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Today is 10 April 2005 making me smile: wind current lyrics: almost famous, almost wise...stuck on my roots, and bad goodbyes. almost famous almost new, can't figure out, what to do

The weather lately has been amazing and it’s made me so content with my life. It really just reinforces that I am a spring kinda guy. I love the smell of wind after it rains. I just want to curl up on the couch and take a nap with all the windows open. The smell brings back memories from all over...some good some bad

Sometimes I feel like things seem really recent, like they just happened a week ago and when I realize that it’s been a year, a half a year, two years, nine years, I get really sad that I let them slip away. Other things seem like forever ago that just happened. I was in Las Vegas with Chels and Brit and Kent and Becca and Ash and all the rest...I would swear that it was last year, but it was barely two months ago Albert E. had something there when he theorized that whole “time is relative” thing.

For whoever cares, this is what the next ten days of my life requires of me: paper on Total Quality Management in Higher Education, get caught up on two online classes that I haven't even started yet, make resume's for two people, work 50+ hours listen to 6 of the most boring people in the world tell me why they should be the new VPAA, decide my future.

Today is 6 April 2005 making me smile: courage current lyrics: I remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

My hair turns me on. Not my hair specifically, but when it moves in the wind. It's spikey know and when the wind blows it feels funny. When I move my head too fast and my hair bounces back...interesting.

I talked with an old friend today and it makes me remember how much I miss her. I wish I had someone to talk to.

I think there is a very fine line between being used/walked on/naïve and being laid back/not caring. I would like to think that I’m still on the side of not caring. I feel like some things that happen to me, I don’t really have any control over and it is a waste of energy worrying about them or trying to change them. I like to put trust in the people I know won't ever hurt me and learn by trial along the way who the rest of them are. Most days I would be very happy to sit outside and drink some kind of beverage that includes a lime wedge and say "sometimes, you just gotta say..."