Piece from John's POV.

by Oochi

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She's still holding back. I really don't know what to do.
Everytime I think she's opening up to me, she freezes.
I don't know what to do, dad. I know now that Aeryn is the one
I want to be with, but ...
It's like you said, dad, when grandpa died. You said :
"He's looking down from up there, son. You know... living is like
throwing rocks in a lake. You can see the ripples grow bigger
and then dissapear. And he can see the ripples we make. One day
I'ld like to see yours and your children's."

Well dad, I've found the one to be the mother of my children. I want to look down with her and say : "Look at our children. They're as wonderful as you are"
You would like her. She's all a man could wish for. Tender,
beautiful, a friend, ... a wife . And she can kick the hell out of everyone too, including me.
I wonder how you did it, dad. How did you make mom understand
that she was the one you wanted to grow old with?

I love Aeryn, ... and I know she loves me. Why doesn't she
show her feelings, as she did that one time. She must know I'ld do anything for her.
Tomorrow I'll say I love her. Yes ... tomorrow.