"Cleanse Factor"

to all it concerns,

no hope for us
we are just living to die
making wishes
that never come by
until the day
peace finds it's way
leave my soul waiting
or just send it away

had a dream once
had it all
as i woke up
i watched it all fall
no hope for us
are we just living to die
in the beginning we laugh
in the end we cry

we need to break this wall
that we cannot defend
we need another martyr
to free us again

when i break through
running and holding my knife
i will absolve the world
of all worthless life

let everyone sleep forever
until things get better
i will use my blood
to seal this letter

sincerely yours

"SpineLESS"

i saw the end
in a vision i had
the world did not survive
i felt you
hiding in the dark
running to stay alive

running from the sun
running from the son
running from the sun
running from the son

you want it all back
but wish you had more
it all rotted black
your more apathetic than before

so why the fuck do you live

only inches of shadow left
so lean a little to the right
let me reach inside you
will your heart put up a fight?

running from the sun
running from the son
running from the sun
running from the son

running away from
you don't know who
why don't you face
what is killing you

faint-hearted, feeble-minded motherfucker

don't waste your last breath
trying to defeat death
you are the man of the hour, at last
should you give up and give in
or keep hiding in your past
better do something quick
you're going no where fast

ask yourself
what you are going to do
when it's all said and done
will you live on
or keep running from the son

"Wish"

Staring from the sky
Knowing it was all worth it
Dying for you was all I could do

Love harbors deep within
Anchored to the floor
One day you will be casted away

Until that day I will wait alone
When you reach the garden
We will meet under the shade over our feet

Once more would be the light
Once more would mean the world
The time comes swift
I know you will return to me again
One day, you will..

When the time comes, we will fall for eternity
In the bottomless shadows of everything we ever needed
You are a statue in my heart
The fire of your eyes made it start
What I never want to stop

Until the day we meet again
I'll just be sitting here motionless
Waiting for the end

"Driven"

Flowing gently through the veins underneath
these scars, show power but hide the past
The man I once was left years ago
All I have now is my static screen

You were beautiful when we were whole
but along came the striking disassembly pulling us apart
The woman I once knew left months ago
All I have now is you in my dream

The prize of all life from life arrived at night
Half you and me, deeper than the sea
The child I once held left days ago
All I have now is the sky, to which I scream

Condescending rivers of poison flowing gently
in the veins underneath the scars of the past
The bottle once full, emptied hours ago
All I have now is no control

Roaring nerves facing the heat of truth
leave the scars hiding the past with something say
The blood once flowing, stopped minutes ago
All I have now is my last breath

Stillness in heart with hope fading away with the day
writes a message on the wall
The life I once had, left seconds ago
All I have left is death

"Sway"

Secrets of my own
Always bring me down
As the hate bends
Breath lessens as I drown

Wanting to lash out
Fists at the hands of time
The inability overcomes
Power of the wicked mind

Let me carry out
Wishes of fucking you up
Let me carry out
Just really want to kill you

When all is motionless
And your ready to strike
Clinch both of your fists
Put up a motherfucking fight

When they tell you it was wrong
Never listen
Words sing the song
Never listen

Let me carry out
Wishes of fucking you up
Let me carry out
Just really want to kill you

When I return to the scream
It makes me laugh
Heaven spoke when I made you bleed

No one will ever get to see
The man you will never be
After you fucked with me

Let me carry out
Wishes of fucking you up
Let me carry out
Just really want to kill you

When it all builds up
Never give a fuck
Verb beats the noun
Beat the motherfucker down

"6511"

Lost inside the depths of my mind
Wanting everything I could not find
Now I am left with nothing but pain
Going on is harder than living in vein..

The more it takes, the more it aches
Give me mine so I won't live with my mistakes
No one will know, just bury me below
Give me mine so I can go..

When I fall the last thing I will see
Is you standing over me
You give me the power to rise
With the look in your eyes
It is too late for me now

Don't let me go
Fall asleep with me for the sake of fantasy
All I ever wanted
Was for you to be
The completion of my salvation
The seal to my blood dripping letter
Fall with me

Don't let me go
You are more than forever
What I have is you with me
Sail away with me from the pale memory

Do not let go...

Die with me.....

