| Another One Sunday, January 23, 2000 Call from a friend today who has just been diagnosed with FM. I'm trying to be positive and yet how do you say' "Yes there will be good days but rather than get better, if you continue to work at that job it will probably get worse"? Pain,Pain, Pain Monday, January 24, 2000 Decided to visit a friend today although I didn't feel well. Now I hurt so bad I know I won't sleep. It is so unfair! Day With My Son Tuesday, January 25, 2000 Sometimes children are amazing. Day afterv day go by and then suddenly you realize what a great person your child is becoming. I'll try to hold that thought as long as possible. Volunteering on the Phones Wednesday, January 26, 2000 Sometimes I miss working so much and then a few hours on the phones wipes me out and i know that eight and twelve hour days are probably never going to be possible again. Arthritis Thursday, January 27, 2000 Weather's bad today and when the arthritis kicks in with the fibromyalgia I only want to sleep and escape. Except today my body hurts wherever it touches anything. On The Road Friday, January 28, 2000 Off to visit my sister today; nice to go away for a bit ;only watched movies and talked but still fun. Overdoing Things Saturday, January 29, 2000 Supposed to leave for home this morning but decided to go shopping with my sister first; now I'm committed to something this evening and I can tell this is going to be a problem. When Am I Going To Learn ..... Sunday, January 30, 2000 not to let myself be talked into things I don't have the energy for? Today was a haze of pain and fatigue and I have to get to bed. Still Recovering Monday, January 31, 2000 No one knows better that I cannot go past a certain level of activity and yet I start thinking of the things I'm missing so now I will have missed out on two days because of overdoing things Sat. Feb00 Good Intentions Tuesday, February 1, 2000 Meant to rest today because I am still so tired but the day got away from me. So now I'm considering bed at 9:30--I don't like this. Fatigue Wednesday, February 2, 2000 I know we all deal with this but it is so frustrating; sometimes I feel as if my life is passing and I'll never get to do all the things I want. Next Page copyright© 2000, Mitsou. All Rights Reserved. |