No turning back (Ashley's Perspective)

We stood at the railing, watching the dock get smaller and smaller as the boat sailed away. We knew what we had to do. I turned to Nick.

"Ok, we have to split up so it doesn't look so obvious. I'll go check my cabin, and you go check yours."

"All right. I'll find Bri and meet you at your cabin as soon as I can."

We both still stood there, contemplating what was to come.

"We're being stupid." I said.

"Yeah, let's just get this over with." He replied, kissing me lightly on the cheek. "See you in a few minutes!"

With that we both turned and started to walk away. Then I remembered…

"Wait, Nick!" I yelled, running back to him. He turned to me.

"Don't forget…we're supposed to still be dating them, so we have to act like it."

"Well, all right. But don't act like it too much…" He joked.

"Get outta here!" I laughed, pushing him in the direction of his cabin.

***A few minutes later***

"…21…22…23…this is it…" I mumbled to myself as I reached my cabin. I took a deep breath, put a smile on my face, and opened the door. Not much had changed since I'd been gone. Clothes were still strewn all over the floor, and the beds were still unmade.

"Hello? Linds? Chris? Guys?" I called into the seemingly empty room.

"ASH??" I heard Chrissy yell from her wing of the cabin.

"Chris?"

"ASHLEY!!! AHHHH!!" Chrissy charged at me and practically knocked me over with a hug. "Oh my God! Where the hell have you been?" She asked.

"It's kind of a long story. I'm too tired to tell you now…"

"Oh, no. You're not coming back here after being gone for a week and NOT telling me where you were. I've got time. Spill it girl!"

"Well…is Linds here?"

"No. She's at Bri-..ummm, she's uhhhh, not here…she's at the hairdresser…yeah…the hairdresser's…"

I looked at her skeptically. What is she hiding? I thought to myself.

"What aren't you telling me Chrissy?" I asked seriously.

"Hey, shouldn't I be the one asking the questions!" I sighed. "So?" She asked again, raising her eyebrow.

"All right. So you know how Nick and I went scuba-diving that day? Well, we kind of lost track of time because we were having so much fun…"

Chrissy listened intently as I launched into my story of the past weeks events. I told her everything; about how Nick and I got stranded, had to rent a room at the creepy hotel, then had to rent George's boat, and finally how we realized we loved each other.

***10 minutes later***

I was winding up my story. I sat facing Chrissy, who was listening intently.

"Then he told me he loved me Chris! Loved me! And I know I feel the same way. Even though I would never want to ruin my friendship with Lindsay, I could never deny my true feelings. With Brian it was just like. But with Nick it's love…"

I was so involved in my story that I didn't hear the door slowly open.

"It's love Chris!" I said, my voice rising excitedly. I had finally admitted it to someone other then myself and Nick… "I LOVE NICK!" I practically shouted.

I hugged myself, and shut my eyes, smiling. I really do! I thought. I opened my eyes to see Chrissy's eyes grow wide. She covered her mouth in mock horror and pointed behind me. I turned around to see Lindsay, Nick, and Brian standing in the doorway. How much did they hear? Apparently enough. Lindsay turned on her heel, practically steaming, and ran out the door with Brian trailing closely after her. Nick ran to my side. Chrissy sat helplessly and watched the entire spectacle unfold before her. I dropped my head into my hands as the tears started to fall.

"This wasn't…how it was…supposed…to happen…" I managed to whisper to Nick through sobs. He pulled me into his arms and rubbed my back as I cried. "This wasn't…supposed…to happen…"

 

Chapter Nineteen

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