ALARIUS: Yes., You are fully male and fully female. How can that be? You are frightened and small and petty and fearful that you will never fulfill your purpose here. And yet in every moment ae fulfilling your purpose here. You are frightened often, yet you are the force of Faith. How can that be.

PARTICIPANT: It can't be.

ALARIUS: But you area living paradox, so it can be. What if you stopped trying to resolve the paradox?
You don’t have to resolve the paradox. If you live at the center of the paradox, you don’t try to resolve paradoxical situations. Beings who are trying to resolve the paradox see beings who are
living at the center of the paradox as beings who are denying who they are. Because while they are trying to resolve the paradox, they are trying to figure out whether that person is on one side of the paradox or the other.
There is a wounded child in you. And you are a master. A paradox. You are frightened of your own shadow, and yet you are an incredible co-creative force in the Universe that is completely unstoppable. No need to try to resolve that.

PARTICIPANT: So resolving it is trying to align it all with one, like get rid of the wounded child so that I am only a master. That is trying to resolve it rather than just saying, “that is there, and this is here’.

ALARIUS: Or trying to get rid  of the master in order to take care of the wounded child. Or trying to get rid of the masculine so that you can become more feminine. Since you are a living paradox, it cannot be done. You can deny it, but you can’t get rid of it. You are Spirit and you are matter. You are one with everything that exists and yet you are completely separate and unique in your own perception of reality.

ZIVA’RAH: This whole dimension is paradoxical

PARTICIPANT: It is based on paradox.

ZIVA’RAH: That’s why people here who are I trying to resolve the paradox go crazy. They just go insane, because it is not to be resolved.

PARTICIPANT: Any separation from the Source is a Paradox.

ALARIUS: Absolutely, on the fifth dimension. There i no desire to try and resolve it That is why there is no illusion of good or evil. In a male dominant civilization, the feminine is evil. In a female dominant civilization, the masculine is evil. So when ever beings are trying to re solve the paradox in one direction, the other pole is evil But if you are not trying to resolve the paradox there is no good and there is no evil. There are just energies that are either contracting or limiting and expanding or spiritualizing. Only when you are trying to resolve the paradox do you see good o evil in this.

PARTICIPANT: So in the paradox of the wounded child and the master, it is not, from this perspective, that there is a good or an evil but it is just that you have a choice of what to be fascinated with.

ALARIUS: You can certainly allow them to simultaneously exist without any denial of either one.

PARTICIPANT: This is, again, loving your wholeness.

ZIVA'RAH: And within that comes fascination. Conscious fascination doesn’t mean going into denial.

PARTICIPANT: It is true. It is more of a choice.

ALARIUS: All fascination is, is aiming your attention at something. So it is like pointing your finger at something. Fascination is a masculine act. Placing your attention on something, focusing your attention on something is a masculine act. After you’ve focused your attention on something, what happens? The Universe rearranges itself to accommodate that. A feminine act. Complete, 100%, total ,unconditional support.
We exist in a completely androgynous, paradoxical universe. Wherein which whatever you place your fascination on, it’ll rearrange itself to. accommodate. A universe that is completely androgynous and at the center of the paradox. That ray not make sense to someone who is trying to resolve the paradox.

PARTICIPANT: So in a male dominant perspective, the concept of the Universe rearranging itself is alien or evil.

ZIVARAH: It is more like, “Hey, I want this, I’m going to go get it.” The individual feels that they make it happen.

PARTICIPANT: Right, exactly. And it cuts out the feminine aspect. It cuts out the support of the Universe, right?

ALARIUS: It cuts out that everything that exists, including themselves as a part of everything that exists must rearrange itself to accommodate their male fascinations, the aim of their attention.

ZIVA'RAH: That’s why the whole New Age chant that “you create your own reality” is a half­truth.

PARTICIPANT: It cuts out the feminine.

ZIVA’RAH: Right.

ALARIUS: It cuts out the fact that everybody that exists and everything that exists has to rearrange itself to accommodate their fascinations. That’s why we prefer the concept of co-creation. It is another androgynous concept.
See, when you are afraid of your maleness or denying your maleness, you are afraid to be fascinated.

PARTICIPANT: Absolutely. i.e. I am afraid to focus on any one thing, or take a stand. That is a fear of fascination. Absolutely.

ALARIUS: Why wouldn’t you have written a vision by now? It has been mentioned how many zillions of times? You even have parts of the book that are not available to other people.

PARTICIPANT: Because I haven’t been in my maleness.

ALARIUS: Yes.