"Self Riot"

What now, we made it, where do we go from here
Why must I dream for such eternity
But lose it all in the end

The great expectations within the heart
Are our only defeat in life
If we leave, we will fall to the depths upon no return

By the second beats common ethic
Living to hold the future of disembodied stability
Leaves us blank and wondering why the sky would even die

Fate is not set in stone
For we are the holder of our own advantage
End fate now, arise from the dust to which you cannot breathe

Let us fly away to something else
Other than what we have wished, could be a better destination
End fate now, recollection of souls to bond and form concord by the sword

Bringing us down in the end was a mistake
We rose, breaking through the soils of our depletion
End fate now, ethereal coexistence is the not the key

Revolution in individuals cry out a higher power
The overseer just waits to brainwash the foolish majority
Reach within, pull out the roots to expose what no one knows

Kill the source to prevent the worse
Make it what you want

"Carnal Intent"

Eradication
Fuck this alien nation
Trying to invade and provoke our creation

Progression
Rid the lands of fault and regression
Bind the breaks to prevent the succession

Insanity
Standing next to me
Purify
The domain, under the sky

We are soulborn to overcome the indifference
United by the reason of foundation, we stand in defense
For the broken men have died, widows have cried
Creators behind the injustice within have lied

We stand, defending

Insanity
Standing next to me
Purify
The domain, under the sky

We defend, withstanding

Under the sky

"Fall Awake"

Clench your fist to get rid of this, the fear
Filling the shadows beyond the darkness
Remedy for the pain you cannot grasp
Judgement in favor for few will last

Now is the time of broken barriers, the decision
Definition of why the hell we keep on living
Prizes most that listen with striking gall
Realization of why we would want to go on at all

With one risen fist you can make a difference
With one strong word you can conquer the past tense
Belief is not the answer
Action defeats the cancer
Never will I be walked on, a path of fallen souls
Never will I fall, to the pavement without shouting
With my last breath, two words comprehendable

For I am a man
Under heaven
Cascaded into hell
Killing all means of life

Young and old
Our unity will fall
Underneath ourselves

"Beyond Endless"

Is this love, this love I tangle with
Day by day, wanting it to go away
For I am engulfed by emotion
Hurt in the end, but not feeling the whole time
I am a fool for not having spoken
The whole time, from the mind

Stop trying, I tell myself in the mirror
Blood drips from the glass, I go back for more
Shut the door, go out and get it ripped out
Like meat for a forgotten feast not eaten
Beaten by the ocean of emotion
Scarred from the effect of disrespect

I'll bury this son of a bitch and just walk on
Up high is where I belong but all of my roots are gone
Climbing down everytime makes me want to rise
Falling down everytime when I look into your eyes
If waking up was so easy then please me

Do me a favor, help me go on, by letting me go
The purpose behind inevitability
I'll never know...

"26"

Accept the worst from everything
Break the teeth first to make the mouth sing
Can you give a damn about what's right
Damn it get the fuck up and fight
End all negotiations
Fuck peace between all nations
God didn't send fear to reign
He sent the end to see the pain
I don't need a simple walk on a simple a path
Just release me to inflict injury with my wrath
Kill me motherfucker so I can kill you back
Lost minds always make the first attack
Mine never was one to engage
Now all I have left is unconditional rage
Or you could say I have lost my way
People never knew what to do
Quiet actions keep the light of the day
Righteousness never came easy to
Save me
Trade me
Underneath I bleed
Vengeance on the universal seed
We die when we feed
X²
You and me
Zerstörung

"Cancelation Outwards"

Voices of hate inside my head
Tell me that you should be dead
Not only in dreams but in reality
The lovely screams of fatality
Put my ears to sleep with your
Megalomaniacal well-being
Stop me from seeing
I'll stop you from bleeding

Just shut your mouth because it's full of lies
So is the back of your throat and everything
Underneath the sun you call your skin
Speak again
You'll get fucked up in the end
Just speak once again
You'll bleed till' the end

We kill for all the right reasons
Plead insanity plead the fifth
Death is in all seasons
The end without reason is a myth
Commit murder for life
Not the sentence, the actuality
Fresh souls, dead heroes
Order of operations goes
The way the wind blows..

