Dec. 5, 2000

"Please my love
This silence
It kills
Do you know of the invisible daggers you throw at me?
The ones you can't see, nor I?
My words fall out of my mouth, no where to go to
No one hears them.
They commit suicide upon being spoken, 
Yet the one who dies inside is me,
I am nothing,
The occasional words that are blasted out of your mouth,
Please my love,
They kill the innocent
Wound the powerful
And most of all, they twist the life I have left into 
Torturous knots
They leave me here confused, frustrated, 
Dying to know of the world that you hide 
Behind your cruel world of silence
The invisible daggers that plunge deep into my heart
The arrows you throw into my soul
Please my love
Speak my love
Free me of these chains, 
Allow me to find my way out of this suffocating fog,
Let your voice mend the wounds of our hearts, 
And allow us to love again," he said.