This Was Meant To Be. 

by CKJXAS (kylisa Andrews)

Disclaimer: I don’t own any thing to do with Farscape……………..yet!  Like wise I don’t own the story line to the film Phenomenon

Beware, I’m not a very good writer, but I try!  I’m not very good at getting emotions through, and what I want to say, so bear with me!  Plus, I LUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEE          Feedback!

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  “How would you like to die?”

His words bounced about in his head.  The words he had said to his “friends” arns before when he had taken her from the med-bay.  He had led her to the Prowler, helped her in, then got in himself.  He put his arms around her, took the control column and took off.  When they had cleared the hanger doors and were in the vast confines of space, he put the ship on auto pilot.  He turned to his left, and pressed a sequence of buttons. Music started playing, and the woman instantly recognized the tune.  Their song started and he pulled her close to his chest.

 

I don’t want to close my eyes,

I don’t want to fall asleep,

coz I miss ya baby

I don’t want to miss a thing!”

 

Coz even when I dream of you,

the sweetest dream will never do,

coz I miss you baby,

and I don’t want to miss a thing!

 

She leant back into him and laid her head on his shoulder.  He began to rock them side to side.  They stayed that way for the rest of their song, and even though they were both exhausted, neither closed their eyes for sleep.  Their song stopped, but then, another one started, and he still rocked them.

 

Look into my eyes,

you’ll see,

what you mean to me

 

search your heart,

search your soul,

you’ll find me there,

you’ll search no more

 

Don’t tell me,

it’s not worth trying for,

you can’t tell me,

it’s not worth dying for

 

You know it’s true,

everything I do,

I do it for you.

 

Look into my heart,

you’ll find,

there’s nothing there to hide,

take me as I am,

take my life,

I will give it up,

I would sacrifice

 

Don’t tell me,

it’s not worth trying for,

I can’t help it,

there’s nothing I want more!

 

He nuzzled her neck, and she sighed.  She turned her head towards him, closed her eyes and smiled softly.  He looked at her, and she opened her eyes.  He kissed her lightly, softly, neither in a hurry to end it, they lingered, lips barely touching.  She pulled back reluctantly and smiled at him brilliantly.

“I’ll always love you, you know that right?” he asked her uncertainly.

“know, I love you too!” she whispered.

They sat there listening to more of ‘their’ songs, for what seemed like, and probably was arns on end, not that either of them were complaining.

“I feel it coming!” she said quite calmly.

“No, no!  Not yet, please, not yet!” he started to cry tears of sadness.  He was pleading with her, and he knew it.  He tightened his arms around her as if to keep her with him longer.  She lifted her hand to his face, and she stroked his face gently.

“Shh!  This is how it’s meant to be!  Don’t cry!  I love so much, don’t ever forget that!” she tried to comfort him, but her voice began to break, as she could feel the answering tears to his rise in the back of her eyes.  She also knew that her comfort would do no good.  If he hadn’t decided how to end this, her death would destroy him.  She turned to him and kissed him one last time.  As she closed her eyes, her life flashed before her eyes in an instant.  Her PeaceKeeper Training, her Prowler, her friends, their many adventures, John, his and her daughter, their Handfasting ceremony, or Wedding as John called it, and their visit to Earth, the real one.  She would miss this existence, of that she was certain.  It had been so much fun, a thrill, exciting!  They separated from the kiss, and they looked at each other. 

“Are you ready for this?”  he asked her.

“Always!” she responded.

She turned round to the front, and put her hands in the control column.  He returned control of the ship to manual, and placed one of his hands over hers, and slid one arm around her waist, pulling her back to him.  He lay his head on the side of hers, and kissed her cheek quickly.

“I love you!” he whispered into her ear.

“I love you too!” she responded.  “John, I don’t think I’ll last much longer!  Please, whenever you’re planning on doing this, if you want us to go down together, do it quick!” she said urgently, pain in her voice.

“Okay, it won’t be long! Remember the line?”  he asked with a bit of a sly grin.

“I think so,” she said.

“1…2…3…” he counted.

“Let’s ROCK this joint!” they said in unison as they powered up the engines, and plowed headlong into a fully armed Command Carrier.

Time seemed to slow down for both of them, as they dodged Prowler fire to get in the way of the Frag cannons.  As they saw the Frag cannon shot headed towards them, they turned to each other, calling out each others names, flinging themselves into the embrace of the other and holding on tightly.

“I’ll see you on the other side, baby!” he whispered to her just before the shot hit.  The brilliant orange shot collided with the sleek black Prowler, and blew the two star-crossed lovers into oblivion.

They knew it would end like this, it was how they both had wished to die, and now they were together after death, all of them, John, Aeryn, Xana their daughter, Jack Crichton, John’s mother, Leslie, and her parents were all there.  A family at last after some much pain, hurt, anguish and patience.  They would never be separated again!

 

END!!!!!!!!!!!!  I FINISHED A FIC!!!!!!!