These 2 weeks have probably been the most uneventful yet, and I actually don't have much to say!! But that is fine with me after the emotional week we had last week. It basically has been the same thing lately....
I am very very tired all of the time. I find by 2 o'clock at work I am in need of a nap and have to struggle to force myself to make it til 5. I also am still fighting nausea, though it has subsided some. Towards the end of this week, I began having dizzy spells. I am starting to get a little concerned about them and intend to talk to the doctor about them at our appointment next week.
I am starting to allow myself to think about the baby more. I am actually thinking about the baby being born and we are starting to give some thought to our birthing options. We really don't know if we will have another c-section or if we will try a regular birth. I am actually more afraid of the regular birth I think! I guess a c-section is what I know now and I know what to expect from it. A regular birth is still unknown to me and I had a lot of anxiety about it when I was pregnant with Faith, and now I have the added stress of worrying about a uterine rupture due to the incision I had. However, another c-section would put more scar tissue on my uterus and may not be good for our plans of going on to have 3 children. It is a very hard decision and one that I do not think we will end up making until much farther along in the pregnancy. But I guess just the fact that we are thinking about it, is a good sign that we are thinking positively that everything will be fine with this pregnancy and we will be bringing our little one home this time. |
