July 23, 2000

           I hate you
           I hate you because you somehow seep into my dreams
           I hate you because it hurts me
           I hate you because you hurt me
           I hate you because I hurt you
           I hate you because I miss you
           I hate you because I don’t miss you
           I hate you because I forget
           But I don’t hate you at all
           No
           I hate myself.