|Hello~ I am Jackie. I am 18 years old, and trying to live my life to the fullest. I have so many dreams to fufill in my life its not even funny to think about it. I want to travel the world and experience so many great moments while I'm doing it. I don't want anything or anybody to stand in my way. Whather or not this all happends is beyond me, though it has never crossed my mind, a few nights ago I found myself laying awake, thinking about how dissappointing it would be if i died that night. I thought about all the things I havent been able to experience, all the places I havent seen and all the things I've yet to say to the people I have yet to meet. since then I havent died obviously and now I simply wonder why on that night it seemed fit to worry about it. I've come to conclude that I must be searching for something and all I know is that I havent found it yet.