. Just accept things for the way they are now and live your life for yourself and no one else anymore. Time to prepare for better things instead of stewing over the ugly.”All three of you have “life work” ahead of you still sweetie … but I am told that you actually have come quite a long way. Only a little further to go. But you have to hang in there with Michael – he does need you – for reasons I am not allowed to see – but it does explain why you are in fact still there with him … you know in your heart already that there’s something more there than just what is being seen on the physical plane.I know you are questioning right now, “Well why did Vernon come into my life now then? Why not when he was 100% ready?” Well sweetie … that one is quite simple for me to answer. He came into your life FOR YOU. He is there for you as a friend, for love, emotional support … and so on … but most importantly ... he is there for you – as a visual aid – to show you what to aim for in the future. He has given you a purpose and a goal that you wish to reach. And in all honesty sweetie, where would you ultimately be right now had he NOT come into your life? A completely different woman who would actually just “make do” with what she has and not even try to get anything better for herself. That one I am sure of. Hon, Vernon is there to give you the extra inner strength needed to endure the remainder of your time left with Michael.But Michael too came into your life for specific reasons. If you sit back and think for just a brief moment … think about all that the two of you have experienced together. Has he not allowed you to experience some lessons and or/ specific events of your own – ones that you would not have experienced had he not been around? And vice versa? And Susan sweetie – all of us must also come to realize that some people come into our lives for specific purposes and then leave us – I learned that lesson myself recently. They come and give us the gifts of friendship, life lessons, and so on, then once their time is finished with us, there’s no more they can do for us … so they will leave. Susan, Michael I am told is one of those people. And yes, the time is drawing near to where “all good things must come to an end” (however I know that your marriage has been far from being even remotely good). I am being told sweetie that yes your marriage to Michael will be ending, but it MUST end on its own terms … NOT YOURS. Are you understanding what I mean here? Your guides, along with Michael’s, are telling me to do as you are right now … allow the marriage to run its course naturally. And once again … always check yourself and your own motives every once in a while ... make sure you’re staying on your path.
Once all this takes place … naturally takes place … sweetie I am in fact being told here that you and Vernon will then be ready to actually be together. I am being shown travel … so that actually leads me to wonder just how far away he lives from you. But yes hon – I am being allowed to feel the overwhelming love, joy, peace, and satisfaction coming from both you and Vernon. There will also be so much more spiritual fulfillment … through UNCONDITIONAL love.Before I close this reading Susan, I wish to show you just how connected you, Vernon, and Michael truly are, and just how divine planning is in place for you and Vernon for the end. All this was meant to be … and I will now show you a prime example … it may in fact shed even more light on the situation for you. Numbers speak volumes to me … and this struck me IMMEDIATELY – even before I began your actual reading:Take a look at all three of your birth dates:
M D Y
Susan: 03 03 1946
Vernon: 01 21 1946
Michael: 08 02 19468 (month of birth for Michael) – 1 (month of birth for Vernon) = 7
7x3 (day & month of birth for Susan) = 21 (day of birth for Vernon)
2 (day of birth for Michael) >> Shows the clue of the double digits in Susan’s & Vernon's DOBs
All three of you were born in 1946.
Dates of birth for Susan and Vernon (months and days) are ALL odd numbers, while Michael’s date of birth has even numbers.
Both Susan’s and Vernon’s months and days of birth show double numbers (Susan it is the number 3, while Vernon it is the number 1).
The reading closes from there (sorry space limitations~UGH!).
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