Not good enough...
I can't express the emotion I feel
The pain raging inside
I try to hide the way I feel
only for your sake
I know you'd feel awkward
for me to express how I feel
and I love you so much
I don't want you to know
you are everything to me
you are what keeps me alive
I don't want you to feel bad
I don't want you to feel pitty for me
I know you think you were right
I know you think you'd hurt me more
But I could never hurt more than I'm hurting now
I tried so hard to make you happy
I tried my all
I gave you everything I could
But it wasn't good enough
I could never be good enough for you
I could never be good enough
no matter how much I tried...
Life
Life is so precious,
we do not realize,
until we lose someone
great in our eyes.
We have to be careful
about what we say
you never know who will be gone
the next day.
Always state your love
before you go,
nothing is wrong
for that to show.
Every moment spent together
we must cherrish,
it is totally possible
for anyone to parrish.
Solve arguments
while you are still able,
it's possibly you may
never get it out on the table.
Always tell people
that you care,
Life is not always fair.
This is one lesson Mike's death taught me,
We all have deffinate mortality.
Even though I'm sure
he did know,
I wish I had let my love show.
Life is so precious,
we do not realize,
until we lose someone
great in our eyes.
Why?
Why is it so easy?
Why is it so easy, to fall in love with you?
It was love at first sight,
I knew it with all my might.
When we got in a fight,
I thought to leave was my only light.
I thought we had to part,
but the biggest mistake in my life was breaking your heart.
Now you are always in my mind,
no other love can I find.
I cry just thinking of you,
I know our love was true.
We were ment for eachother.
I just can't recover.
Why is it so easy?
Why is it so easy to fall in love with you?
Why is it so hard?
Why is it so hard to get over you?

Sometimes
Sometimes I cry just thinking
                of you
                of how much I love you
                of how much I care
Sometimes I rejoice when
                 you are around me
                 you and I talk
                 I think about you
Somtimes things remind me of you
                 everything I love
                 everything I cherrish
                 everything I ever wanted
Sometimes I feel like I'm
                  a fool
                  crazy
                  stupid
Always I cry
                  because I know I can't have you...
Forbidden love
When I dream
my immagination
travels beyond our seperation
to a place where our love
is no longer forbidden
where it needs not be hidden
where we have nothing to fear
and where no one will cause you tears
its a place where
everything reaches perfection
where I can show you my affection
a place I dream of
every day
and I want in every way
the lives we live
feel like hell
when my emotions I can not tell
every day my heart
feels torn
because my love for you I have sworn