ALARIUS: There are three basic things that people do when they are not following their spirit. They’re either adapting to an outside authority, resisting an outside authority, or they’re observing somebody else’s reality. When you follow your own spirit without hesitation, you are fully engaged in the moment in your reality. You don’t have time to worry about any of those three other things. There’s nothing to resist, nothing to adapt to, and nothing to observe, because you are just living your own existence.
Beings who wish to feel superior, observe. Beings who feel inferior
but don’t want to be run over, resist. And beings who feel inferior and
will do anything to avoid being squashed, adapt.
The action of following your spirit without hesitation keeps you continuously
engaged in the unfoldment of the Divine Plan for your existence. And it
becomes a totally involved, engrossing experience. It’s like reading a
good book that you don’t want to put down, only it’s your life. Instead
of reading it, you’re living it.
So you say yes’ to your spirit first and foremost, if that
means that you ignore people or don’t do things that other people direct
you to do. then so be it.
In that way there is no resistance to authority and there is no resistance
to what other people ask you or tell you to do. There is simply a quiet
following of your spirit without hesitation. Just say ‘yes’ to your spirit
and your spirit will provide everything for you.
Doubting yourself is the most undermining thing that you can do. You’ve
got to stop it. You can live your own insights and follow your own spirit.
What we say is only stimulation. It doesn’t matter what we say. We simply
sources of stimuli for your insights. If your out here trying to figure
what we mean, you re m ing what’s going on in your own inner knowing.
If you look inside to disco what your own insights then you find the
stuff that’ co-create Heaven on Earth. You’re never going to get
the stuff outside anyway. But you can rece stimulation to wonderful
sights about what you kn from everything being s out there. It’s wonderful!
You have to live a transpsonal existence to be able experience everything
stimulation to your own sights. When you move l transpersonal context of
existence (which is what happens when you follow your spirit without hesitation)
you, a personality, have no control over your life. You have surrendered
control your life to your spirit. You no longer operate from the illusion
that you have any control on you personally have any power. You transpersonally
or spiritually fueled and dejected.
Spirit will provide everything if you’ll just the heck out of the way
and follow it! Spirit loves you like you have always wanted to be loved.
you know what it feels like to follow your to be full of your spirit, to
have your spirit vibrating in your body at an enormous accelerated rate?
It feels like you are wrapped in a cloak of infinity. You can feel these
lines of energy going off of you that go on forever into eternity. It’s
a wondrous feeling, totally fulfilling. It is ecstatic. There is never
a sense of loneliness in that experience. You are fulfilled by the simple
act of just doing whatever your spirit directs you to do next, even if
it is just scratching your nose.
It’s easy to follow your spirit without hesitation. The most difficult
thing that we know of is not following your spirit. That’s the hardest
life. It’s silly to say ‘no’ to your spirit because when you say ‘yes’
it opens this doorway to the other dimensions where everything can rush
in and be provided for you dramatically, rapidly and powerfully.
PARTICIPANT: How do I follow my spirit? I
am constantly getting lost here.
ALARIUS: Anything in your life that causes you to say ‘no’ to your spirit, get rid of it.
POLARIA: And then follow whatever you think is your spirit without hesitation and along the way you develop the discernment to say, “Oh, I thought that was my spirit but it’s not. Now I know that my spirit sounds or feels or looks like this.” And then a little while later you say, “Oh, that wasn’t my spirit either.” But start following something that you think is your spirit and let your spirit show you.
PARTICIPANT: What about my fear?
ALARIUS: What about your fear? We’re talking about following your spirit without hesitation. You can resist your fear or you can allow your fear. It doesn’t matter.
POLARIA: You can see that fear is information for you that says that you’re afraid to follow your spirit without hesitation. So what? You are afraid—that’s good to know. What’s next?
ALARIUS: You have emotion—so what? Emotions are emotions. Follow your
spirit without hesitation and then deal with whatever that brings
up for you. But the first order of business is to follow your spirit without
hesitation. The second order of business is to deal with the fear.