PARTICIPANT: Well, what’s good is that I seem fascinated with creating a vision now.

ALARIUS: Yes. Your maleness is here.

PARTICIPANT: Yes. Fortunately I just can‘t... somethirig is just killing me to be floating without one. It is just not acceptable any more.

ALARIUS: You are half dead, and half alive.
Since without your maleness you won’t take a stand for your vision, anyway.

PARTICIPANT: No way to live.

ALARIUS: Yes. Now. If the male energy is being denied, what do we see exhibited in a person’s life?

PARTICIPANT: Aimlessness, I would imagine, and lack of direction and purpose. Fascination with being lost. And their maleness is feeling more and more cut off.

ALARIUS: Their maleness is being lost. It is denied. It is repressed. It is suppressed. It is lonely. Life is terrible for it. It is not getting its full expression. Now, what is their fascination then? All those things, because the maleness is fascinated with how unfulfilled it is, how unhappy it is, how not fully expressed it is. How non directed it is. So the maleness will have a fascination one way or the other. But if you are denying your maleness, you’ll be fascinated with all that dysfunctional stuff.

PARTICIPANT: All that it doesn’t have. So you get more of that.

ALARIUS: Yes. Since the Universe rearranges itself to bring you ‘more of what your attention is focused on.
Look at people you know who deny their maleness. Look at what they are fascinated with. It is very simple. The male aspect of the wholeness will be fascinated with something. The male aspect is often denied in most metaphysical people (male or female) because they are in a backlash reaction to the male dominant perspective.

PARTICIPANT: A lot of the men I know are very much in the old world and they are not denying their maleness.

ALARIUS: They are denying their femininity. So what is their major complaint? They are not being supported by the women in their life.

PARTICIPANT: They have to work too much. Life is just drudgery.

ALARIUS: Yes. There is just not enough support.

ZIVA’RAH: They have to do it all themselves.

PARTICIPANT: if they let go for a minute it will all fall down.

ALARIUS: Sure. So all this enormous support of the entire Universe rearranging itself to accommodate them, they cannot perceive because they are denying it. It is there. But they don’t get to notice it. They don’t get to experience themselves swimming in a continuous sea of loving support in every moment which an androgynous being who is not denying either gets to. They get to be just as directed, just as powerful, and just as focused as those male dominant beings, and just as swimming in love and support as those metaphysical sweeties who are denying their maleness. But those beings who are swimming in support and denying their maleness don’t have anything they are directed to, so what good is the support?
All resistance is a result of trying to resolve the paradox. Beings who have no resistance are not trying to resolve the paradox. If one aspect of me is good and the other one is evil, I will resist the evil part. If I am trying to figure out which one of them is good and which one of them is evil, I’ll resist the one that I suspect is evil. If I  am trying to figure out in my life whether you area good element or a bad element, if I decide that a bad element I will resist you. So if I am trying to resolve the paradox of good and evil, then I will resist whatever I sense is bad. if there to try and resolve the paradox, there is no resistance. And generally if a being is really denying their femaleness and thinks the femaleness is evil, then the Universe has to rearrange itself to accommodate that and their femaleness becomes the evil part of them, if they are denying their maleness in favor of their femaleness, ten the male part of them becomes whatever they think male energy is, which then encourages them to keep denying either their maleness or their femaleness depending on whichever is dominant in their perspective. It is very difficult to be moving wit your spirit in that way. If you are always trying to resolve the paradox, it is very difficult because following your spirit without hesitation is a paradox.
The masculine energy is following the feminine energy without hesitation. To follow an energy without hesitation means that you have to be that energy. If you have to listen to something and discern what it is communicating and then act, that implies hesitation. So following your spirit without hesitation implies that there is something that is not that spirit that is following it without hesitation. But in order to follow something without hesitation, you have to be it. So it is a paradox. You can recognize that you are it and you are not it and then do the next thing.
What happens with beings who hear us talk about following Spirit without hesitation is they want to know ,“Well, aren’t you separating yourself from Spirit in the way you are talking about it?” And we say, “Yes.” in the way we are talking about it, we are separating ourselves from Spirit, and yet we are never separate from Spirit. It is impossible to be separate from Spirit. So that is a paradox. We are talking about it as if we are separate from it, and yet we can never be separate from it But paradoxes are wonderful! Why should we try to resolve them? They are a part of the harmony of universal principles.

PARTICIPANT It is amazing how the ego immediately wants to resolve any paradox.