"Collision"

RISE UP AND EQUIP
YOUR MOUTH
FULL OF SPIT
OBSCURE TO ENDURE
THIS WORLD
FULL OF SHIT

Submerged
In the mud of the mislead
Raise your fist
Rise from the living dead
Armageddon
Tomorrow brings the fear
Get up and fight
Destroy the far and the near

RISE UP AND EQUIP
YOUR MOUTH
FULL OF SPIT
OBSCURE TO ENDURE
THIS WORLD
FULL OF SHIT

Revolution
Stand up or shut the fuck up
Die for a cause
Die alone with balls
Don't let it end here
Living to die
Beats living in fear
Game over
Resume
Consume to restore order

RISE UP AND EQUIP
YOUR MOUTH
FULL OF SPIT
OBSCURE TO ENDURE
THIS WORLD
FULL OF SHIT

You get kicked in the teeth
Put them in a pile
Get up on your feet
Give it a big fucking smile

"Army of None"

Black fire will rise
Look into my eyes
Sweat falls from the sky
I will not die

I am so numb
The deeper I bleed
The closer it comes (Destruction!)
The only dark I fear
Is that I worry
I will be the judge
I will be the jury
(Destruction!)

Fight, Destruction, for what's right
Can't seduce my might
(I am endless!) (I will fight!)

Never cold
Never grow old
Live to fight for the cause
I am ready when darkness falls (Fight!)
And when it does I will be armed
With my power I am charmed (Fight!)

Fight, Destruction, for what's right
Seduction of my sight
(I am endless!) (I will fight!)

Strength inside my soul
To carry the weight of the sky on my shoulders
I am one and only one
Only one in an army of none
In army of none I'll never surrender

(NEVER SURRENDER!)

"Inflamed"

All of this result of a kiss
One time, two time, I was blind the first time
Didn't know your shadow, but you knew mine
Kill or be killed I am the past tense
Common sense never amounted to nothin'
Shaking can't control my instincts
Blaming other people for my problems
I am the problem, I leave it to other people to solve them
I'm not a fool just stabborn
Should left before my eyes burned
The smoke has risen
My guilt is hidden
Trial by fire is my final decision

(chorus)
My insides told me different but I didn't listen
Trial by fire is my final decision

Hate me, manipulate me, but you'll never break me
The seed you grow is the seed I swallow
My hate is inside gripping the walls of my soul
Release from the hole into your being
Knowing your hurt now I'm seeing
That your a pile of worthless heartache
A mistake I shouldn't have made
All my walls began to fade
I fell for you but you have fallen
Legs burnt down left you crawling

(chorus)
Sugar-coded glazed my heart raised
My insides told me different but I didn't listen
Trial by fire is my final decision

Payback for all the trouble you've caused me
Let me live free let me be who I am who I was and who I want to be
Your just another dead fantasy
Walk through your garden destroy your dandilions
I hope your hurt I hope your crying
I'm ruthless and avenged a door unhinged I came in
This was revenge.

"Kill to Heal"

(opening/chorus)
Turning my back to justice,
Turning my back to You.
I can't begin to trust this,
Killing is all I can do.

You.. I hate your very existence, your life, your persistence
Ending you.. is my fantasy, can't you see? I wanna see you bleed?
Fuck the seed that you originated, I'm aggrivated
I live in pain.. you'll join me in this place..this piece.. this work of ART
Making your heart stop is where I will start!

(repeat)
Turning my back to justice,
Turning my back to You.
I can't begin to trust this,
Killing is all I can do.

Fuck YOU.. I'm cutting you.. LIMB to LIMB, EAR to EAR..
Cleansing.. keeping this World from eternal fear..
Protecting.. myself from exposure.. knife drawn, blood in my face.. this is the Closure..
I'll bury you.. Deep inside the mud..
I'll feed this.. With your coagulated blood!
MY PAIN.. MY REIGN..
WILL NEVER.. CEASE!
MY SHADOWS.. BEYOND THE THUNDER..
MY CONTROL.. SIX FEET UNDER!

(x1)
Turning my back to justice,
Turning my back to You,
I can't begin to trust this,
Killing is all I can do.

(whispers)
I can't begin to trust this.. Killing is all I can do..
I can't begin to trust this.. Killing is all I can do..