Most people put it the other way around. “If I can handle this fear
I’ll follow my spirit.” Well, follow your spirit and eventually the fear
will stop tagging along. You will have such a deep experience of faith
in universal principles and your spirit after following your spirit for
awhile that the fears will just go away. But you aren’t going to get it
first. You aren’t going to get that faith first. That faith comes after
you’ve been doing it for awhile. It comes from the experience of it working.
May we share an insight? Has anyone here served the dark forces in the
last 24 hours that you’re conscious of? Let me put it another way: Have
any of you based your actions on fear? Have you had a fear and had that
fear direct what you were going to do or not do instead of following your
spirit? [laughter and many hands are raised] Okay, in doing that, you served
the dark forces. So, you are a part-time servant of the dark forces. If
someone comes up to you and is afraid for you because you are following
your spirit, they are also servants of the dark forces. Know it for what
it is.
We don’t have to be in anybody’s life. And nobody has to be in our
life. Our attachment is to our spirit, going where our spirit says to go,
doing what our spirit says to do. In that, everything is provided for us.
You can even prepare all the people in your life and say, “Look, I’m
going to be doing this new thing. I’m going to be practicing following
my spirit without hesitation, it might inconvenience you in some way. So
ahead of time, I apologize for any inconveniences. Just know that I’m doing
this spiritual discipline.” That will make your emotional body feel a little
better.
When you follow your spirit without hesitation and you’re wrapped in
a cloak of infinity, you experience ecstasy and fulfillment in everything
that you do. That means it doesn’t matter what you're doing, and it doesn’t
matter whether you like what you’re doing. The ecstasy and fulfillment
are there whether you’re depressed or you’re enthusiastic or fearful or
angry. Because it’ snot about you personally. It is a transpersonal existence
that you’re living. It is not a personally perfect life.
Many beings, when we speak to them of the co-creation of Heaven on
Earth, imagine that we are speaking about a personally perfect existence
for them. We are not. We are talking about a life where they live following
their spirits rather than following their fears. In the initial stages
there is no guarantee that it’s going to be a better life. There is a guarantee
that it will be ecstatic, fulfilling, and that they will feel like they
are wrapped in a cloak of infinity. Those things you can get. A tremendous
sense of the power of the Universe going through you — that you can have.
Everything else is up to your spirit. You don’t get to choose any longer.
Your spirit allowed the illusion of you having a choice in the first place.
[laughter] Who truly has more than the illusion that they have a choice?
Spirit will ask you to do a lot of things that don’t make any sense
to you. And you can’t figure out what the overall plan is and why you have
to do this particular piece now. You have no understanding, but you just
do it and later on it all makes sense. When you follow your spirit without
hesitation, a lot of your ecstasy and fulfillment comes from hindsight.
You look back and say, “WOW! Can you believe that? This, this, this, this
— and it all came together and it was this? WOW! Am I glad I followed my
spirit!”
But in terms of foresight in following spirit, not likely. You’ll be
given visions which may or may not manifest. They may be given to you simply
to give you the illusion that you have some sense of direction because
you still seek that. Spirit may actually blatantly misdirect you to stimulate
certain insights and move around pictures of reality. You can tell how
much you resist your fear by how much you wish to be in control in your
life.
We are not standing here as outside authorities telling you that you
must follow your spirit without hesitation. But if it is something that
you are drawn to do, we are sharing with you some of the insights that
we have gained from doing it. Then you do whatever you do with it — maybe
nothing, maybe lots of things. But what you do with it is truly none of
our business. It is only our business to follow our spirits without hesitation
and to speak what is ours to speak.
The most important thing that we know about you is our love for you.
Everything else we know about you is relatively unimportant in relationship
to that.
There has been a lot of stimulation shared here and throughout it all,
you are being loved. First and foremost, you are being loved by your own
divine spirit because there is no other option. You are loved because your
spirit knows the perfection of your divine design, the perfection of your
uniqueness and the perfection of your idiosyncratic nature. *