9/28/01

Everyday is empty now.
Now since you've been gone.

You left that fateful day,
I did everything I could  
To bring you back to me
And I everything I tried had failed

I got mad
I got angry
I cried out to God from my catatonic state now
"Why take you away from me? 
Why do this to me?
What have I done to deserve this?
Why not me instead?"

Everyday is empty now
Now since you've been gone

I run to my illusions of you for solace
Relish in my dreams of you
Everyday praying to be with you again

To feel your touch,
To run my fingers through your hair,
To hold your body close to mine,
To feel the warmth,
To hear your voice, not just these echoes,
To look into your eyes and see life
As mine are broken records
A reflection of your death.

Everyday is empty now
Now since you've been gone