I CAN'T TRUST YOU!

"What Winter Brings"

(chorus)
My inner view is a point of you,
Your inner me is a wanna be.
I can see through you too,
I'm your motherfucking enemy!

Take back all that you have given to me, can't you see I'm your enemy?
Forget all of these memories, that claim to be our glories, untold stories
You think you know me, I'm just a fucking mystery
You thought you knew me, but you couldn't see through me
I'm the black that stabbed you in the back, surprise attack
Gave me all your trust, take that shit back, I'm the menace you'll never lack
Deception, the concept you kept, didn't hear me when I crept
Down the hall, along the wall, couldn't hear me at all
Turned the handle, tip toed, long trench coat
Didn't know till' I cut your fucking throat

(chorus x2)

I couldn't help but end your travel along the road of gravel,
Falling from the sky I came to sweep you off your feet
I'm the spirit that you're heart wouldn't let you keep
So helpless, so weak, you fell asleep
I'm a liar, I filled your room with the smoke of my fire
You couldn't breath, all you could do was bleed
The taste of blood, reminded me I had succeed

Smelling strands of your hair, fuck what we had, it wasn't there
I don't care if this is fair, you're under my feet now, I'll never wonder how
You became part of me, but I did see your fucking control over me
It could NEVER BE!

"Texas Brainsaw Emasculation"

Will I ever find rewind...
The cure to the future is the past,
The soil miles under will be the grass.
We're all dirt in many ways,
Raining the reign of these wicked days,
Rotting inside, dissolves and solidifies,
Cycle repeats before our very eyes.
Can't see it cuz' we can't beat it,
We look otherwise so we cheat it.
All we are is meat, waiting to be eaten,
We're just slaves, begging to be beaten.

PARDON ME FOR HAVING HATE!
ERASE THE FATE TO RECREATE!

We need a better man a veteran...
To enforce, change the course of the worse,
Carry the purse under the wheels of a hearse..
Make us die, plan what you must
In God we trust?
Shit, you call that just?
Place is crust, eaten from the inside
We will subside for the pride
We can't hide from global suicide
Give us your fucking self-hope so we can cope..
You've lassoed us all with your fucking rope!

PARDON ME FOR HAVING HATE!
ERASE THE FATE TO RECREATE!

"Dear Mirror,"

What are you? A fucking slave to ignorance..
No common sense, walking into the past,
Didn't learn the first time you got fucked,
in the ass, by society and such, falling fences,
Losing senses, the touch, walking without the crutch!

MISGUIDED
YOUR LIFE SUBSIDED!
ABHORED
ABSORBED BY THE MOTHERFUCKING SWORD!

You realize you were mislead,
Already have a Mother bullet,
in that Fucker you call a head.
Try to grasp, try to regain,
You must Fast, and live in(sane) shame.
You will never reclaim, you've buried yourself underneath,
Can't get out, reach, reach, spit out your fucking teeth,
You rot, you wreak, you got caught, YOU ARE WEAK.

MISGUIDED
YOUR LIFE SUBSIDED!
ABHORED
ABSORBED BY THE MOTHERFUCKING SWORD!

Consumed by the House, drowning in the sacristy,
Assuming the right, now you have a taste of me.
I am the shadow you pushed away that day,
Grinning and sinning, laughing it all a w a y . . .
You're shit out of luck,
It's too late for me to give a fuck.

I tried to persuade you, just turned your back, and walked away with nothing say..

"Inner"

Sing to me with your last breath
Walk with me for the memories
Photo of us underneath the peer
Scar me wet with your warm tears
Stand with me for the memory
Swim together in the blood filled sea
Rise to clutch what we have
An unbroken mass of invincibility
Sink your teeth in deep within
Your garden
Bury us for the memory
Breaking through the soiled level
Walking firm on the trail of sorrow
None will be taken for the happiness
Don't give for me just to borrow
Let me keep it for the cost of the dress
Forward motion
On the wooden stand of the infinity
What's broken will never break identity
I'm living in the same moment as you
Forever lasting you of so few
Fall or fly to answer the reply
Drop and burn
When you look into my eyes

"Gripping"

I'm in a dream falling from the top shelf,
Don't help.
I'm saving me from yourself.
Progessing further to the darkened depths,
Blossom of the newfound shadows have crept.
Time has been drained by the silence of gravity,
Can I not turn my back on the enemy?
Never shall I shed blood for the feast of the beast.
Wings will extent far out of reach to aid the breach.
Escaping in fluorescence ,
Sense the breaking of defense.
Broke through the cotton walls of death,
Emerging with my last breath.
Conquered the math of killing,
Succeeded in creation of problem.
End the lives of the unwilling,
Severed we're sovereign.

