Sweet Nothings

Whispering sweet nothings
into my unexpecting ears.

I thought I meant something
when you smiled with your tears.

Your heart was not in it
when you said you hold me ever.

For you to go, I thought it never.
The Lord brought us together,
so you would say.

I realized it wasn't worth
all that unworthy pain.

I cannot cry at all,
there are no tears within.

I look down in fear I may fall,
but it was only the wind.

My eyes are tightly closed,
but I can clearly see,

I was awake while you dozed
and your heart was not for me.