My Life

When I promised to live my life to the fullest
Is there anything that can make me die?
I can't take this pain or this suffering
My life is falling apart
Right before my very own eyes...
I feel myself being sucked into a void-
and I cant escape.
It has me trapped-

Below the surface,

In a hell that I created
All the lies and all the misery
Forbid me from escaping

No one cares,
They say they do-
They lie
And lie a little more.
That's all my life is,
lies.
I am 15 and slipping
from My teenage life
that every other teenager has
Nothing is there to say

That they love me,
That they actually know I exist
No one knows the
Feelings I have
No one simply cares.
I have a lost life,
One that has no point.
I have no puropse.
My life is a waste,
And so am I.
I wish i could be perfect
And special,
So someone
Would actually notice me.
I have no friends,
They all just pretend to care.
If I were to slip away,
They would not even notice.
No one notices me,
I'm just another person
Filling up space on this earth.
My life is something

That I want someone to steal from me.

I wouldn't mind.
Neither would anyone else.

All the people

I seem close to

Leave me for someone

Who is better than me.