Broke loose from the constant pain of inhaling,
Failing you thought I would subside.
Suicide not the key to the ending,
Condescending you with the smile of the unexpected.
Rejected the negative illusion to form a solution.

I will never cease to exist...

I can't die by the fist!

"Severed but happy with hatred"

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(DECI)-- --(MATE)

"These Walls"

Deep in the oceans of a heaven so far
People of this world worship only one star
Among them is a woman, the woman I loved
The world went under that day pushed and shoved
Never saw her again, she was that world, my world
She was taken under by the cause
Her remains lie buried inside these walls
Reaching in, I can't grasp what I had, there's nothing left
Nothing left for me here in this hell
I can't bring back what was ordinary, what was RIGHT
I wonder why I shouldn't take my own life tonight
But fuck what you wonder, wonder to long you'll be six feet under
Clustered, buried deep, the fire underneath like summer
Why would it really be worth it? I'd never get what I wanted
My soul taunted and abused like houses that are haunted
Never will it be the same, never will she rise
Never again will she look into my eyes
She's another undead mystery
She's my zombie
And I love her

"swift asphyxiation"

The sound of silence awaits your arrival,
A demonic figure in the shadow,
Hurry, go grab your bible,
What once was deep is now shallow.

Hanging from the ceiling,
Do you have that feeling?
Somethings near, waiting,
Sense of fear, calmness fading.

What now is descending,
A pain never ending,
Falls from behind,
An uneasy state of mind.

Up your spine it climbs,
Unwinds, clocks ticking, it's time.

The Gathering assembles,
Symbols, clashing, refraction and reaction.
Now not wanted, uncovering the suspect,
Detection, erection, guided in misdirection.

Lost, the price of your cost,
Aquired, by the enemy, the fire.
Say goodbye to creation,
A swift asphyxiation.

"ELOCIN la VOYAGE"

Walking the long, dark en-trail of a once so pure road,
The trees cry to the right, as I will die this very night,
Watching the shell explode and the dirt bed erode,
I will never seek shelter, for I will seek you, my guiding light.

Darkness falls, shadows are en-circling my dome,
The holes in the ground pull me in, as I resist opposition,
Light pierces through me and I find myself home,
I've found you, for I have conquered, my expedition.

Did I discover my signifigant other?
Join me in my madness, be with me in darkness, share with me your sadness.
The road paved with neon, don't leave me alone, be with me for a never ending eon.

I'm not blind, I'm seeing just fine, a picture of you, inside my mind,
I can hear your voice, the sound, surround, angels rejoice,
Do I really have to make a choice?

You're the key to the lock of the door that I haven't opened before,
You're the morsal of sin-ammon that keeps me begging for more.
But you're not a sin, you are angelic to me, with your psychadelicy,

You've severed yourself, from the others for sure, you're just so damn pure.

"Awakened by an Omen of Neutrality"

Helplessly waiting for me on a stone of eternity
Standing in the open
Your hair blowing back and forth like wind
Breathing in and out with little expectancy
Succumbed by a sudden bright darkness
He approaches to take you from yourself

Lying in this skeletal bed of ivory unlively
Healing from the happening
My thoughts running from my head like water
Seeking you in a dream with great expectation
Nightmare stricken by an prophetic sign of insecurity
He approaches closer with the ending

Helpless now hopeless
Lying in a sharp corner of needles
The black walks in vicinity

New light broadens
Rising from the bed clutching the steel
Breaking the control

I see from a distance
You surrounded by the danger of one
I walk towards what would soon to be sorrow
I tap death on the shoulder
He turns around and looks at his fate
The heated blade rared back and ready
Blood on dripping from my face I remove the blade
And watch him fall
Reconnaisance

chapter 2