ALARIUS: Of course. Yet there is no urge in the ego to try to resolve the paradox as long as that ego is an androgynous ego. if it is male dominant or
female dominant in its perspective it will try to resolve it in favor of the dominance. Dominance implies that one thing is good, that half the paradox is good. Female dominance says the female is good, male dominance says the male is good . It always tries to resolve in favor. But the androgynous perspective says, “Both are good. Why try to resolve it in favor of one or the other?”

ZIVA'RAH: Especially when they make up a whole. Why would you want to resolve something in favor of one or the other when in doing so you are denying half of it?

PARTICIPANT: Yes. So we have trillions of beings walking around who have not had the experience of wholeness on this plane. And who continue to deny it, not knowing what it would be like  to be fully expressing male and female together.
 

ALARIUS: So, time for Extraterrestrial Earth Mission. If you look at the picture of Savizar and Silarra which has been the picture for Earth Mission, it has an incredible impact of wholeness, of the paradox. These are extraterrestrial masters obviously in human bodies. A paradox. It is a man and a woman, both calling themselves extraterrestrial masters. Another paradox. Obviously relating to each other as equals. Another paradox. It is not that easy to figure out this Extraterrestrial Earth Mission. It can make people downright crazy if they are trying to resolve the paradox. That is why these beings’ (ZaviRalfand Ziva’rah) attitudes here are confusing to other people. Because they don’t seem to be clearly one way or another about things. Then they seem to be very clearly one way or another about things.
It goes kind of like this: “But you said none of this matters, and nothing that you say matters, and now you are talking to me as if I should listen to you and what you are saying is important”. Paradox.
When we move to a place where a being is loving the ecstasy of their wholeness, then everything that Earth Mission is talking about works. But if you are in denial of your wholeness and you are trying to resolve the paradox, it is a very confusing message coming from Earth Mission and it is very difficult to grasp and it is very difficult to integrate and utilize it. Because it is not intended for half-beings. It is intended for androgynous masters (extraterrestrial and human hybrids)
If you think about everything that Earth Mission presents, it is immensely practical and incredibly simple and yet anyone who is trying to resolve the paradox can’t use it.

PARTICIPANT: It becomes massively complex and difficult.

ALARIUS: It is confusing to them because it seems to say one thing and imply another thing.

ZIVA RAII: That’s why we are always saying that this is a time where you must live in a way that is I00-degrees opposite of the way you’ve been trained.

ALARIUS: Which is another paradox. The future requires that you live an androgynous existence and you have absolutely no training in it. All your training says to deny your androgyny, deny your wholeness. Deny that you are anything other than human. But what if you are human and something else? Well, if you say you are that something else, does that deny your humanity? Not if you are living in the center of the paradox. What that does is it places your attention on the other aspect, which magnifies and manifests more of that aspect.

ZIVA’RAH: But it is standing in a position of wholeness, of seeing the wholeness, and then using the male energies to put your attention on particular aspects of the wholeness. It depends on how you place your attention as to what you actually see.
Well, we were talking about how when people get in reaction to the male dominant perspective society, they get into reaction to their
maleness.

ALARIUS: And so then they deny their maleness in favor of their femaleness.

ZIVA'RAH: Right Which they have been in denial of in order to live.

ZIVA'RAH: This whole English language built on resolving the paradox.

PARTICIPANT: So the things that I love, harmony and universal principles, are things that don’t try to resolve the paradox.

ALARIUS: Yes. See that’s why those you ca “gurus’ in the east go through periods of  speaking, because they recognize that they live the center of the paradox and they recognize as languaging...

PARTICIPANT: ...sets them off the center.

ALARIUS: Yes. Tries in some way to resolve’ the paradox, and so they just quit talking, quit. writing, and let their presence be enough.

PARTICIPANT So isn’t it that everytime we take an action, we are moving off the center?

ALARIUS: Not at all. Every action is filled wi the paradox. Everything in life is full of the paradox. Everything that exists is a living paradox The paradox is unresolvable.

ZIVA’RAH: To live in the paradox, you dec have to stay at the center. You can travel all over. It is just when you try to resolve it (making one end right and the other wrong), when you make them mutually exclusive...

PARTICIPANT: So l am thinking about the  difference between ecstasy or happiness on a different level. When you are not trying to resolve paradox, the ecstasy is being in the center of paradox all the time.

ALARIUS: Not necessarily. The ecstasy of loving your wholeness comes from not being at center of the paradox, but from loving the wholeness of our paradoxical nature.

ZIVA’RAH: And having the ability to sit at center of the paradox or roam in it and not try to resolve it.***