The  Beloved  Master Within

ALARIUS:  Co-creating a new world requires a whole new way of perceiving reality and also delivers a whole new way of perceiving reality
First, there is the perception and experience of reality that you have on a day-to-day basis. Then there is an alternative perception of reality in which you have developed your ability to discern subtle energies. You have a clear sense of the Master that you are, and the funny thing is, it is not inside of you, you are inside of it. And let’s go even further. Let’s say that you have not only perceived, but that you have fallen in love with the Master that you are. You have fallen deeply in love with this vast subtle energy self tat you might call your spirit.
Have you ever been in love with someone to the extent that you could deny them noting? Anything they wanted that you could do for them or you could give to them, you would, because you loved them so much. Well, in this alternative reality, that is how much you love this Master that you are. That is what is real. That is something that is simply true. You can perceive this incredible Master that you are on the subtlest level of your being. And you are so in love with this larger sense of self that you can deny it nothing that is within the realm of possibility for you to deliver.
Mastery of divine expression from this alternative reality kind of makes sense, doesn’t it? As a mental, emotional, and physical body, you are so in love with this Master that you have perceived on the subtle energy levels that all you want to do is whatever it wishes you to do. You are dedicated wholeheartedly to the mastery of expression of whatever this divine energy wishes. You always say “yes” to it. Whatever it wishes you to say, you will say. You have no idea of what it is trying to do, but you are so in love with it tat you say yes” to whatever it wishes. You say, “I surrender myself to be your instrument to play through. You can play discordant music through me. You can play beautiful music through me. You can play any kind of music you want because Jam so in love with you. I am so devoted to serving you that all I can say is ‘Yes’ to you.”
And so the only place you ever go is to that subtle energy level where the Master is directing your existence and say, “What, what?” And you do it. Even though sometimes the “what” is something tat makes you say, “You want me to what!!!” ‘~Yes,” always the answer is “yes.” You want to know how to live a dedicated existence where all you ever say is “yes”? Live one where you are devoted to doing whatever the Master says.
PARTICIPANT: Every time I want to let my mastery come in I feel like I’m getting in the way, like it’s just not supposed to happen.

ALARIUS: And what is that? That is some part of you saying “no”. Anything in you that says “no” must be infused wit the love you have for the Master.
How many of you in that other reality that you play in sometimes (the one that denies that you are a master) where you think you’re just a human that’s trying to be healed, have emotional bodies that think this ET stuff and this co-cre­ation of Heaven on Earth stuff is something you just hope is true? If you are hoping it’s true, you are implying that you don’t think it is.
You have a mental body, an emotional body, and a physical body. Most of you have past existences on this planet. Most of you have disembodied spirits and dark forces manipulating you through your mental and emotional bodies. Most of you have been socialized by the male dominant perspective civilization. You have spent a good portion of your life trying to survive in a social and cultural context by trying to fit into a world thai encourages (even rewards) you to deny half of your wholeness. These are all things tat will change once you get in touch with the Master within and you just start saying. “yes” to it.
What are you going to dc about these things tat come up anc say, “no”? Are you going to say “yes” to them? Or are you going to say “yes” to the master tat you arc so in love with? You may think “But there are all these people that I’m responsible for that depend or me. They want things from me they expect things from me. What am I to say to them?” You say that you are so in love with your spirit that you can only say “yes” to it. And i your spirit says “yes” to what they want, they’ve got it. If your spirit says to do something else, you’ll al ways go along with your spirit You’ll always be saying “yes”. They might be hearing “no”, but you’ll al ways be saying “yes to one thing only. It makes your life simple. You only have one thing to align with It is the master that you are desires to serve another by looking like it’ providing something for them that they need, then you say “yes” to it. I the master that you are decides to contribute to another’s life by destroying their illusions and being everything they don’t want, then  “yes”.
Now living like this is a little tough on your spiritual idealism —your ideas of what a nice, good, worthy person is supposed to do. All of that becomes unimportant. The only thing that is important is saying “yes” to the master that you so low The only source of fulfillment through expressing all of what yo are in the way your divinity, the Master, chooses to express itself in each moment without reservation. That’ the only source of fulfillment. *